Married With Sex

2013-08-30T07:41:00.000-07:00

Married With Sex

If you are under 18 or not into graphic, explicit sexual language and scenes this is not for you!

Please note: G's e-mails and version has been moved here.

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Or else

2011-11-22T14:02:00.000-08:00

This morning as my husband, G, was getting ready for work, he handed my some unmentionables and said, "Take your bath and have these on by the time I get home...or else.." I giggled and asked, "Or else what?"...."Or else you DON'T get a spanking"...lol!

So yesterday was good and bad.

We DVR'ed the game and did all the domestic stuff and then G beckoned me to him. He was relaxed on the sofa watching the game. He tortured my tits. squeezing, pulling and biting until I was gasping for breath. He stood up and pushed me on me knees. "Take me cock out and suck it," he commanded. I lowered his shorts and he kicked them off. I took him in my mouth and made my lips tight around his already swollen dick. In and out, deep and hard sucked him, pulling out now and then to swirl my tongue over that sensitive head. "Ahh, that's it, just suck the head." As I did that, I could feel his body grow tighter and tighter. He grabbed my head and pulled himself deep into my mouth and down my throat. I could feel his balls slap against my chin as he pounded. His cock invading my mouth and throat as deep as possible. I would go as long as I could and then gag. He would give me just a second to recover and then his throbbing cock would force it's way back in. We continued that cycle, for what seemed like forever...then his hands pulled my hair and I felt his warm load shoot in my mouth and down my throat. A groan escaped his lips and he half moaned, half spoke, "swallow it down, whore." I did, every drop and licked him clean. As I was walking away, he swatted my behind and said, "don't you worry, I am not done with you yet. I will make you come later, even if I don't"

Honestly...mentally I wish he wouldn't have...but I made my way to my usual perch on the loveseat and soon nodded off, while he watched more of the game. I awoke when he roughly started rubbing my cunt through my panties and slapping my tits. "Cum, you little bitch. Fill those panties with your cum". He rubbed and played and finger fucked me right through my panties until I released. He gave my just a minute to enjoy that rush when he was at it again. I knew I couldn't cum again (at least that way)...so I croaked out, "can't...cum...again" as I was gasping for air. In one quick movement he yanked me up and was pulling down my panties. "Bend over!" Over the loveseat I went. Brutally he slammed his cock deep into my pussy, "yes you can cum again" He grabbed my hips and continued to fuck my pussy until my body shuddered and released it's juices all over his cock. He laughed as he withdrew, unspent himself, "I knew I could make you cum again." He didn't cum, but seemed to be enjoying his gloating as he told me to lay down, so he could 'tuck me in'. I laid back down on the loveseat and he covered me with the throw and went back to finish watching the end of his game.

I can't lie, I was grateful for the release...because there was no doubt I was getting bunged up....did it happen the way I wanted? No. Does just a part of me wish he wasn't so concerned with me, with my pleasure? Yes...but, it's hard to be disappointed with I man who loves you so much and knows it is affecting you, so he wants to make sure you get your release.

Such of tough paradox in TTWD.

Don't...Even...Ask!

2011-11-20T06:57:00.000-08:00

Blerg!

Last night was very promising and started up really well....and then G ran into technical difficulties with a piece of equipment. He is not the most mechanical guy, and it is a sore spot for him...because I am very mechanical. Add together his low inherent mechanical skill and little patience and you know you're just asking for problems. This one of the reasons I get frustrated at his obsession with toys. They rarely work they way you think they will, even when used at optimal use...and ours just aren't, so that puts the failure rate even higher. So, anyway...G lost his cool and gave up. The moment he started having problems, I knew we were done. It was a catch 22 for me. If I tried to help, it was going to ruin it, but I knew G wasn't going to be able to fix it on his own and that was going to ruin it.

After he went out in the garage and stomped around and cooled off, he did bring it to me and I fixed it for him, in about 2 seconds. He was floored, "How did I not see that?!"...we talked and he put part of it on hockey. G coaches DS11's team and takes it very seriously (they were 16-1 last season and division champs), and yesterday they lost their first game. It wasn't that they lost that upset him so much, he is a good sport...it is that they looked really bad and he made a really bonehead coaching error, so that was eating away at him. He went back to the garage to putter and I am sure have a few beers...

Then I got a little pissy. I was starving. I hadn't eaten since noon, because he mentioned he wanted my ass...nothing looked good...and obviously, I was frustrated and disappointed. I stomped around the kitchen, slammed cabinet doors and bitched out loud. I am glad G wasn't around to see my tantrum. Finally, I just went to bed.

I usually, do get like that...usually I get very quiet and internalize everything...but I think as childish as my tantrum was, I think it helped. I slept pretty well and woke up in a good mood. Time to take a breather and let go for a day or so.

ETA: So I am sitting here watching some football and trying not to think about sex...yeah, you know how well that is going...lol. Comments from the talking heads like, 'He is trying for deep penetration here' are NOT helping ;)

I am picture myself stomping around the kitchen last night as well. "I am fucking starving and there is nothing to eat!" Duh, are you really that dense, Married? One of our euphemisms for being horny is hungry...as in "Are you hungry?" (do you want to have sex, tonight?)..."I am starving!" (Hell!Yes!)

Indeed, "I am fucking starving and there is nothing to eat!"

Disappointed

2011-11-19T04:49:00.000-08:00

Our mind is such a big tool, it stinks when it can get you so worked up, that real life is bound to disappoint. Been there done that before, so I do try and temper myself, but last night was just...frankly...almost vanilla and not even good vanilla, like haagen dazs, more like that cheap ice milk stuff.

Last night when G came home from work, the kids were at the park and I was in the tub. He came into the bathroom and rubbed my soapy tits, "Ah, is my little slut getting all nice and clean for me?" I nodded. "That's good, I have been thinking of you all day and have some new naughty things I want to try with you tonight." He said in a low voice as he pulled and tweaked my nipples. Mmmm, chills went down my spine. I was excited and a little frightened.

Through out the evening, when the kids were occupied in the family room, he would creep into the living room and whisper lovely, naughty things in my ear while he slapped my ass, or pinched a nipple or once even had me suck him hard (don't worry the house is large and we can hear the kids coming down the long tiled hallway, long before they see us).

After the kids were in bed, he came in and gave me my orders, "Go upstairs within 10 minutes, I want heavy eye makeup and bright red lips. Take off your shirt, but leave your panties, I will be up in about 20 minutes." I scampered upstairs, did my make up and waited and up the bed, enjoying the delicious anticipation of what was to come....

...from there it fizzles...really, it is not even worth recording.

What the night did include:
He did strap me to the wedge
A very lackluster spanking with a wooden paddle, no more than a minute.
Some nipple/breast play with a suction cup thingy he loves, again, only for a very short time.

What the night didn't include:
No cock sucking
No anal play
No hair pulling
No collar or leash

Where was the 'new naughty things I want to try with you tonight'?

I know, I know, I shouldn't be complaining. I did cum while he fucked me from behind...and he seemed to have a great time...but I can't help thinking, that's all you got? After I ask you to possess me even more and you tell me that you're excited and want that as well. I give you body to do with what you will and you spank me?

I do get, that he might be treading lightly out of his own fear of taking things too far, but come on...last night you whipped me with a crop, tortured my tits with nipple clamps and forcefully took my ass...and tonight you spanked me? Can you tell the spanking is bugging me?

After when he was saying how good it was for him, he did say, "I took it easy on you tonight, because we have a long weekend ahead."

No, I didn't say anything to him...because I don't want to mess with his 'dom-ness'. I think if I say anything critical it will only make it worse. So I am trying to be optimistic about tonight, but I am not holding my breath.

Submitting fully and asking for more

2011-11-18T05:00:00.000-08:00

I don't know...does anyone really want a blow by blow? I am going to write it anyway...if for nothing else than to save it for us. I really think...no, I KNOW tonight was a turning point for us.

Per my instructions; I went upstairs and and took off my clothes, except my panties. I put a vibrator, that he had left out on the bed, against my cunt....and I wait...and I waited...and I waited...I could feel myself getting irritated . I kept telling myself, 'submit, submit...HIS pleasure'.

When I finally heard his footfalls on the top of the landing, I felt my entire body melt. He came in and warmed his hands on the small space heater. With such attention to detail as this, is it any wonder I love him so. He ran his warmed hands across my body and man handled my big tits. Spanked my ass and squeezed my nipples.

He went into the bathroom and motioned me to follow. He pulled a tight tank over my head, he had modified the tank. He had cut out holes in the tank for my boobs to hang out and then cut small slits around the boob holes and threaded shoe laces through the slits. He had me lean over a chair, so my big tits hung down and then he pulled the laces tight, binding my tits tight. This is normally something I would bristle at. I would comply, but it would be immediately obvious that this is not something in my 'do me' script or desires. When it was clear that I was more open and ready to accept his direction for his pleasure, the power shift was clear.

G ordered me to lay back down on the bed and as he went to his stash of toys, his excitement was glaring. He went back and forth: he tortured my tits and nipples, with rough squeezes and pulling, twisting and biting, then put on nipple clamps...only to take them off and whip my tits and nipples with the crop, then put the clamps back on...only to take them off again moments later to pinch them and squeeze them again.

He choose one of the largest dildos we have...I swear to test me (because I have an aversion to dildos in my pussy) and made me fuck myself with it. I let go and did it and then when he ordered me to suck it, I did. He choose a large butt plug and lubed my ass up and inserted it. Working it in deeper and deeper. Now, I love our normal 'smooshy' plug, but this one was hard and unyielding and no doubt, more pain than pleasure. Not done, testing me...he grabbed my panties he had pulled off and put them over my head, inserting the crotch area across my mouth as a gag...then finally satisfied, he plunged his cock in my pussy. His thrusts were almost brutal and honestly, a bit painful. After fucking me until I was almost ready to say stop, he pulled out and pushed the panties aside and told me, "open your mouth, whore," and shoved his cock into my mouth and deep down my throat. He fucked my mouth until he came, his big hot load squirting in my mouth and spilling out across my face.

It was clear that I didn't cum and it was clear that was more than OK with him...and I can't believe I am saying this...was actually good for me.

After, I debated internally whether to say anything or not. It was clear we were headed in that direction already...but I decided, what the hell...say what is on your mind, clear communication is always a good thing...funny how after 19 years of marriage, you can still be nervous to say some things. I told him everything I just wrote about, not more than a few hours ago...he was ecstatic. We set a safeword and talked a bit about what helps me focus (more verbal), but I also said, I want to and am working on not needing that, since that doesn't come easily to him. Also, I asked for more direction in regards to hair, make up and preparations.

In the end, we are both on cloud nine right now. I am so happy and excited...and could it be better timing? I am so looking forward to this weekend.

Thanks to all those who have provided information and their stories; it really has made a difference in us moving forward, or at least trying to.

More mental ramblings and babbling about submitting

2011-11-18T04:00:00.000-08:00

Some of this is a repeat of things I have already said...but in excitement for what is to come tonight and trying to wrap my head around my what I need to do mentally to move forward I am putting it all down. In part, for therapy; in part, for recording what I hoping will be a turning point for us; in part, to perhaps another who struggles with the same issues. As with any blog, feel free to read what interests you and ignore my babbling, if it doesn't :)

I am 44 and have known pretty much since I was aware of my sexuality that I like to be dominated sexually. Even as young as 13, I would fantasize about being controlled. I would often spend hours squirreled away in a corner of B.Daltons reading the Story of O and any other BDSM books I could find, both fiction and non fiction.

My first real experimentation into the lifestyle was at 16 with my boyfriend. I do see in retrospect he was not a true dom, he was only trying to please me...in hopes that I would switch and dominate him . My first marriage was strictly vanilla. It amazes me that I never brought up any BDSM in the 2 years we were married, it just wasn't that kind of relationship.

When I met and started dating my husband (just celebrated our 19th wedding anniversary), it came up almost immediately. For both of us, 24/7 does not work...not just practically, but emotionally. In fact he gets over whelmed with too much pressure in 'everyday' life. So, I am actually the dominate one in household, financial, etc matters...but sexually we both are happier when he is in control.

For our relationship what I have struggled with is completely letting go and submitting to his needs, wants, desires as opposed to being a 'do-me sub,' meaning I want him to dominate me, but only in a certain way and on my time frame. Our cycle through our 19 years of marriage has been intense periods of BDSM, which are fantastic but usually followed by periods of vanilla sex (lots of it, as we both have very high libidos...but very vanilla). In the last few years we have been almost strictly vanilla, much to my husbands displeasure...but he has been in a hard place...since we were still having sex 4-5 times a week, he didn't want to complain or force the issue.

Looking back through my journals and blog entries I realize about 4-5 years ago, I finally started actually submitting more and while it's clear from my journal/blog entries, I loved that, I have just realized that it scares the hell out of me, too and that is why I probably started shutting down the lifestyle, rather than face that paradox of what I think I want (to be feel completely owned) and being afraid of it . I am not a pain slut. I enjoy the pain he gives me in as much as that makes me feel controlled and owned, what I have trouble with is the amount that is enough for me to get to that feeling (not very much) as opposed to the amount he needs/wants (more than I have been willing to accept in the past). The other obstacle for me is toys. He is way more into toys than I; pumps, spreaders, ropes, you name it, he loves it. Ironically, the verbal part: name calling, humiliation and assertions of 'ownership' and 'using me' is what can really push me to let go and help me accept the pain and toys...and that doesn't come naturally to him.

Thanks to in large part to a thread on fetlife and some other readings that resonated with me, I finally am actually ready to move forward and give him more control without trying to top from the bottom. After a few days of incredible hot submissive sex, I had a frank conversation with him. He lit up like a Christmas tree. I was able to talk to him about my fears and ask him to help me push through those fears and asked him to give me more verbal direction and humiliation while he was pushing and testing those limits, while promising to work on 'my need' for that.

I am so excited about tonight, it going to be hard to concentrate on anything else today. OK, OK...off to do some reading...I promise, no more posts for today.

Confessions of a 'do me' slut, unsettling rumblings in my brain

2011-11-17T20:54:00.000-08:00

G and I have always had a very active and satisfying sex life. We tend to go in spurts: D/s and some s/m for a few months and then vanilla for a few months. I must admit our latest vanilla streak has been quite long time, mostly due to me.

We are, on the whole, a very good fit. He loves me to be sexually submissive, but expects an equal partner outside of the bedroom. In fact, he can actually get out of shape if too much 'everyday' pressure is on him. This works well for me, because I could never do 24/7 or TPE. No judgement on those who do, but for us not an option.

Our latest foray into the lifestyle, which just started a mere 4 days ago, has got my brain a bit in overdrive.

First, I had itch for some rough sex, when that happened Monday I was reminded as good and plentiful as out sex life is in vanilla mode, it is truly spectacular in D/s...which, of course, made me feel a bit guilty at out long stretch without. Make no doubt, as much as I want to justify the absence with we still were having sex 4-5 times a week (both of our libidos could not handle less)...I do know that the quality and satisfaction of that sex is not the same as when we engage in BDSM; during those times we average at least once a day, usually more.

I am, at heart, a research geek. When an idea gets in my brain I read, read, read. Usually a good thing, but there is almost too much info out there now. Last time I was actively blogging there were only a handful of blogs/bloggers I could relate too. In the last few days I found at least 30. In that weird cosmic way, I found a definition of a 'do me sub' and I recognized myself...within of few minutes of that, I read more than a couple of blogs/fetlife posts that had both subs and doms facing the same issues. Adding to that, was me feeling hot and bothered on Tuesday and disappointed with G for not being up to it. Really, the perfect storm and the light bulb of...'who really is suppose to be in control here?' Now all of this is rambling in my brain last night and when G pressed through my objections to anal sex last night was the final piece fell into place...submission is really what I want.

Now if he can keep pushing and I can keep giving up control, I don't know.

As adventurous as I would like to think I am, I know he craves more bondage and more pain than I have been willing to accept in the past. We have never had a safeword, as a stern no/stop from me (as opposed to a moaning, pleading no/stop) has 'worked' for us in the past. I am thinking if I want him to really push me and for me to reach beyond my comfort zone, maybe it is time to pick one.

Now, the time has come for me to end this rambling, as G just came in and gave me instructions to go upstairs in 10 minutes. He has told me he has lots of new things he wants to try. I am interested to see what he has in mind. Honestly, I would love to see if we can take it to the next level organically...or if that is too romanticized and we have to have a frank conversation.

Don't know if many people are reading these days...but would love to hear your thoughts, opinions and suggestions.

Now I am off to get fucked...full report tomorrow, I promise.

*please excuse any typos, no time to edit, as 'duty' calls...

ETA: I wanted to pass along this article. Reading it helped me reconcile my wanting to be more submissive in the bedroom, while still knowing that is the only place I am willing to submit. In the past I have struggled with labels and others' judgment of what being submissive means. I also wanted to give fetlife a shout out. I had never heard of it before. Reading the variation and acceptance and encouragement of embracing submission as it works for you, while striving to let go and fully submit within those parameters has helped me (I am hopeful) tremendously.

Spice is twice as nice

2011-11-17T06:36:00.000-08:00

After our nice, but vanilla anniversary weekend, I started reading some D/s books and blogs and getting really horny for some steamy, hard, rough sex. We took it pretty slow on Monday night as it has been a while since we indulged in any kink, but I thought a nice warm up. I was surprised when G came home Tuesday and said, 'let's take a break today'...after gearing myself up all day I was disappointed and frankly a little worried he wasn't into it anymore. He assured me, he would use and abuse me Wednesday. Wednesday came and he left early for a round of golf before work, I barely spoke to him during the day and he seemed so mellow when he came home. Still while the kids were eating dinner, I took a nice hot bath and shaved my pussy clean...he still seemed very quiet, I thought, 'Oh, no. It's my own fault, I have been turning down G for D/s sex for so long, he just isn't up for it, anymore'....but he soon put my fears to rest...once the kids were in bed and fast asleep....

I was half watching TV, half playing online, curled up in my little corner of the loveseat when he strode in and startled me by grabbing my tits and using them as handles to pull me forward. He savagely manhandled my breasts, especially delighting in torturing my nipples, pulling them and stretching them as far as he could. My cunt immediately filled with juices. He grabbed a handful of hair with one hand and released his bulging cock with the other. Once his cock was free, he put his other hand in my hair and forced my head forward and impaled his cock deep down my throat. Out of practice, I gagged..."Come on whore, you can do better than that," he grunted as cupped my chin and slapped my face. "See why training is so important, I am going to get you back in shape, I have let you go far too long, without reminding you that I own your body." I was determined to do a better job and as he put his hands back in my hair, I opened my throat and took him down deep. I licked and sucked with all my might, but still he pulled my hair into him harder and harder. "Sit still bitch while I fuck your mouth." Harder and faster he slammed his member in my mouth until he almost came..."Oh, no slut, you're not getting off that easy" He reached in his pocket and pulled out a new collar and the chain leash. "I got you a present today. A new collar. I got a new collar, because I want to reassert myself as your master. Tonight you are going to submit to my every demand and whim. No whining and no pleading will get you out of giving me everything I want."

He pulled the collar on tight and attached the leash. He yanked my off the loveseat and on to my feet. He pulled hard and practically drug me upstairs. He pulled me to the bed and pushed me on my back and quickly pinned my arms over my head. Clank, went the cuffs around my wrists. He began squeezing my nipples again pulling them tight and taught and dangled the nipple clamps on a chain in front of my face. Twisting each nipple he clamped those hard cold clamps on tight. He pulled on the chain, softly at first, then harder and harder. As I moaned and groaned, he said, "Whose tits are these?" "Your's master" "That's right, remember that". He continued to pull the chain with one hand and reached down between my legs with the other.

"Oh, that's my good whore, you're soaking wet. You are such a slut, you are so ready. You're so ready...are you ready for this..." and with that his slammed 2 fingers deep in my cunt, in and out..."Oh, that's it...don't cum, don't cum" Just as fast as he put his fingers in my pussy, he withdrew them. He reached over and grabbed a crop and put it up to my mouth, "Lick it, lick it slut"..I barely had time to comply when he ordered me, "Turn over, now" I struggled to turn with the cuffs..."Now! Come on bitch, get that ass in the air."

I barely had a chance to get all four when, whack! down came the crop across my ass with a sting. He reached around and put the nipple clamp chain in my mouth. Crack, crack, crack...he continued to assail my ass. "That's it, MY ass is nice and pick now...it is MY ass, isn't it?" Oh, yes Master," I groaned.

He parted my cunt lips and and ran his finger just along the edges , I felt him position his cock at my slit and he grabbed my hips and pulled me back as he pushed forward. Deep in my cunt, he pounded away. Just as I was about to come he stopped, and said, "Not yet, my little hole...I am not done playing with my fuck toy." He pulled out and shoved my head to the mattress, pushing my ass even higher in the air.

He grabbed the lube and slowly spread the goo along my asshole. That tight, most forbidden hole has not seen much action lately, so it tightened up in response. "Relax bitch" I blew out my breath and tried to relax. He slid in a but plug, slow and steady...but insistent. "Take the plug, take it up your ass." When it was in tight he put his cock back in my pussy and fucked me again. "Cum bitch, cum bitch, cum now...while you have a chance" I could hear the laughter in his voice, but I let myself cum.

As soon as I finished, G pulled out and focused his attention on the but plug. I lifted my head and turned to look at him. I pleaded, "I am not ready, it's been too long.." He pushed my head back down and barked, "You're ready when I say you're ready...and that is now and if you're not, too damn bad..that's my ass, you're just my fuck toy. I will use you any way I see fit..." He pushed one hand on my back and used one hand to guide his cock into my tight hole. I was gasping for air and willing myself to relax. "That's it hole, you better relax, because I am taking MY ass one way or another" With that he was in, I could feel his balls against my cunt. I thought, I was going to split in two. My ass was so full. Slowly, he pulled out and pushed back in, loosening me up. "That's my whore...I am going easy on you tonight, but remember I own your body and I will use it!" Bam! He plowed me deep. 2 quick strokes and I could feel his hot cum fill my bowels.

Thank you master, that was awesome. It was that perfect mixture of plain and pleasure...and being taken and used for his pleasure, regardless of what I wanted...and in the end, that is what I want most.

I have to say, I was feeling very lazy this morning and almost didn't sit down to write, instead was just meandering through blogs, looking for some new ones, when I ran across this one. Hot! Hot! Hot! Thanks so much, William, for the great read and inspiring me to blog about last night, so I will always remember it in detail.

Vanilla can be nice

2011-11-15T16:34:00.000-08:00

G and I have been on an extended Vanilla streak. Part due to the fact that having a little one around takes a lot of energy and partly due to the fact G has been extremely busy at work and it does take time and imagination to keep up being dominate in the bedroom....

...but vanilla can be nice, too...as long as there is plenty of it :)

Our anniversary weekend

I had planned for us to get away for our actual anniversary, Saturday. I thought G and middleman had hockey Saturday during the day, so I arranged for early check in at one of favorite hotels, so I could go set up the suite...I was going to surprise him, but he ferreted out the plan and then told me, no hockey Saturday...ah, what's a girl to do? Surprise him with an extra day, of course ;)

Friday AM, as soon as he was off to work, I called my 23 year old son and asked if he could babysit Friday as well as Saturday...he was on board. Called the hotel, no problem...in fact, I could check in anytime I wanted. Yahoo!

I scurried around packing and adding stuff to the things I already had stowed in the car. Baby girl settled with he awesome big brother...and...ugh! the car won't start. Transfer everything to 17 year old son's car and...I am off. Beautiful suite with a fireplace! I set up and settle in and call G. "Guess where I am?" He laughed, "You little minx, I will be there as soon as I can!"

I take a long bath, slip into something sexy and slip into bed. A nice nap, nicely interrupted from G gently stroking my legs. We christen the room with an hour of touching, licking and kissing every inch of each others bodies. When we both feel like we are going to explode. G puts his raging cock into dripping wet pussy. Long deep strokes only last about 30 seconds, I wrap my legs around his back and put my hands on his shoulders and pull him into me with all my might. I buck my hips and impale myself on his cock...we last only about 3 minutes, before we both explode.

We laugh, it was a good thing we had sex last night or we wouldn't have even lasted 1 minute.

We take a quick shower and head to the hot tub, lots of rubbing and kissing and fondling in the hot tub as light rain falls on us. I love the hot tub in the rain..and luckily for us, it keeps everyone else away. We get back to the room and I fix us some 'substantial nibbles'...something we eat a lot on our getaways; fruits & veggies, meats & cheeses, bread & crackers. We eat and drink, play some tunes and laugh late into the night.

Finally the booze and late hour almost do us in, but...

I pull G to me on the sofa and take his cock in my mouth and proceed to lick and suckle him to hardness, then lead him to the bedroom with a firm grasp on his cock. I climb up on the bed on get on all fours with my ass high in the air and say, "fuck me hard!" G in on me on a flash and pounding away at my cunt with a fever. I reach below and stimulate that sweet spot under his balls and he lets out a grown. "Faster!" I command, "Harder! Harder!" He increases his speed and thrusts deeper into my cunt, I hear his balls slapping against my ass. He takes one finger and gently applies just enough pressure on my tight little bung hole and I start to explode. My pussy contracts and G is right there with me. We scream out together and collapse exhausted and happy.

We sleep in on Saturday and are happy to see the sun coming out. We shower together...and all that soap and warm water...

G soaps up my breasts and allows his hands to wander down to pussy, "let's make sure your clean and fresh" He backs up against the wall and spreads my legs apart and starts to finger fuck me. He drops to his knees and positions himself under me and licks my pussy, his tongue flicking over my clit and in and out of my gash. The shower is warm falling on us in soft drops. I grind against his mouth. He reaches up and sticks his fingers deep in my cunt while sucking up my clit. Soon my cum is all over is face.

We dress and head out for a big lunch, we need fuel! Fully bellies, we head back to hotel and lounge around the pool for awhile, until we're both almost asleep in the sun. We slip up to the room for a much needed nap.

We wake up in time to watch some college football (we are both sports nuts) and a few cocktails...even with a nap, we are fading much quicker than Friday night...

As my eyelids began to droop, G comes up behind me and starts rubbing my big tits and says, "you know, I noticed the back of this chair in kind of low..." I laugh and stand up to inspect the chair..."hmm, let me see" I pull out the chair and turn it so the back of the chair in facing G. I lean over the back of the chair and support myself on the cushy arm rests and spread my legs as wide as I can and stay standing...while I do this G already has his cock in hand and has stoked himself hard. He pulls a cushion off the other arm chair and tosses it on to the chair. He walks behind me and almost savagely topples me farther over the back of the chair and enters my cunt deep and hard, I gasp as my pussy streches to accept his engorged dick. After a few hard trusts, he settles into long smooth strokes until he stops and pulls back. His cock his barely in my pussy and then he pauses...and rams me full force again. He follows this lovely cycle until I am moaning and begging him to fuck me hard and let me cum. He ignores me and follows the cycle a few more times until finally he continues the hard deep thrusts and picks up the speed and we both explode. His legs and my arms are jello, but we are spent and happy...we stumble off to bed.

On Sunday we sleep in and have breakfast at the hotel. We think about having a quickie, but we are both missing the kids and are ready to pack up and head out.

It was an awesome, awesome weekend and just that bit of hard and rough sex gets my mind dreaming of some spice....

The more things change...

2011-11-15T08:11:00.000-08:00

Just some general informational updates, since it has been so long since I have been actively blogging.

We had another baby! A little girl, who is now 3....obviously, a big reason for even less time time to blog. The boys are now 23, 17 and 11. The 23 year old is out on his own (yeah!), but close by and still babysits for us to get away :) Having a little one around makes scheduling a bit harder, but we still make it work and our sex life is still very active, if a bit more vanilla lately.

I am doing part time work (95% telecommute), which is great for me...but the reason we decided to make that change is because G got a big promotion at work and is working a lot more hours, so I am doing a lot more of the day to day home stuff. It is great for the finances...not so sure about the rest of life. Definitely, a lot more stress for him.

We just celebrated our 19th anniversary! We got away for 2 days of blissful alone time, I will probably blog about this to get my feet wet and back into blogging mode.

I admit, I re-read my own posts yesterday and it made me pretty wet and ready for some non vanilla sex, which G was happy to hear and fulfill my cravings!

I have to run and hop in the shower and get little girl off to preschool :) G is sleeping in today, a bit, after last night's awesome romp and I promise him a great, hard and fast blow job while we have the house to ourselves....

We're still around

2011-11-14T16:11:00.000-08:00

I know, I know...I have just about let the poor blog die. As, it is easy to see, I have thought about reviving it a few times, just to let it go again. G and I are still around, hot and horny as ever. Some how writing just got to be a chore and it seemed like I was writing about the same things over and over.

In the last few days, I have really been in the mood for some good sex fantasy books, sampled at least 20 on the kindle...and actually purchased 5 that held some promise...but sadly none were very good. This led me of course to blog land.

If anyone has suggestions for some good sites/blogs , I would love to hear from you....

Hope all my friends here in blog land have been doing well.

Any one still out there in electronic land?

2010-08-18T11:27:00.000-07:00

Just wondering if any one is still out there and reading....debating starting the blog up again. Yeah, I know, I know...you've heard that before...well if any one still checks here, after 2 years maybe not...give me a shout out while I am deciding.

Still alive and kicking!

2008-05-09T17:17:00.000-07:00

Just a pop in to say hello. We're still around, just busy...like most everyone else. Looking forward to summer and the warm weather.

Hope everyone in blog land and is doing well.

MIA

2007-09-05T13:08:00.000-07:00

Hellllooooo out there....

Well yes, it has been many months since I have been missing...time to get back to it? Don't you think? What has everyone been up to? Lots of fun, I hope.

Let's get this party started!! Let's have some fun tonight!

Having a ball

2007-02-20T08:02:00.000-08:00

After our hot and heavy session Saturday night, G and I were still horny Sunday morning and so after breakfast we sent the kids outside, 'to get some fresh air and run around while it is nice'....lol...and we went upstairs for our own 'exercise', a nice quickie.

G mowed the grass and I did all the 'fun' domestic stuff; laundry, dusting vacuuming, etc. I tried to engage G in some flirtation while doing the chores, but he wouldn't bite :(

With the chores out of the way, G took the boys to the driving range and I used my alone time to catch up on some blogs and watch some porn. Getting yourself all worked up, when in the back of your mind you know your spouse might need a break, is not something I recommend! Needless to say after dinner, G told me..."ya know I am not that starving" (our kid friendly euphemism for horny). I must have looked crushed, because he quickly added, "last night was so hot and then this morning...." "Fine, fine," I grumbled as flopped in front of the boob tube (something I rarely do). I must have needed the sleep, because I feel asleep on the couch before the kids went to bed.

To me the best part of 3 day weekends is you actually get all the chores and errands done and still feel you had time to relax. With everything done, the whole family has a relaxing day; playing, reading and napping. Knowing G has a stressful meeting scheduled tomorrow at work, I gear myself up for no sex tonight...but he surprises me, and asks, "We're having fun tonight, right?" I am feeling really lazy and almost say no...but don't.

After my bath, I slip into a little white nightie, I am actually relieved to see no 'tools' laid out or hung up....I am thinking, yeah, I could go for some vanilla tonight....but as soon as G comes in the room, he begins roughly messaging my breasts. He pinches my nipples and I think, 'then again...' As if he is reading my mind G reaches under the bed and brings out a pair of handcuffs. He puts them on my wrists and puts my hands over my head. He continues his assault on my tits. As I moan and groan, he pulls another toy from under the bed, a ball gag. He tells me to sit up and he puts it on. He tells me to get on all fours. As I turn over, I bite into the ball. I relish the rubber taste and the feeling of the straps around my head. He enters my cunt from behind. As he is fucking me he starts to put in an anal bead. With no lube and warning, this tiny little bead feels huge and I scream into the ball gag. G spanks my ass, and says "oh, poor little girl, can't scream with that thing in you mouth." I moan and scream some more and move my hips to show my displeasure. "Come on, " G growls, "these are tiny little beads, slut. You had my big cock buried here just a few days ago." He continues to pop the beads in as he thrusts in and out of my pussy. Once they are all in, he begins to plow me in earnest and it doesn't take long for me to start to come, G pulls out the beads and I explode....he is right behind me and fills me with his hot cum.

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Saturday Night Live

2007-02-18T07:05:00.000-08:00

Wow! I can't believe I am up so early after last night, but such is life.

If you read my post coital gush after last nights session you know the ending, sorry about that, but I was closing all the windows and clearing cookies in case the kids got up before me, and was in such a glow I had to share ;)

G took both boys for hockey in the early afternoon and I used the alone time for a very close shave. As it was a beautiful day I put on a pair of shorts (sans underwear) and a tank. Feeling the occasional breeze and fabric across my bald cunt kept me wet all afternoon.

While doing afternoon chores and cooking dinner G would pay me an occasional visit, to put a finger in my pussy, smack my bottom, fondle my breast of even sneak in a quick suck on his cock when the kids weren't around. It kept the sexual tension and awareness flowing (and kept me sopping wet too).

Once the kids were in bed and fast asleep. I took a bath and smiled as saw G had all 'the tools of the trade' hung on the bed rail again. He had the reverse outfit from last night. Long white stockings and long white gloves laid out. But tonight there was a new present, a rhinestone dog collar.

I put on the outfit and the bright red lipstick he had left for me. When he came upstairs he pulled the blindfold down from the rail and put it on me. He tied my hands together and to the head board. I heard a chain being pulled from the bed rail, G grabbed the rings in my new collar and pulled me up to him for a passionate kiss, when he finished he hooked the metal leash to my dog collar and pushed me back on the bed.

He used the metal leash to torture my tits, rubbing the chain across my nipples and around my boobs. He took the chain and ran in down between my legs and through my cunt and up my backside. He straddled my face and put his cock in my mouth, "suck it hard bitch," he barked as he pulled the leash and the cold chain dug into my hot cunt. He fucked my face for a long time while he teased my pussy and ass with the chain.

He moved the chain and lifted my legs up over his shoulders and slammed a butt plug up my tight rosebud. G put his tip of his cock at my cunt, and began to tease me. "You want it, don't you, you dirty little whore?" I bucked my hips to answer. "Beg me, beg me to fuck you," he taunted as he slipped his hard cock into my dripping hole just a bit. "Please, please fuck me," I moaned. I tried to push myself on to his cock, but he pulled away. "That's it, that's my slut. Your cunt in so smooth and tight." He pulled his cock out of my pussy and started playing with the butt plug, slowly pushing it in and out, stretching that tight little hole. "Oh, I like to play with that ass. That ass is mine, isn't slut?" "Oh, yes, master," I moaned. "You're going to let me fuck that tight ass tonight, aren't you?" "Of course, master"

He flipped me over onto all fours, and spanked my ass. He pulled out the small butt plug and quickly replaced it with a bigger one. Because it was bigger my body kept pushing it out. G used his open hand to spank me and thrust the plug back into my ass. He kept spanking me, driving the plug into my ass, again and again and again until my ass was flaming and butt plug had done it's job and loosened me up. He fingered my dripping cunt and slammed his cock into my pussy, I came instantly. He thrust a couple more times in my cunt and then is one swift movement pulled out the butt plug and slid his cock up my back door. He picked the metal leash and wrapped the end around his hand and pulled the chain tight, pulling my head toward him. He shoved a large dildo into my mouth, "suck that cock, hold it tight in your mouth!"

With one hand grabbing my hip and one hand pulling on the leash, he fucked my ass, hard and deep. Pounding his rock hard cock deeper and deeper into that tight forbidden hole. He let go of the leash and grabbed the other hip. Pulling my even closer to him, impaling me deeper on to his cock than I ever thought possible. My pussy was dripping and muscles contracting as I started to cum again. "That's it, cum, cum you bitch. I can feel your muscles squeezing me...I am going to cum, I am going to fill you ass with my cum...." I could feel his hot seed explode deep inside my ass as he continued to thrust...

ahh, Saturday night, defiantly live.

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I love anal sex

2007-02-17T23:47:00.000-08:00

I am sorry if that is TMI, or offends someone who thinks no woman loves anal sex. G and I just had the most incredible session! I want to say ever, but I know I often feel that right after sex, so I will reserve judgement until after the oxitocyn wears off (Natural chemical your body releases as you orgasm) for complete judgement.

He had me tied up, blindfolded and gagged by a huge dildo, while he pounded my ass deep and hard. He pushed that cock deeper in my ass, than I ever thought possible...while telling me to take it and calling me 'his whore' until he shot his hot cum deep into my ass.

Full details after some much needed sleep...but I wanted to capture this feeling while it was 'fresh' in my mind and in my ass.

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Sex wedge?

2007-02-17T21:27:00.000-08:00

Has anyone tried this? Looks like fun! Thinking of getting it for G's birthday.

Let me know if you have tried it and what you think!

*ETA: I did get this for him and we do use it and love it.

Yeah for 3 day weekends!

2007-02-17T09:52:00.000-08:00

There is something so freeing knowing that you have 3 full days off in a row. G and middle son had hockey practice, so little man and I ate dinner and played a board game. G picked up a bottle of wine for me on the way home, that was sweet.

I had a couple of glasses, while surfing and cleaning up the blog a bit.

Once the boys were in bed I took a hot bath. G had laid out an unusual outfit, black vinyl thigh high boots and super long black gloves and nothing else. Up on the railing was all kinds of toys, and along the foot board were 3 different vibrators. hmmmm.....

He came upstairs and tied my arms to the bedposts, he ran his hands all over my body. He pulled my nipples, and rubbed them between his fingers making them long and hard. He pulled out again and attached nipple clamps with a chain. I cried out from the pinch, he pulled on the chain, softly at first to test the grip, then harder and one more tug.

He rolled me onto my side, away from him and stuck his finger in my soaking pussy, and almost immediately stuck another finger up my ass. He continued to probe both my holes with one hand while using the other to rhythmically pull on the chain attached to my nipple clamps. Just as I was about to come, he quickly pulled both fingers out and rolled me toward him. He wrapped both hands around my head and forced my mouth around his hard cock. He fucked my mouth hard and deep. With my arms still tied to the bed post there was little I could do to stop him. He pushed me flat on my back and entered my cunt with a force that made me gasp, a few rapid thrust and he took his cock from my pussy and began to fuck my mouth again. "That's it whore lick up your juices, take my cock deep."

G really is a genius with tying me up, he seems to know the perfect length to make the sashes. Short enough to keep me bound and helpless, but just long enough for some mobility.

He rolled me on to my knees, my arms still tied to the posts, so the were now crossed in front of me. He grabbed mr.pinky (the best butt plug ever) and worked it into my ass. He pulled my head back with a handful of hair and put another dildo intro my mouth. He wasted no time, and rammed his cock deep into my pussy. He fucked hard and fast. He order me to fuck my mouth with the dildo, while he used one hand to pull on the nipple clamp chain. Harder, deeper, faster...all three of my holes being stuffed. I arched my back and shouted out as I came. He pulled out the butt plug and pulled his cock out. Before he had a chance to enter my ass he exploded a load of cum over my ass.

"Ah, I got too excited, I wanted to fuck your ass....but I guess that will have to wait"

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Doing a little clean up and refreshing my memory

2007-02-16T19:40:00.000-08:00

I think I cleared away all the bad links, if I deleted anyone who is 'still alive and kicking' please let me know. Also any new blogs that you recommend would be great.

Also I heard Dirty Little Princess is blogging again, if someone can let know her address, that would be great.

So, where did I go on my long break? Nothing exciting really, just basic busy life. Lots of reasons for less free time for me! My oldest son went off to college, leaving us with out a built in babysitter...bummer! My husband got a promotion, which was great but leaves me with doing a bit more around the house. Youngest son started hockey. And lastly, I discovered a forum (non sex) that has been enthralled me for a bit.

But something about spring and summer coming that revives me. So here I go again....good night to start on Friday! Now I am off to watch some porn....lol....hopefully I will have a great night to tell you about tomorrow ;)

Waking up from hibernation

2007-02-16T08:11:00.000-08:00

Not sure if anyone even checks my corner of the universe anymore. But am thinking of reviving the blog.

Not sure if I should or I should start a more 'family friendly' blog.

If anyone still pops by here, give me a shout out!
:)

Mercury in Retrograde

2006-07-19T14:09:00.000-07:00

Hello from my chaotic corner of the universe. Yes, universe.

Now normally, I am not a big astrology buff or believer, but I do recognize that the universe has many mysteries, secrets, rules and patterns that while they defy logic are true. Just because you don't believe doesn't mean it's not true. So when a friend, knowing I am a Virgo, mentioned to me at the end of June that Mercury was going to be in retrograde for most of July, I said thanks and promptly put it out of my mind...until today.

For the last two weeks, although I have been trying ignore it, things have been going awry in my life.

* Communication between G and I, normally a strong point for us, has been poor to say the least. Although we had a great weekend 2 weeks ago, something in the back of my mind was bothering me, almost like a fog over all of pleasant times. Then this weekend the unthinkable happened, we didn't have sex...the whole weekend! Friday night we got into a huge fight over nothing, Saturday we made up but ended up staying up too late and fell asleep, Sunday I was emotionally exhausted and I begged off sex. I did give G a BJ as he needed the relief. Monday we tried, and I came, but G for whatever reason couldn't cum. Last night was a 'planned' night off. That is not us at all :(

*Since G has a work vehicle, we have 3 cars. On the day back from our vacation car #1 wouldn't start... G tries everyday for 3 days to get it going no luck...on the 4th day, viola it starts up with no sign of whatever was wrong, strange. The next morning, car #2 wouldn't start, as G and I were heading to the spa, OK...we'll take car #3 since we are still not sure what was wrong with #1 and #2 is completely dead. On the way home #3 starts makes such a loud noise, it sounds like the engine is about to explode. Next day G takes car #1 to work and I call AAA for #2 and take #3 to the shop...the shop can't get #3 to make the noise again and see nothing wrong...hmm...we get #2 up and running again. Seeing the garage said #3 was fine, I stupidly take it work...on the way home it starts to overheat, I have 2 pull over 3 times to let it cool down and finally get home, so AAA can tow it in....to the dealership this time.

There are a dozen other examples of stuff going wrong....work, kids, arrangements with son's college, arrangements with sleep away camp, you get the idea.

What does this have to do with Mercury in retrograde? You can read about it at Astrology Zone but the short answer from that site:

What happens when Mercury retrogrades? You miss appointments, your computer equipment crashes, checks get lost, you find the car you just purchased during Mercury retrograde is a lemon. (Or, you hate your haircut, the lamp you bought shorts out, your sister hates her birthday gift.) There will be countless delays, cancellations and postponements--but know these will benefit you in the long run. Don't fight them, although your frustration level and feeling of restlessness will be hard to cope with at times.

Gemini and Virgo are signs ruled by Mercury, so if you are one of those born during those months, you will be complaining especially loudly. If you work in the industries ruled by this planet such as sales, writing, public relations, advertising, publishing, air freight, the post office or express mail, any transportation industry, from the airlines to Amtrak, you'll also be especially vulnerable to this planet's weird motions in September.

I am a Virgo in publishing...so yeah...

Now, devil's advocate that you are, I know you are asking am I just looking for an excuse to explain away this rough time? Perhaps, but there are just too many to dismiss the notion...remember:

Just because you don't believe doesn't mean it isn't true.

Weekend Update

2006-07-12T22:53:00.000-07:00

Saturday
We have a great day, relaxing, doing some chores, taking naps...all the things you never seem to get to, with kids around. We have a couple of drinks and somehow begin to review G's calendar, which is, as my regular readers know, is an abbreviated blog. G uses a lot of acronyms, and 'hidden' phases, in case one of the boys comes across it. One of G's much used acronyms lately...maybe over used...is CIA (come in ass). One that goes over, even my head, is on Friday 'cat is lonely'....now our cat has been moping around since the boys have been at our in laws, so that's all I think about, since G's calendar in just like my blog and includes sex and everyday life. What he really means is, how my 'pussy' got denied. It makes me determined to rectify that tonight! I flirt and tease and extract promises for my long, deep, pleasure...and multiple orgasms. I am glad to say, I got everything I was looking forward to. As G would put on his calendar, 'great old fashioned'...as strange as it may sound, when you are as deviant as we are, most of the time, sometimes stirring it up can mean plain head banging, missionary, legs around the waist sex...ahhh.

Sunday
We sleep in and head to one of our favorite places. A near by spa that has private hot tub rooms. We have booked our favorite room for 2 hours!!! It has a sauna, hot tub, cold plunge, huge shower and a captain's bed. Sex in the hot tub, sex in the shower, and sex n the bed. Much to G's horror I did not like to receive oral sex that much...I think I surprised him, when I laid back on the edge of the hot tub and asked him to eat me. It was great. After, we went to Pirates 2, pretty good and home to bed early.

....more catching up to do, but it's time for my bath, and you know what that means ;)

Sorry for interuption to the regularly scheduled program

2006-07-12T19:28:00.000-07:00

Whew, I have been swamped! I have so much to blog about, so many blogs to read and so many e-mails to return, and so many new blogs to blogroll...I have been a very bad blogging friend this past week...I am so sorry, I think a might need a spanking. Any volunteers?

G is at the park with the boys and I have been trying to catch up on all my favorites, you know who you ;) So even if I haven't commented, please know I have been around.

Next is e-mail and finally later tonight or tomorrow AM I should have some juicy stuff for you. Thanks so much for being patient with me.

I am bending over, holding my ankles and awaiting my punishment.

Used, Abused and filed with Cum

2006-07-08T01:18:00.000-07:00

I take my bath and dress in the simple white, silky panties and sheer black robe. The edges of the robe skim my firm large tits. I know what mood he is in, by the cat of nine tails hanging from the bed rail.

He enters and walks to my side, he seizes on my boobs and immediately begins pulling on my nipples, harder and harder he pulls, and twists and squeezes those sensitive buds. I can't help but wiggle under his firm, controlling, painfully abuse. My cunt fills with juice, soaking my panties with a wetness the permeates the air. He reaches down to my cunt and shoves the cloth underwear deep inside me. "That's it bitch, you're all wet, already ready, aren't you?" I feel his fingers push harder and rougher into my flesh, deep inside my cunt. My wetness grows and continues to spread on to my panties. He pauses just long enough to reach into the bedside drawer and pulls out a pair of nipple clamps with a chain. He tweaks my right nipple, and starts to suck and bite it, engorging it with blood and making it swell. When I think it can't possible get any more sensitive he holds the nipple clamp in front of my face. He makes a show of tightening the spring clamp, making it clear the biting teeth will grip my already sore flesh even more cruelly than the last time we used them. He positions the clamp over my stretched nipple and releases. The clip bites into my tender flesh and I feel my cunt release even more fluid. He repeats the slow torture to my other tit. The weight of the chain connecting the two clamps pulls and distends my tits even more. Every slight movement sends delicious ripples of pain throughout my body. He continues to fondle, lick, squeeze and bite my tits. "Suck me" he orders as he pulls me to his cock, I take him deep in my mouth and relax my throat as he plunges his cock past my tonsils. He fucks my mouth grabbing my hair and impaling himself deeper and deeper into my mouth. "suck it slut, take that cock down your throat" He is so rough I feel myself start to gag. He backs off, but only for a split second for me to regain my composure. He renews his thrusts with the command, "take it whore, suck my cock. You can do it, let me fuck your mouth." On and on I deep throat him, giving myself over to his pleasure. Just when I think he is about to come, he pulls away from my mouth and gives my nipple chain and a yank and plunges his finger into my cunt, right over my panties.

My cunt juices are flowing so freely, it only takes a glance to see the wet puddle drenching my underwear. You know what I want.... I do, but I hesitate enough for him to tell me. "I want you to taste your cunt. Take off your panties. Do it...do what you know I want.." He loves to put my soaked panties in my mouth, tonight I put them in my own mouth, he stokes his cock, "That's it fill you mouth with your panties...put this in there too" he shoves his cock in my mouth, right along side the panties, he starts fucking my mouth again, while pulling on the nipple chain.

He reaches under my belly and flips me, pulling me to all fours. "Stick that ass in the air, cunt. Show me my ass." He grabs the butt plug and in one swift thrust drives it up my ass. I gasp and call out as he fills my cunt with his cock. In and out, one thrusts, two thrusts...that's all my pussy gets, he savagely pulls out the butt plug and positions himself at my tight asshole. He tries to enter, but I am too tight. He grabs the lube and rubs it on his throbbing cock. He pushes my head to the bed, "spread your cheeks" I reach around and open myself to my master..he plunges into my ass, and fucks my ass hard..."That's it whore, I am by passing your cunt tonight...it' s all about me." he reaches around and pulls the chain on the nipple clamps..he continues to pound my ass and torture my tits. It hurts and feels so good, I feel used and abused...I am going to cum and scream it out..."cum, cum slut, I am going to fill you ass..." we cum together and collapse...it was awesome....so dirty and nasty, such a slut...as we lay there he tells me, "ahhh.....and today is only Friday we still have 2 more days alone...just wait, all day tomorrow and most of Sunday you're mine, I am going to continue to use and abuse and fill you as I say fit."

Wow! Even though I am now cleaned up and suppose to be going to sleep...I am dripping wet recounting it for you...and dreaming of what's to cum in just a few short hours.

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In the Past?

2006-07-07T22:25:00.000-07:00

A blast from the past...really. Do you have memories so deep that the images are burned into you mind's eye. I have several, and they pop up at the oddest times. Some are sexual and at times can make me feel guilty....when I awake from a dream, soaking wet and and at the edge of an orgasm from some image of me and my first boyfriend in a basically innocent, but sexually charged moment. I have these dreams far too often and they confuse me. I love G with all my heart and soul. We have amazing sex and he fulfills me in ways I couldn't even have dreamed about at 14 or 15. Mentally, sexually and spiritually I know G is my mate. The yin to my yang. So why do I still remember stolen moments from over 20 years ago? Is this normal? Do you remember seemingly innocuous minutes from your teen years in vivid, technicolor...every breathless second....yearning, aching, teen angst?

Please share your most vivid memory or memories that haunt you. If you show me your I will show you mine.

Back from Vacation

2006-07-06T22:05:00.000-07:00

Hello, back from the abyss, well not quite the abyss, only from my in-laws. We took to the 'boys' to my in laws for a visit. We stayed through the 4th and had a surprisingly good time. The timing could not have been better, as I started my period the night before we left, and finished up the last night we were there. Got home yesterday and had great fun last night, details to come...and more fun to come tonight :).... Caught up on my favorite blogs...loving the blogroll feature showing which blogs are updated.

Can't believe it is almost the weekend again :) and a weekend with no kids...ummm, the things to dream of.....

updates soon...promise.

Hope ever9one had a great 4 th. Happy birthday America!

Unexpected Slut

2006-06-27T22:49:00.000-07:00

So, after our 'hot' Friday...G woke up in pain on Saturday. Someway, somehow he hurt his back. We don't know if it was all the 'thrusting' or he just slept on it wrong, bur he is in serious pain. He stretches, I massage, hot bath...nothing seems to work. It sounds shallow, but as much as I am sorry he is in pain, I can't help in the back of my mind think..."ahhh! He has to get better!".

Saturday he is in too much pain to even think of any 'fun' , Sunday, all day, G tells me he is doing much better, but I see him wince ever time he moves or reaches. Finally, I let him off the hook around 9...."I think we should take the night off, I know your not feeling great and it is Sunday," I tell him. I see the relief in his face, even as he tries to deny it, "No, no I am fine..." I just tilt my head to the side, raise my eyebrows and purse my lips together in a half smile. Silent communication between two people who know each other . This simple move tells him...you're not fooling me, don't be macho, better 1 more night off causing serious injury and pain..."maybe you're right," he confesses.

Monday, I speak to G a few times on the phone and he tells me he is much better...but I reserve judgement until I can see him. The cupboards are bare so after work, I go grocery shopping. G BBQ's some steaks, I make some baked potatoes and fresh peas..yum! G does a little jig to show his back is really better. The boys head to the tent...yes, still. I take my bath, and put on a tiny white bikini and black tube top G has set out.

When G come in, he tells me, "Spread your legs, bitch, I want to see your cunt." Hmmm, I wasn't expecting that...I do as I am told and he begins to finger me right over my panties. He pushes the silky material into my pussy. He knows all my hot spots, so in no time I am moaning and groaning and trying to wiggle myself into a better position. I buck my hips to meet his fingers. "Don't cum yet, don't you cum," he tells me. " I want your panties soaked" he continues to push the material deep into the folds of my cunt. "Now! Cum now, cum all over those panties," He releases me...and I do. He peels the underwear off me and shoves them in my mouth. "Taste your juices?" he asks, as he pushes me farther on the bed, and kneels beside me. He pushes his prick in my mouth, "Suck me!" he orders. I pull his cock into my mouth. Slurping on the head. Swirling my tongue around him. Taking him deeper and deeper into my mouth, feeling him nudge the back of my throat. He grabs my hair and forces me even further onto him. I moan, but am mainly silent, my panties acting as a gag. "that's it you slut. You like to taste your cunt while I fuck your mouth. Don't you? You slut, you fucking whore," he barks at me. I love it when he is so vocal, but it doesn't come naturally for him...so, when it happens, it really turns me on. In one swift movement he snakes his arm behind my back and flips me over and pulls me up on to my hands and knees. He thrusts himself into me. I am just about to cum and think he is too, when once again he surprises me. He pauses only for a second and then rams his finger deep in my ass. I gasp in shock. The sudden movement sends my emotions, and sensors reeling. Without a chance to cum, he starts forcing a butt plug up my ass, working it just enough to prepare my ass. He pushes his cock into my ass, "Take my cock into your ass. I am going to fuck you hard." When I try and wiggle away a bit, he pushes my head into the bed, "Don't move, slut!" I groan... He fucks my ass deep and hard... Despite my surprise and discomfort I find myself cuming..as I cry out, G increases his thrusts and send his cum deep into my ass. What a pleasant unexpected evening.

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Cat on a Hot Tin Roof

2006-06-25T17:27:00.000-07:00

Clarification...someone e-mailed and asked, "wow, how big of a spill was it if it closed 2 buildings....actually, technically we are 1 building, I should have said the company next door.....

Anyway, as you know I had a surprise Friday off, the boys were off to a water park with friends and G at work, and me with a spa gift certificate....yeah, you know where I went.

I got a manicure, pedicure and a treatment call The Rain Dance (amazing starts with a vichy shower, then an herbal steam...finally a full massage). 3 hours of bliss! I came home and was so relaxed, I took a nap.

Everyone got home....G's meeting went well, the boys had a great time, so everyone was happy. We eat dinner and the boys ask to go play it the tent, G and I have our 'list' fun. After my bath, G has something a little different set out for me, a classic white slip. I slip it on, it is silky and smooth, clinging to my curves. G usually like my hair and make up a bit over done, but tonight I arrange my hair in soft curls pulling away from my face and apply my make up with a more subtle, classic look. I listen carefully for G, and when I hear his footfalls on the stairs I arrange myself at the foot of the bed, standing and leaning against the bedpost ala liz in Cat on a Hot Tin Roof. Now, I am no Liz Taylor, but the effect is pretty good. G snuggles his face in between my breasts and kisses the tops. He moves his mouth to my neck, where licks, and kisses and nips my neck and earlobe while he runs he hands down along my sides and over my hips, reaching around and squeezes my behind. He moves his mouth over mine and using his grip on my rear, pulls me against him. Slow and passionately we kiss, our tongues entwine. we sit on the edge of the bed and continue kissing. Like teenagers we kiss and rub each other over our clothes until our lips are numb and bruised and our bodies throb with desire. He pushes me down unto the bed and slowly pushes my slip up. His fingers set me on fire on his runs them along the inside of my thighs and barely grazes my pussy. My cunt is pulsating and I can't help but buck my hips, trying to push his fingers deeper in to my wet hole. He pushes me father up on the bed and lowers his silky boxers. He places his cock just at the entrance of my pussy and teases me, but only for a moment. He plunges into me in one swift movement, I cum immediately. He pulls my legs over his shoulders and fills me even deeper. With all of our foreplay it isn't much longer until we are both cumming.

Hot, indeed. I don't know about the roof, but the hot is true enough.

The One With the List

2006-06-24T09:11:00.000-07:00

I have a crush on Phil Mickelson. Not sure exactly why. He is kinda goofy and that hair! lol....but I do think he is cutie and immensely 'doable'. As I watched him choke last Sunday at the US Open, a blog started forming in my mind...who are the least likely celebrities you would 'do'? At a loss to think of anyone other then Phil, I had to broaden my thinking... if I created a 'freebie' list, a la Friends (from 3.05 Chandler: Well, we have a deal, where we each get to pick five celebrities that we can sleep with, and the other one can’t get mad.).....hmm, Phil, maybe Hugh Grant...this is harder than I thought it would be. So last night I asked G...he thought and thought and couldn't come up with anyone, really...lol..this isn't working either. Refining again, I merge a favorite Oprah filler question, "If you could have dinner with any one person, from any point in time, who would it be?"....ahh that should be easier.

I tell G, "It doesn't have to be current, anybody, from any time. Lynda Carter?" He laughs, "Yeah, that's a given...hmmm...I still don't know this requires more thought." As he starts the leave the room, I call out, "Pamela Sue Martin?" He whips around, "How did you know that?" he questions, like I have uncovered some secret..."Because she is me, in high school," I laugh. "Yeah, I was hot for her, she's great," G says. Thinking back to the 70's, "Farrah Fawcett?" I ask...."Oh, yeah!" G agrees....wait, I am having an easy time with G's list than my own...I throw out a few more names, but G says, "I only have 2 spots left, this requires some thought."

This provides us with a lot of laughs throughout the night, as we make suggestions to each other, laugh at some of the questionable choices. We consider and disregard many people. Loni Anderson was on G's list for awhile, before being replaced with Suzanne Somers. For me Phil is almost displaced for Rob Lowe.

In the end:

G's list: Lynda Carter, Farrah Fawcett, Pamela Sue Martin, Suzanne Somers and Raquel Welch.

My List: Phil Mickelson, Colin Firth, Shaun Cassidy, Viggo Mortensen (GI Jane, not Lord of the Rings) and Johnny Cash.

So Tag, who would be on your list?

Please post answers here, or on your own blog...either way is great! If you post on your blog, just leave a comment here, so we know to look ;)

***This friends, 3.05, is actually, The one with Frank, Jr. and for the curious:
Chandler's list: Kim Basinger, Cindy Crawford, Halle Berry, Yasmine Bleeth, and Jessica Rabbit.
Rachel's list: Chris O’Donnel, John F. Kennedy, Jr., Daniel Day Lewis, Sting, and Parker Stevenson.
Ross: Uma Thurman, Winona Ryder, Elizabeth Hurely, Michelle Pfieffer, and Dorothy Hamill.

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TGIF in a big way

2006-06-23T08:37:00.000-07:00

Yahoo! I am off work today!!! The building next door to us had some kind of chemical spill late yesterday, so they had to close their building down and the fire department shut us down too, as a precaution! Wahoo, nothing like a found day! I don't mean to revel in other's misfortune, but I so need a day to myself. Since everything was already set for the boys to go to a waterpark with some friends I am going to use a spa gift certificate G had given me for Valentines day!
Have a great day everyone and I hope your weekend starts as well as mine
:) :) :)

Literary Smut

2006-06-22T21:17:00.000-07:00

Is there such thing as literary smut? A well written, plot driven, developed story that also happens to have hot sex as an intrinsical part of the story. I have read a few; The story of O, Anne Rice's Beauty series, some of Paul Little's book, book's by Lizbeth Dusseau. These I have read over and over....I need some new material! I have looked through stores and Amazon. I have even downloaded some e books, but they have been...well, not horrid...but nothing I would recommend.

Along the same lines, is there any good plot driven porn? I enjoy 'regular' porn...but I would love some with a good story too. I am not talking about the mamby pamby 'romantic' movies with the out of focus soft porn. Give me the good stuff, just give me a story too.

Some come on readers help me out here, give me some suggestions.

Well, tonight is a going to be an early night. G has a big day tomorrow, the board of directors of his company is coming in and with the nightmare he has been going through he looking forward to the meeting. He of course wants to be 'fresh' for the meeting. So, we are all off to bed shortly...bed to sleep, alas.

Have a good night all...looking forward to Friday, hoping it will be as hot as last week.

What makes a good blowjob

2006-06-22T19:43:00.000-07:00

I finally finished up "What Daddy wants, Daddy gets” recap…so be sure to read the rest of G’s awesome (if I do say so myself) weekend.

Sorry for the delay in posts, not much new going on around here. After our wild, spectacular Monday. Tuesday was hockey day #1 and we were both pretty tired, so after the boys were already in bed, I was snoozing in and out on the loveseat, when all of a sudden I felt G’s cock on my lips…I start to push him away, but I thought, ‘what the heck’ and gave him a blowjob. Now the interesting thing here is, I thought it was just ok, heck I was half asleep…but G said it was awesome…and told me last night he thought it was one of the best blowjobs he has ever gotten..what???…goes to show you perception is often very different, I told him he has to send me an e-mail about it to post, we'll see. Hopefully he does that. OK, all you male lurkers out there...what curls your toes?

Wednesday I was swamped at work, and G had a horrid day at work…plus hockey day #2…so my whole evening was spent listening to G and letting him vent about work, while he got hammered…not necessarily a pleasant evening, but it helped him, so….

Today was telecommute Thursday, yeah! After I finished working, I had to run a few errands for G and now I am just settling down and relax, and bore you with a blog on my search for good erotic books….ttfn.

Freshly Fucked Post

2006-06-20T00:05:00.000-07:00

Yes, out of order post...does anyone really care, probably not. Too damn hot to sleep, but not too hot to fuck...ever, in IMHO....thus the late night musings of a freshly fucked wench.

After I posted today about our hot session on Friday...I couldn't help call G, I was so wet recounting that hot anal sex we had on Friday night..."I was just thinking about you...about how hard you fucked my ass... hard and deep Friday night." As I drove home in traffic, my mind was more pleasantly occupied...thinking about all the naughty things I wanted G to do to me...and telling him about them via modern technology and my bluetooth headset. I described in quite vivid detail, how I wanted him to spank me, abuse my tits, gag me with his hard cock and force his huge prick up my tight asshole. H seemed up to the task, even eager. But is the back of my mind i was a little worried...we've all been there, haven't we...when our mind and our bodies are racing so sometimes reality has a hard time keeping up. I need not have worried. Tonight was amazing.

I am loathe to admit, feminist that I am...that sometimes putting his needs, wants and desires first really turns me on. Yet today, I find myself, like many times in the past, stopping at the store on the way home...beer for him, wine for me...I need razor blades if I am going to shave my cunt tonight...ahh, look at that clothesline rope, perfect for tying my tits up. Getting home in time to run around like a chicken with my head cut off...making, myself and the house and the kids perfect for HIS arrival. A load of Laundry in, chicken (yeah, we eat a lot of chicken) marinating, garbage and recycling out, downstairs picked up, dusted and vacuumed. Kitchen floor swept and mopped. He comes home and is pleased to find the house cleaned and chicken ready for him to BBQ. he starts the coals, and lifts weights while waiting for them to get ready. he BBQ's and I cook some macaroni and carrots. We all eat. The little boys are pretty wiped after sleeping, yet again, in the tent last night. Tonight, in the house and early to bed we break it to them. Around 8, G walks in to the living room, where I am vegging out..."you don't have a glass of wine?" he asks, amazed, "I need you to open me one," I answer. "what? what did you just snap at me...upstairs, right now," he orders me...I laugh...he looks at me, he points upstairs...thinking he is half joking I follow him upstairs. I am pleasantly surprised when I get upstairs he orders me to lower my shorts and lean over the bed. He reaches in the night stand and pulls out a leather crop. he begins to paddle my ass...lightly and teasingly at first. But as he continues to whip me, he is getting more in to it, as am I. What started out as a lark end up with a thorough thrashing of my ass and tits.

All the boys go to bed and fall fast asleep amazingly early. Around 10:30, very early for us, G orders me upstairs for a bath. I come out to find silky white panties, a black tube top....and my dog collar and chain waiting for me. I dress and attach my dog chain with the lock and attach the chain leash. G comes in and immediately begins to control, abuse and pleasure my body. He pulls my leash tight and has me suck his cock, his hands bury themselves in my hair, forcing my mouth around his prick. Gagging me with his cock...I suck and suck. He tortures my tits with his hand, teeth and the chain. He throws my legs over his shoulders and fucks my pussy, hard and deep..I cum...taking my moans of orgasm as a sign to move on, he flips me over. He has the butt plug ready to go and slams it in my ass. Roughly, savagely he forced that plastic device deep in my rectum. Knowing what he wants, he prepares me,only minimally but he is ready and will not be held back...he replaces the plug with himself... in one motion, deep in my ass. I scream out, and don't let the pain fool you, I love it! Don't get me wrong it hurts, but feels so damn good. I love the degradation. My moans and cries are in constant contradiction, "Ohhh, ohhh... god that hurts...fuck me, fuck my ass...ohh, master, you're too big...I feel like your cock is splitting me..ohh, don't stop, don't stop...harder, harder, fuck my ass harder, owww stop, stop..don't...owww...rape my ass...yes! yes! yes! I cum, he cums, yelling, "feel the cum deep in your ass, my ass, filling my slave's ass with cum..." one last thrust, "feel my hot cum deep in your ass whore?"

Yes, master...yes I do, and boy do I love it. Now, I think I had better try to sleep.

Sorry, I know there are probably a bunch of typos, but I am too tired and satisfied to care...will edit tomorrow.

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What Daddy wants, daddy gets weekend

2006-06-19T18:34:00.000-07:00

Well, how did you like my maid pic? I don't post pics a lot, I always mean to, but it always seems low on the list of things to do.

So, you all know what happened Saturday afternoon...let me update you on more of Daddy's weekend :)

Friday PM
On the way home from work, I stopped at the grocery store and picked up all of G's favorites. From chicken for frying and potatoes for mashing to ice cream and goodies.

I rushed home so the boys and I could pick up the house, and I could start the chicken and potatoes. When G got home we had everything ready for him. The boys were in the back playing in the tent (still set up from a sleep over earlier in the week), so we had a few minutes to ourselves. I pulled him into the office/spare bedroom, and got down on my knees. I took him into my mouth and licked up and down the shaft. I love when I start to give him a blowjob and he isn't completely hard. That feeling of his dick swelling in my mouth....yum. Because I am a little worried that the kids will notice Daddy's home, I hurry a bit and start deep throating him while lightly squeezing his balls...it doesn't take long and soon he is squirting his hot load down my throat, I swallow every drop. I hop up and pull up his shorts and tell to go relax. "Drat, I meant to ask you to tivo me the golf," he says. I smile, "I did :)" "Awesome! Thanks," he heads off for the living room. I call the kids in for dinner and I make G a tray and bring it in to him.

Later that night: oldest son is spending the night at a friends house, again......and the boys want to sleep in the tent, so G and I basically have the house to ourselves. We drink a few martinis and put some tunes on and have a great time. I take my bath and put on a black, lacy, stretch teddy. When G comes in, he has me stand at the side of the bed, and reach up and grab the top bar of the canopy. I can barely reach and it stretches me out. He spreads my arms apart and ties them bar. He orders me to spread my legs, I release the bar and grab on to the silk ties to allow me to follow his command. He pulls my big tits out of the teddy, because it so tight it pushes my breasts up and out. He pinches my nipples between his thumb and finger and pulls them out. The pain and pleasure ripple through my body, my cunt is instantly soaked. He releases my nipples and grabs my tits, or as much as will fit in his hands and continues abusing them. He puts his mouth on one and sucks it so hard I can feel it begin to swell. I am writhing and twisting in my tied and spread position. Just when I think I can't take it anymore, he switches to the other breast. He reaches down and roughly shoves a finger up my cunt. He slaps the insides of my thighs, "wider, cunt," he grunts. I do the best I can with my body stretched so. He continues to finger fuck me until I cum. He grabs a handful of my hair, and pulls my head back as he hisses in my ear, "I am glad you came already, because I want your ass, slut...or I should say I want my ass." "Yes, master," I groan. He pulls my head back farther, "It's my ass, isn't that right?" "Yes, master," I reply. He releases my hair and unties my hands. In one swift movement, he spins my body and pushes me over the edge of the bed. He grabs a wedge pillow.."put this under you," he barks. The pillow raises my ass in the air, to the perfect height. He slaps my ass, "This body is mine! I am going to use it, for my pleasure." "Yes, Sir," I quiver. He spanks me again and again until my ass is burning. My pussy juice is flowing, I can feel it trickle down my thigh. He pushes my head into the mattress and thrusts his finger into my cunt, just long enough to coat his finger with my juice. He spreads my ass checks and buries the wet finger deep in the tight sphincter, then adds another, and a third. He fills my rectum with fingers. He lubes he cock with the elbow grease and removes his fingers. My ass tightens as he withdraws. He positions the head at that forbidden hole. "No plug for you tonight, whore...I want you good and tight" He forces his cock deep in my anal cavity. I gasp, letting the pain and pleasure wash over me, I force myself not move off of his cock. "That's it, bitch..." "ahh," is all I can answer...."take that cock up your ass, beg me for it" I cry out, "Yes, master, please...please fuck my ass, fuck me, use me...uhhh". He thrust himself into the hilt and grabs my ass cheeks, still on fire from the spanking and pulls me onto him. He fucks me hard and fast. Without the plug I am so tight, I feel like he is going to tear me in two. My mind and body are can't decide if it is exquisite pain or pleasure, as I hear he is about to cum, I let myself feel the marvelous submissiveness of being so taken, it is almost rape. As I feel the hot cum filling my ass, I release my own torrent orgasm. Whew!

It was so good!

Saturday AM
In the morning G sleeps in, when I wake him at 9 for hockey he decides to skip for the day...and instead puts his cock sucking slut to use, and I give him a good morning blowjob, greedily swallowing his seed....

read the post below for Saturday afternoon.

edited 6/22
The rest of the weekend (sorry for the brevity...too long to remember all the details)
Saturday PM
We laugh and have fun, and go up stairs for some more fun. I am not a big cowgirl fan, so I must admit we don't do it a lot....not sure why I am not a fan. I think it is because as a submissive being on top gives me too much control...anyway, in honor I father's day I climb on top. The best part is pushing my big tits in his face while I bouncing up and down.

Sunday
After letting G sleep in, I wake him up with a blowjob and make him a big breakfast. G watch the golfs (US Open...oh,no! Phil!) and just have a lazy relaxing day. I tuck him in with another good cock sucking at bedtime. All in all I great father's day weekend I think.

Naughty Maid, live update

2006-06-17T13:31:00.000-07:00

Me in my maid's outfit :)
I have great posts for last night and this early morning :) But couldn't resist a live update for all daddies out there.

All 3 boys went off for some swimming with my parents....while the boys are away mommy and daddy will play.

What daddy wants daddy gets weekend. After some early morning fun (more on that later)....G went back to sleep. I cleaned the house and got the boys ready to go. When he finally got up around 11, I made him breakfast. Then he went to relax on the couch and watch some golf (I tivoed it for him). When the boys left, G and I looked at each other and smiled. He told me, "Since we're alone, I think I need you in something slinky while you service and wait on me." I said, "no problem, I'll take a quick bath and be down in just a few."

I shaved my legs and my pussy ( I had let it grow back in the last few weeks). I put on my french maid outfit and did my makeup. I heard G in the shower, so went downstairs, and put on my black high heels and 'busied' myself picking up. G got of the shower and came in the living room, "Hello there, my maid." "Hello sir," I greeted him. "get on your knees and suck my cock," he ordered me. I quickly complied, taking him into my mouth. I felt his prick swell in my mouth. I wrapped my hands around the back of his thighs and pulled him deeper into my mouth. I sucked him hard and deep, continuing to pull him into my mouth. "Bend over the couch, maid"...I scrambled to the arm of the couch. G flipped up my skirt and pulled down my pink lace panties. G spread open my pussy lips and put just the tip in my cunt. Barely in, he teased my cunt. The angle was not quit right so I grabbed a pillow and put in under me....ahh, that's it....G slightly pulled back and then plunged his cock hard into me. Hard and fast he pumped his cock deep in my pussy. "Cum baby, cum....." I start to cum..."Yeah, I am cumming...." Something wonderful about being taken, bent over the couch with my dress still on! Yum!

I have to go now...because my master needs some lunch :) I will be back later to fill you in on last night and early this morning.

From bitch to back to normal

2006-06-16T15:12:00.000-07:00

Wednesday is not a pretty picture, but such is life sometimes....funny thing is no one in a my 'real' life, including G, has a clue.

Wednesday
I sleep horrible Tuesday night. I have the day off today for middleman's sixth grade graduation. With all the crap going on at work, I really shouldn't be taking the day off, I am tempted to shift my telecommute day, but don't want to risk someone trying to get me while I am at the graduation...I am feeling like scrooge, because I feel angry that I have to take another day off...but who ever heard of sixth grade graduation??? Am I out of touch, maybe...but I guarantee you, a non working parent thought of this. G takes the morning off, but goes in after the graduation. I work so far, this is not a reasonable option for me. I put on a smiling face, attend the graduation, clap like crazy at the right times and take middleman out to lunch. I am proud of him. He makes the principals list with a 3.83 grade average, which is outstanding...especially since he had algebra (at 6th grade!! I felt special taking it in 8th, lol). He receives the new presidential 'gold' award for being on the principals list all 3 trimesters, as well as a perfect attendance award and an outstanding character award (1 of only 5, out of 139 kids). After lunch we pick up little man. In honor of 'graduation' we go home and set up the tent in the back yard, where he is going to have a sleep over with some friends tonight.

The boys, under the supervision of the oldest one, start setting up the inside of the tent. I sneak in a short nap, hoping it will improve my frame of mind...no such luck, now I am groggy and grumpy. I take little man to hockey. I head home so the kids can come over. I stop and get a couple of pizzas.

I really feel like calling it a night, but G and I had planned on having some 'fun'. I consider telling G I am going to 'bail', but decide maybe some good sex might help. I take my bath, usually a relaxing ritual, tonight, it feels like a chore, I feel like bailing...and a bitch for feeling that way. I dress in a black skin tight outfit and heels G has set out, I usually love G picking out my clothes, tonight, it feels controlling.... I feel like bailing...and a bitch for feeling that way. Everything is bugging me, the light is too bright, the heels are hurting my ankles... I feel like bailing...and a bitch for feeling that way. G walks in, I feel like bailing...and a bitch for feeling that way. I keep my mouth shut and go through the motions, willing my mind to let my body take over. It is no use, I am just not in to it, but I continue to fake it....we fuck missionary, doggie and G cums all over my face, he is satisfied. I don't know if I am relieved or pissed he didn't even notice.

Since the boys are in the back yard I head downstairs to sleep on the couch, so I can keep the back window open and listen for any problems, I think to myself, it's going to be another rough night. Even though I need to listen for the boys, I decide to take 1 (instead of 2) migraine pills...when the light was bugging me during sex, I thought to myself, maybe a have a low grade migraine, maybe that it what is making me so bitchy...hopefully.

Telecommute Thursday
The boys in the back wake up pretty early, around 6. I am amazed I feel so much better. Augh, all that bitchiness for nothing...I wish I would have figured it out sooner, but I haven't had a migraine in months. Oh, well. Busy day, 'at work'. I book a lot of business, which raises my mood even more. I sneak in a cat nap at lunch time while the boys are at the park...ah it feels so good back to 'normal'.

I go out for a little shopping and dinner with my mom, who is leaving soon (yeah!...sorry, that's bad, I am just happy they're not staying with us).

When I get home G has the boys all ready for bed, we watch a little tivoed golf and go to bed early....to ready for daddy's weekend.

Friday AM
Yeah, still feeling good :) The boys are coming to work with me today, so I get to sleep in just a bit. G calls and says. "It's daddy weekend, right?" "Yes it is!" I am glad I am truly excited and enthusiastic and don't have to fake it. "So I get everything I want this weekend?" "Yep!" "All the licking, and sucking and fucking I want?" he asks excitedly, hopeful. "You bet," I giggle....he replies, "I think it should start as soon as I get home." Happy to mean it, I tell him, "Absolutely!"

Happy Father's Day to all the dad's out there...I hope you all get just what you want for father's day, too ;)

My mind won't stop

2006-06-16T14:30:00.000-07:00

Monday
I am tired and fighting a bad mood, again. Hating work and feeling bitchy and pissed at myself for letting the shit at work influence me so much. We had a late night and I know that is not helping, but feeling so bitter about work is the main issue.

G works late, by the time he gets home the kids have been fed, bathed and put to bed. I am nodding off on the couch. We watch some of the hockey game, tivoed...but I keep falling asleep. I wake up with a start at 2:30 AM. G has left me asleep on the couch, part of me hates when he does this...but more for the lack of sex...he knows I have problems getting back to sleep when I wake up in the middle of the night, so that's why he does it. I grab my cell for an alarm replacement, and fall back asleep.

Telecommute Tuesday
Busy day, Hockey day for middle man. Still feeling grumpy and frumpy. I really hate when I get this way. It doesn't happen too often...but for me it is really a vicious cycle. Women who are whiny bitches really get to me, so when I feel like that...I really try to hold it in, probably not great for me, but probably a lot better for everyone else (except those who read my blog...lol...since I let it out.)....and I feel even worse because I feel bad about myself.

So here I am trying not let G or the kids see what a miserable mood I am in. We go through the standard night routine; dinner, baths, etc.

When the kids go to bed, I take my bath and dress up in the outfit G has set out for me, a lacy black see through nightie with elastic cris crosses all over it and my black, high heel boots. I put on my bright red lipstick and am waiting for G when he comes up. As soon as he enters. I get off the bed and sink to my knees next to the bed. G hurries over and outs his already hard cock in my mouth. As I lose myself in the concentration of giving him head, I feel the best I have felt in the last couple of days. I lick and slurp and deep throat. He tries to pull me up to the bed to fuck me, but I motion for him to stay still. I don't want to break the spell of my quiet focused mind. There is something therapeutic about giving a great blowjob. As I hear him moan and groan, trying to hold out as long as he can, I feel pleasure in his pleasure. Satisfaction and a bit of confidence (something lacking these last few days) in being able to do a 'job' well. He can't hold it anymore, he grabs my hair and he cums. I feel release in his release. He stumbles into bed and quickly falls fast asleep. Alas, for me my busy mind starts up and head downstairs to try and quiet it with some TV....

I hate laundry

2006-06-15T21:15:00.000-07:00

Saturday
G and the boys go to hockey. I clean the house and do laundry, including all the sheets...augh I hate laundry. It seems like a never ending battle. I try to do some blogging, but blogger is being a pain. Most of the day is spent on boring domestic, household stuff...oh well. In the evening G trims an overgrown shrub for over 2 hours. We are both pretty tired.

We have a fairly vanilla session, but I cum great! G tries for a little CIA (Cum in Ass), but I need a break from that, and I love how great our non verbal communication is. As he is fucking me from behind and he starts to put a finger in my ass, I bring my right hand up and behind me, toward him...a 2 second move....that's all that is needed, he stops and redoubles his efforts.

Sunday
I wake up around 7:30 and although we are suppose to take a day trip to a local recreational park, (3 swimming pools, basketball, baseball, playground...a stream...a very nice park) I just don't feel like going. I don't know if it is the dread of the impending office day tomorrow, or the relentless laundry and housework yesterday, or in an uncharacteristic surge of bitchiness I feel resentful if this trip is going to happen I have to get up 2 hours earlier than everyone else and do all the packing, sandwich making, etc. With some good old fashion Freud justification I take a peek outside decide it is grey and overcast, not the best day for an outing. I nudge G awake, "I don't really feel like going, and it's pretty yucky out...what do you think?" G rolls over to look out the window, "yeah it looks pretty crummy, ok."

I head downstairs and putter around while the rest of the household sleeps. The boys sleep until about 10...G doesn't get up until 11:30. I go to the grocery store and make us all lunch. I am still feeling lazy and frumpy. We start to watch some golf on TV and I catch up on some of my favorite blogs, My eyelids are drooping. My oldest son is restless and asks if he can take to 2 younger boys to a movie. "Sure," off they go...G thinks this is a sure sign it is time for sex, and normally I would too...the house to ourselves...but I just can't muster the enthusiasm and I fall asleep on the couch. I wake up a half hour later, G standing over me, dick in hand. I reach up and cup his balls as he continues to stroke his cock, with a minute he is cumming all over my face. "Sorry, you looked so cute asleep there, I couldn't resist," G says as he hands me a towel. Within 5 minutes I am asleep again.

The boys come home and we B-B-Q some burgers. After the boys are in bed, G and I do something we rarely do.....watch TV together, lol...since both of us have taken naps while the boys were off this afternoon, we are not that tired. Finally about midnight. I say, "I have to go to bed...I have to drive in tomorrow, so it's and early day for me." G says, "yeah, me too". I think we are both thinking we are just going to crash, but once we get upstairs a 'quick' goodnight kiss turns into something else. Some hot and heavy kissing and stroking and we are both ready for release and we are mindful of the time...short, hard and quick we fuck, with an eye on the finish...we both cum.

I dread looking at the clock...yuck almost 12;45, I have to be up in less than 4 hours!

All Me

2006-06-14T21:47:00.000-07:00

Friday, another day, another mess at work, but I refuse to let it get me down. It is Friday after all and G has promised 'to make it up to me' for last night....not really much to make up but why argue.

After work, G and I work on the front yard a bit. We just had a lot of landscaping done and it looks really nice but it was wicked expensive, so the guilt factor is there to keep it up. The boys eat dinner and go to the park to play capture the flag. I don't know if I have mentioned the park is right across the street. It is so great, we (as a family and the boys on their own) spend a lot of time there.

Oldest son is rarely at home these days. With school out, he is working a lot and trying to spend time with his girlfriend and friends before heading off to college, I almost feel like he is gone already. He spends the night at 1 of his 2 best friends a lot. I try to get them to come here, I feel guilty he is always somewhere else. But at the other 2 houses the moms are SAHMs, they get to sleep in and have no pesky little brothers, so I understand.

G and I are enjoying our time alone. We are in the garage, laughing and talking. It's great being able to have some adult conversation, yet we can see the kids playing. It's nice out and a Friday so we let them play quite late. When we finally call them in, they are exhausted and fall asleep. It is a nice feeling watch the kids being able to run around in the night summer air, like we did when we were kids.

I take my bath and get dressed in my outfit, a black tight top and black panties. I put on my bright red lipstick . G comes upstairs and begins caressing my body. He teases my cunt with quick little strokes with his fingers. Long and deep then short and fast, I am writhing under his touch. I am getting wetter and wetter, hotter and hotter. I almost cum 3 times, but G stops short each time . I am begging G for his cock, I want it, I need it. Finally, he slides his hard cock into my dripping pussy, I explode immediately. H pauses just for a moment, but then starts fucking me slow and hard, building and building the pleasure back up. I am almost close again, I am begging G to fuck me harder , please give it me...he complies and I cum in waves and waves. G is not done, I turn over and G inters me from behind...he reaches to his side and grabs the dog chain and attaches it around my neck. As he pushes his cock into me, he pulls back the chain. "harder, fuck me harder," I cry out, G does fuck me harder just for a few strokes....then teasingly slows down.."no..." I scream out. "Please.." he speeds up again. Fucking me, pulling on my chain. Deeper, I buck into him...ahhh...I cum, he is right behind me.

Yeah, I think it is all me tonight :)

CIA Monster

2006-06-13T21:08:00.000-07:00

Thursday

I know that I have more than mentioned it....but day's like these I have to repeat it, I love telecommuting. I spend the hour and 45 minutes normally used up getting ready for work and on my commute sleeping :) I roll out of bed and put on my soft nightie. I wake up the boys and get them going, wander downstairs and fire up the laptop and viola, I am at work. Usually I still shower and dress, but today I revel in being able to work in my nightie. I am busy and the day passes quickly. I am glad to get some work done, without the office politics. After work I spend my commute time taking a nap! About an hour before G gets home, I finally shower and get dressed.

The boys are off swimming at a friend's house so when G gets home, we have some time alone ;) I sit on the couch and I take G's cock out of his shorts. I lick the head, swirling my tongue around and around. I lick the shaft and the ridges on the underside. I cup his balls in my hand suck him in earnest, he is close to cumming, but we stop...G goes out to the garage to lift weights. I collect the boys, make them dinner and after swimming all afternoon they 'veg' out in the family room. I snuggle in he living room with a book. G takes a quick shower and is up and down the stairs, preparing the bedroom for later. Every once in awhile he pops in the living room to pop in my mouth.

After the boys are in bed, I take my bath and dress in my my white (modified) body armor shirt and silky white panties. G comes up and I start am ready for some heavy duty cock sucking, but G has other plans and soon I am up on all fours. He wastes no time, he burrows his cock deep in my pussy. Right away he begins to slide MVP into my ass. Sensing I am not going to have a lot of build up, I reach down and finger my clit. I rub that button as I buck my hips into him and I shutter with release. G replaces MVP with himself, and fills my ass with himself. He slides slowly in and out as I rub my cunt. He strokes slowly plunge further and further up my ass. He speeds his thrusts up a bit, but not too fast. He is enjoying fucking my ass and is taking his time. He grabs my hips and pulls me into him, impaling his dick into that tight hole even farther. After the hard ass fucking yesterday I am getting pretty sore, G senses I am, and coaxes me..."hang on baby, I am going to cum....hang on, hang on...going to cum, going to cum, going to come..." He thrusts harder and harder and explodes his hot cum deep inside my ass.

I think I have created a monster, a CIA monster that is. As we clean up G tells me, "Sorry mommy, I think that was an all Daddy night." "Yes, it was" I try and make my most pouty face. "Well, tomorrow is Friday, I will make sure to make it up to you." Ohhhh...I an hardly wait!

How do I get 'behind'

2006-06-12T23:08:00.000-07:00

Feeling lazy! I intended to blog this weekend, but when I tried early Saturday blogger was not working (as previously mentioned) and after trying for awhile, I got frustrated and gave up.

Anyway back to our regularly scheduled program...
Wednesday

Busy day at work, on the phone almost continually...other yucky stuff going on at work...poop!
A bit hectic on the way home, middleman to hockey...yada, yada, yada...

Feeling very unsexy after all the stress of the day. As I previously mentioned, I hate to drive...I think it's just because my commute is so long, and the mom taxi service thing...so Wednesdays are the worst for me, I have the long drive to work and back, plus driving another 30 minutes (each way) to the rink.

Do you ever find yourself, after a stressful day, snapping at the kids and then feeling even worse, because you instantly regret it...that's today.

Another phenomenon I experience sometimes is lack of sex breeds lack of feeling like sex, so after our 8 day drought and finally relief yesterday I find myself not in the mood at all...which worsens my mood :(

G gets home and senses my brooding bad mood. He asks about work, but I am still so frustrated I don't want to talk about it...he goes upstairs....I think he is going to ready the bedroom, as he usually does, for some reason even this normally endearing thing is annoying me. I hear the water running, "what is he doing?" my angry mind wonders, and I feel like such a bitch!

I hear him come downstairs and tell the boys he has to run to the store, mom's had a rough day so give her some peace, ok? The boys decide to go to the park.

He returns just a few minutes later, and he goes back upstairs. With the quite house and time to myself my mood is lifting. G comes back downstairs and takes me by the hand and leads me upstairs, I am reluctant, as I think he wants a quickie while the boys are out of the house....but no, he has a bath drawn and candles lit and some trashy mags for me to read (one of my favorite guilty pleasures). As I undress and ease in to the warm, bubbly water. He tells me not to worry about the boys, he'll get the ready for bed...stay in the bath as long as I need. What a guy!

I soak and read. I hear the boys getting ready for bed and little man reading a story with G. The stress of the day melts away. When I get out, G has the bedroom lit brightly with candles. He has my softest, non sexy, comfortable nightie laid out. As I slide the soft cotton over my head and feel it caress my body, I let the contentment of such a loving husband and family wash over me.

I go downstairs and get G...."thank you! thank you! thank you!" It is my turn to lead him upstairs. We get into bed and he starts to caress and rub my body. As he slips his finger in my cunt, I feel the spark of passion and start to wither under his touch. I reach for his cock and roll on my side and start sucking him. He is on his knees to my side and he leans his head back and closes his eyes relishing my warm mouth engulfing him. It feels so good to me and I start sucking harder and faster, I feel my cunt juices begin to flow. What started out slow and languishing suddenly becomes urgent. I roll onto my hands and knees. "Put you cock in me, please." I implore him. I don't need to ask twice, he moves behind me and thrusts his cock deep inside my dripping pussy. I begin to buck him wildly. Driving him in deeper and deeper. I am cumming...we slow down a bit and he begins to finger my ass. After no anal attention for awhile, I am super tight. G says, "I think your ass needs some attention to get it ready for the weekend." He continues to fuck my cunt, while gently probing my ass. "I think I should break out MVP," he muses, mainly to himself. He does and as he starts to put it in my ass he increases his speed of his thrust in my cunt, soon the speed of the but plug sliding in and out of my ass is as fast as G's cock in my cunt, I cum again and again in about 30 seconds. Satisfied with MVPs progress and me cumming 3 times, he decides to 'press his luck' and pulls out the but plug, and replaces it with his cock, slow and steady at first, but then faster and faster. Soon he is pounding my ass deep and hard, and exploding his cum deep in that tight hole.

Stress, what stress?

2006-06-12T21:35:00.000-07:00

This was kind a cute, and although the questions were more geared toward singles, I do agree with the results.
Got this from Crimson . Thanks!

You are Boyish Sexy

You're the kind of girl who gets along with all the boys
Whether it's holding your own in a game of touch football...
or talking sports.......or just palling around.
You hang with the guys easily, while still keeping your girly sexiness.

What Kind of Sexy Are You?

2006-06-12T21:21:00.000-07:00

Well, I don't know about anyone else but blogger was being quite the pain this weekend! It didn't want to save or post!

Anyway, I do have tales to post :) and will try to do that today, if blogger
cooperates.

In the meantime, found a cool subsription service, bloglet from A Man of Passion .

I think it's awesome! Notification, once daily if the blogs you subscribe to have a new post :)

See it on the sidebar.

I don't want to be 'normal'

2006-06-09T20:02:00.000-07:00

With so many relatives in town and end of the year stuff going on, finding time for us has been even more of a challenge than usual. The last week has made me realize as 'normal' as I think we are, I am so glad our sex life is normally not 'normal'.

I think, other than out of town trips, this is a record for us...eight days with no sex. Augh...if this normal, I'll be 'Abby Normal', thank you very much.

We thought we would get some time Monday night after the graduation, but with the stress and length of the graduation, when we finally got home at almost 11, we watch the hockey game (tivoed)...OMG! what a game!....it is really late now, we mutually agreed to call it a night.

Tuesday was another story! It was a telecommute day for me, always a good start. Since my commute to the office is about an hour. I have 2 extra hours in my day!

School and work over, dinner is a breeze....lots of left overs from so many 'family' dinners and outings, the kids pick something out for me to zap. The kids and I go the park for awhile, since G is working late, to make up for time off yesterday. Finally, G comes home and we relax with a glass of wine and beer. We put the boys to bed and start talking...G and I brainstorm about some of the problems he is having at work, mix in some laughter and memories, we have a great time, but it's getting late and neither of is going to let another night slide by. I go and take a bath.

G laid out simple white panties and a cut off shirt. He comes up stairs and 'starved' as we are, we rush together in a frenzy. Hot kisses, rambling grouping, urgent sucking, licking and nipping.
Frantic lips, tongues and mouths explore each other until I am dripping wet and withering in expectation. G slides his cock into me...it feels so good, I buck my hips up at him wildly...but don't have enough control...I need it harder deeper, fast, so I roll over onto all fours. G enters me again...ahh we push together faster and faster, we don't last long and we cum together and collapse.

Whew, I needed that.

438!!!

2006-06-06T22:24:00.000-07:00

438 graduates...that is one long graduation!!

Hello!

Yes, I am sure you all thought I went MIA, again. I didn't!!! My son graduated last night! My parents showed up out of state, oh, only....5 days early, plus prom, plus my in-laws....normal life; work, school for the other 2, hockey.....etc, etc, etc...you get the idea.
I owe a few of my readers e-mail and all of you a 'good' post...which looks like it is soon to come :)
Just wanted to let you know...I am here...and well....and ready for some fun :)
MWS

A Suck Down Memory Lane

2006-05-31T19:46:00.000-07:00

G was really tired last night, he has been going through a tough time at work lately, and we all know nothing kills the mood faster than stress (or maybe an infant, lol).

Anyway since I don't have alot to blog about right now, I thouht I would take a trip down memory lane, or in this case a suck down memory lane. This is one of my first 'threesomes'.

Set up the 'clip": MWS is living with Mark. She is not very happy with their sex life, which has been very infrequent and Boring (with a capitol B). She happens to, in a strange twist of fate, work with Josh who is Mark's best friend. Mark and MWS dated during high school. She has had a few 'hot' nights with Josh, after she and Mark split up. Having grown up with these guys MWS is very comfortable with these guys. Also Mark is very aware MWS is about at the end of her rope, having lost her once...he is willing to try and spice up their sex life to keep her happy.

Mark and MWS live together but rather than a twosome they are a trio more often than not, since Mark's best friend tags along just about every night and every place they go.

This trio eat together, travel together, play together and in Josh's and MSW's case work together. It should be no surprise there are not many secrets. The sexual tension has been building for a few months now. This trio have slowly been expanding their comfort level. Discussing their sex lives, past and present...watching porn, etc.

One afternoon, Josn stops by my office on his way out..."are we on for some hot tub action, at your place tonight?" "Sure, sounds good." OK, I'll pick up the movies, " Josh says. MSW knows this means porn. "Ashlyn Gere," I say.

That night, after some porn and a few beers the trio slip into the bubbling hot tub nestled in the backyard. Josh, ever the instigator says, "I think Mark's cock needs attention. I swim over and grasp his cock and firmly pump his cock under the water. I take a breath and slip under the water. I suck his already hard cock into my mouth. I suck him as deep, and tight, and as long as I can until I have to come up for air. When I come up, Mark pushes me toward Josh, and says "I think Josh is feeling left out." I repeat the under water sucking for Josh. I pass between the two a few times, I decide to reposition the boys. I seat them on either side of me. Ah, now I can grab both of their cocks at the same time, which I waste no time doing. I pump them both with my hands, a cock in each one. I begin bobbing back and forth, sucking one cock while stroking the other. Soon the boys tire of me having to catch my breath from trying to suck under water, they sit on the edge of the hot tub. Now their cocks are perfect level. I can easily suck back and forth from one cock to another. While I blow them they allow their hands to roam over my near naked, smooth, slick body. Before I know it, Mark is cuming all over my mouth...Josh is not quite ready. His cock is bigger than Josh's, so some one-on-one attention works wonders. As I give my full attention to Josh's throbbing hard member Mark continues to rub my body, offering encouragment, "suck that big cock" "that's what you have wanted...are you working on your second cock for the night" "make him cum". I am gaaging, but deep, deep I take Josh in my mouth and down my throat...I feel four hands roaming all over me..it is awesome...in no time Josh leans even father back and shoots his load down my throat.

As awesome as I feel, I am needing some relief. I push the two of them back into the water and pop up on the side of the hot tub. I spread my legs, playfully putting one leg on each one of their shoulders and lay back. They get the idea. Our three bodies become a blur of their hands and tongues on my body...most importantly my clit and deep in my cunt. I cum with a scream.

Satisfied, I slid back into the hot tub, as I relax in the hot tub with the guys on either side of me, I know this is not the end...I know other nights are soon to come...I am excited, but a little aprehensive..if this is the path I take, I will never be bored, but will I be truely satisfied.

**this is a true story, name have been changed, but are consitent with names de ploum used in the past***

25 non sexual things about me

2006-05-30T20:59:00.000-07:00

A peek behind the wanton horn dog, you all know. Some of these may seem, 'braggy', they're not meant to be, they're meant to be matter of factly...some important, some just fun. Things that might surprise you. Some things that seem to contradict each other.

In no particular order:

1. I love to swim.

2. I am involved at my kids schools. Although many of the PTA type women drive me crazy, I know it is important, so I am very involved. I have been PTA president and treasurer, and served on many district level committees.

3. I was a Boy Scout. No, I am not kidding, in junior high and high school I was in the Explorer Scouts, which was co-ed (although I was the only girl). The Explorer program has now evolved to Venturing .

4. I love sports. Playing, watching, reading. I can hold my own in almost any men's sports conversation....except basketball. My favorite part of casinos is the book.

5. I collect dolls. I know, where does that fit in?!?! But I love Barbie.

6. My children are well behaved. Does this sound silly, maybe...but I am very proud of my kids. Everywhere we go people always comment on our children. They have good manners, they do not run around restaurants, stores etc. They are respectful of others.

7. In high school I was in Marching band/ color guard. I performed in the Orange Bowl, Rose Bowl, and Fiesta Bowl and at a 49ers game. I drive G crazy everytime we watch a bowl game, because I say, "I was there."

8. I rarely wear make up. Except to bed..lol.

9. I am voracious reader.

10. I have a high IQ. The only 'real test' I have ever taken was in high school, I scored 169, I don't really buy into IQ levels all that much, but it's something that gave me a lot of confidence through the years...and that, I do believe in.

11. I am a horrible speller. 9 and 10 don't seem to matter, I always write with a pocket dictionary near by and often use a free online dictionary .

12. One of my nicknames in high school was mom. I was pretty much a stick in mud, the 'good girl' when came to partying, responsibilty, work ethic, etc. In one arguement with my best friend in high school I shouted, "Why don't you act your age!" She shot back, "Why don't you, we are only 17!"

13. My nickname at work is still mom. But for a different reason, ever the boy scout, I am well prepared and if you find you need it, I probably have it in my purse.

14.I like tech toys. I am more than proficent in computer sciences, before web site programs were available I taught myself html and built the school's web site. I have since forgotten almost all it...they make it too easy these days...lol, but if you need your computer fixed, I am probably your girl.

15. I hate to drive.

16. At my 20th high school reunion people were amazed at G. I think I was always veiwed as that responsible, prissy, student council, band geek, brainy girl who knew a lot about baseball (almost no one knew about my sex life...lol). California is also very politically correct, so while they liked him (I think), they were amazed at his brash, non politically correct East Coast straight forward, outgoing nature....and he was married to me !?!?

17. I am a good problem solver.

18. I am a research geek. This has helped me and my family too many times to count, especially in medical matters. Recently when my nephew had a life threatening and life altering brain injury I asked the doctor so many pertinent questions and used correct terminology he asked me (not sarcastically) "what is your specialty?" He thought I was a doctor...this drove my bother in law crazy, but too bad! It's a good thing none of my kids have ever had a serious illness (knock on wood), because I would probably be accused of munchausen's.

19. I can be pushy and stubborn. Especially if it is an issue I feel strongly about. And you had better not lie or strech the truth when debating me, beacause I will call you on it, and you can be sure I have done the research and I will be prepared.

20.If I am really fired up, I will write a letter to the editor. My letters have been published in the local newspaper, Time, People and Oprah.

21. I am a purse addict. I know, another surprising girly thing.

22. I have over 7,000 songs on my IPOD. With a wide variety of music, from country to metal, classical to showtunes, pop to jazz.

23. I don't like dogs, but they always seem to like me.

24. I try and do 1 anonymous Random Act of Kindness a day. Sometimes for family, friends or co-workers, but many times for strangers too.

25. I regularly donate to causes I believe in.

Short, but Sweet Relief

2006-05-29T20:25:00.000-07:00

Tag team day! The boys and I got up around seven. It was gorgeous out, so we went to the park and run around. We tossed a football, I still can throw I pretty mean spiral. G and I have been working on that with middle man. We had a great time, plus G got to sleep in ;) I made us a yummy brunch, and cleaned up the mess. G and the boys went to see X-Men 3, so I get my turn for rest.

When they get home they are in serious super hero mode and ask if they can watch spiderman in their 'fort'. Older son come home from convention and heads upstairs to do his homework. Hmm...the whole downstairs to ourselves??? Whatever will we do?

We sneak off to the office/computer room, just in case someone decides to wander down. I sit down on the edge of the daybed and pull G over to me. I pull down his shorts and wrap my hand around his cock and lightly stroke it. As it gets hard, a bit of pre-cum begins to ooze from the tip, I lick it up. G wraps his hands around my head and pulls my mouth on to his cock.
I suck it in. He pushes deeper into my mouth as I start rubbing his balls. I pull my mouth off and swirl my lips just around the tip. I take the tip, just the tip and suck it into my mouth. harder, and tighter I tease just the tip. G groans and trys to push his cock in my mouth to end the teasing. "Not yet," I giggle...I suck on the tip, but just for a few seconds, then I take him in deep, again...and one more time...I know he could come right then, but I have learned my lesson from yesterday and after 2 days of no relief from me, I can not risk it happening again.

I climb up on to my knees on the daybed and pull one of the bolster to my chest. I lean over the bolster and put my ass high in the air. "Fuck my pussy," I demand. He quickly complied. As he eased his prick deep inside me, I greedily buck into him. Finally, sweet relief, I cum so hard I have to bury my head into the bolster so I don't scream out. G cums right after me. Short but sweet and much needed.

We clean up and G starts the bar-b-queand grills some ribs. I make some mashed potatos and corn and we have a great memorial day meal.

Even though we had a relaxing day, we just watch a little tv and get to bed early.

I need sex

2006-05-29T19:55:00.000-07:00

Please excuse the musings.....now back to our regularly scheduled program.

Good day yesterday. Big son, still at convention. Little son had a birthday party at the mall theatre, I took him to that and while waiting got a few errands done. I did have time for a mani and pedi :) G took middle son to get some new golf clubs. Both boys had play dates in the afternoon, so G and had some nice quiet time together. We watched some Golf and napped, and oh, yeah....I gave him a great blowjob. He leaned back on the sofa and I cuddled up beside him and took him in my mouth. Nice and slow I sucked it and out. Letting the pressure bulid and build, gradually building the pressure and speed. Using only my mouth I countinue to suck, suck, suck....I know he is close, he keeps saying, "suck my cock, suck my cock, suck my cock...." until he cums and I continue sucking every last drop down. Now, you may remember no sex for us Saturday night, so I am very horny...why did I just suck G? To make Sunday night even better....yes that is my evil plan (rubs hands together with awicked smile tugging the corners of my mouth up....ahh, but the best laid plans of mice and men gang aft a-gley....I blog away on my maasive entry, take a break to feed the kids, who now have come home. G takes the boys to the park to test out middle mans new clubs, by the time they come home they are both ready for bed. G and I sit down in livingroom...I know, don't faint from shock...we watch some hockey and I wrap up the blog...we debate some of the issues I brought up, we have a couple of cock sucking breaks...and even a short quicky, minus the happy ending on the floor...we both think we are just getting started....we start to watch the last of the hockey game, G on the sofa and I on the loveseat. Next thing I know its 3:30 AM, we both fell asleep....augh!!! My plan back fired! G laughed, "Well I already got mine today." I laughed back, "well, I had better get mine tomorrow!!", but you know I not really kidding!

Wrapping up horn dog vs slut

2006-05-29T19:30:00.000-07:00

My final thoughts and my last 2 long winded post.

I brought up the fact that I was a tom boy, because I have often wondered if I have higher level of testosterone. Maybe that 's why I have so many male characteristics, including being a horn dog.

Also, reading was important in fleshing out my feelings and desire for submissiveness. From an early age, reading in the library Norma Klein's It's OK if you Don't Love Me, looking at pictures from the joy of sex. By the time I was old enough to bike to the local mall, around 12, I would buy graphic books and closet them away. I am not talking about bodice rippers, but more openly sexual novels, usually penned by anonomous. I can't remember how I first found The Story of O, but I was about 14 or 15. Maybe it should have shocked me, but I loved it...especially the first half of the book. Years past and authors came and went, Paul Little, Lizbeth Dusseau and the ever popular anonymous, just to mention a few.

Also when I was about 13, we got a cable box that got so many channels (back then it probably like 50....but that was a lot then). Anyway one of the channels was playboy...as I was, of course, old enough to stay home now...I couldn't wait for mom and dad to leave. It was soft porn and I loved it. I loved watching it and more importantly how it made me feel when I watched it.

So, long before there was any boy or boyfriend on the scene I knew I couldn't wait for sex and all the wonderful feelings it was going to bring. In retrospect, I was probably lucky my first boyfriend wasn't into it that much (although it was frustrating then) or I might have moved too fast.

This is why I feel I have to speak up when some feminist say things like women don't like this or don't like that...or that no woman is naturally submissive, it's just men subjugating and objectifying women.

Anyway...that's enough of that...except to say if you want to get your wife some hot reading, I recommend anything by Paul Little and Lizbeth Dusseau, also Anne Rice's sleeping beauty series is good.

A Horn Dog is Born, Horn Dog vs Slut, part II

2006-05-28T20:27:00.000-07:00

So the question of the day is:
Is a horn dog born or made? (If you haven't read horn dog vs slut read that first)

In support of my theories and opinions in horn dog vs slut, and by request, a look at how I became the horn dog I am today.

**names have been changed to protect the innocent, or not so innocent, as the case may be**

I am born. (sorry just a joke for the literary)

My childhood is very middle class. My mom and dad's marriage is the second marriage for my mom, and third for my dad. Both bring other children to the marriage and although my 2 eldest brothers are much older and move out soon, for awhile we all live together...very brady bunchish, 3 boys and 3 girls and the ex spouses completly out of the picture. We so average , we are boring. I bring this up, because I have heard theories about women who crave dominance experienced or witnessed abuse as children...this can't be farther from the case for me. Nor was my father an absentee father (another theory).

I think it is important to tell you, I was a tom-boy. I was the leader of our neighborhood gang. I was the fastest runner, best in any sport we played, and had the best baseball card collection. As far as school went, I was in MGM (Mentally Gifted Minors) and of course, not as dominate in sports as our little gang... but was still picked far above many of the boys when it came to picking teams. My best friend in third and fourth grade was a boy, David, non sexual...just lots in common....but I did beat up another boy, when he made fun of David for being my friend....not exactle the submissive type, right?

Like most people, my first awareness of boys was right around 5th- 6th grade. My first sexual experience was in 6th grade, with a girl I had known since Kindergarden. During a sleep over, she snuck over to my bed and lifted my nighty and pulled down my panties. I pretended to still be asleep...she touched me, when I got uncomfortable, I would stir, like I was waking up and she would scurry away. It was exciting and scary at the same time. Maybe this is where the submission comes from...this very first experience, me being the submissive one.

My first boyfriend was Edward, we started 'going around' after the first boy girl party, at the end of sixth grade. Edward and I went out, off and on, from 6 th grade until we were sophomores, about 5 years! All the time we go out, I am the sexual aggressor, and I hate it, so another possible cause of my submissiveness. I vividly remember one make out session, ever so slowly trying to put my hand, down the back of his pants, and his whole body shaking...and him stopping me...I still remember being disgusted with both of us...thinking 'he's the boy...isn't he suppose to be pressuring me?? What's wrong with him, what's wrong with me??' Ironically later in life, Edward will be the closest thing to a one night stand I have (more on that later).

The begining of Junior year, I start going out Mark, it becomes very clear we are going to 'do it' fairly quickly, so much so that Mark's best friend Josh and my best friend Janelle talk to me, in a very practical way about it...the three of them have know each other for years (they live in the same neighborhood) Mark and Josh go to an all boys school. Ever the 'good girl' I am, I visit planned parenthood and go on the pill and take it for the required month, before we try to have sex the first time...I say try because although Mark is not a virgin, I am his first virgin and we take it slow. We go out for the next 2 years. We, other than my period, have sex (very vanilla) pretty much every day mon- fri...his parents work...lol. Him being at a different school allows me a bit of freedom to flirt at school. During my Senior year he goes to college. It is then I learn you can not go from having sex 5 times a week to zero...I cheat for the first time, with a boy, Steve, from work...it is basically just sex, and surprisingly enough I am fine with it, except for the dishonesty. Finally, I can't take the guilt and break up with Mark. This really messes up my college plans as I am suppose to go to UCSB and I have an apartment lined up with Mark, now I can't get into the dorms. I request delayed admission and plan to go to community college until there is an opening at the dorms.

During the summer I casually see a few guys, including Mark's best friend Josh. Josh really reminds me of Hugh Grant's character in Bridget Jones Diary...very handsome, very charming and always talking you into things you probably shouldn't do, including having a fling with your ex-boyfriends best friend. I start going out with Edward again. Although he is no longer a virgin, he obviously has a low libido...we only have sex one, it is really bad....and we go out for a few more weeks, it becomes clear to me we are not well suited sexually and we break up.

In the meantime, I meet my first husband, John, we start going out...have a pretty good sex life, very frequent, if very vanilla. Again, going off to UCSB is waylaid and I continue on at community college. He proposes and I accept...dumb-da-dumb, dumb I am only 19! In constant power struggles with my mom over wedding arrangements, I get frustrated so we elope. My parents are alarmed...am I pregnant? As soon as a few months pass and it becomes clear I am not pregnant ...the "when are we going to have grandchildren?" questions begin. I have my first son at 21. I learn my husband is having an affair with a co-worker and had been while I was pregnant...devestated and young and stupid, I start fooling around with my married boss...although no actual sex occurs, there is a lot of mutual petting and blowjobs. We finally confront one another, break up, get back together and break up. In an attempt to make fresh start I move out of state. I am not gone long when I come home for a visit, my old job wants me back, and almost doubles my salary...I move back.

In that 'it's a small world' way, Josh now works there. Start my sluttiest time of life. I am a single mom, but have a lot of parental support and I am, after all only 22. At a party, I see Mark again...I know I don't love him, but he professes continued love to me, I am horny as hell, it's been a year since I have had sex. We quickly start seeing each other, and within a month he proposes, I say no, but to appease him we move into together. He tries to please me, we dabble in some BSDM, but he wants to be the submissive...ahh, no...it is clear his libido has slowed, I am constantly being turned down...in an effort to make me happy he initiates threesomes, with Josh and another friend calvin..even a foursome once with Josh and Calvin, and a foursome with Josh and his girlfriend...he even encourages me to 'cheat on him' with a mutal friend Jake. Jake and I started flirting innocently enough at a party, complaining about 'not getting any', Mark heard and said, 'this could be great for everyone'...we met up a more than few afternoons...all this happened in about a 6 month period...yeah, my parents babysat alot. This was an exciting time, but I knew, deep down, this was not going to work for me. Mark was never going to be able to satisify me in a monogomist relationship, which I knew I wanted.

In a twist of fate, I changed jobs. I met G. When we met sparks flew. I was still living with Mark, and he was living with Lois. G's mother owned the company we worked for...she could see the sparks, and because she liked me and did not like Lois...she kept throwing us together. G's car collapsed, he couldn't afford a new one and we started commuting together along with my son...they got along great...I knew this was it, I mean I knew. I asked Mark to move out...he was crushed, but I knew it was only a matter of time for G and I, and I wouldn't cheat again. G took a little longer, but within a couple of months he broke up with Lois. We stop just flirting, and start fucking. It is clear we are a match. We sneak off to the offsite wearhouse at lunch and do it on a pallet, we stay late and do it in his mothers office (I am not kidding). We open up and tell each other our fantasies and slowly start to make them come true. Although we have both only dabbled it in it, we try BSDM...he loves being dominate, my fantasies of being submissive are filled...we try him being submissive, only once...he hates it...yeah!! Within 3 mounts after that we were married, that was almost 14 years ago. Since then we have tried pretty much everything we care to.

We had 2 more sons, and have seen each other through many ups and downs, personally, professionally, some health emergencys, family emergencys, foreign travel. We have had our squabbles, fights and near break ups during our first year of marriage.

Our sex life, never subsided, except for about 3 months (a month before, and 6-8 weeks after the birth of each son). I contend this is glue that has held us together. In discussing this blog, in between cock sucking and yes, even fucking breaks, G contends..."sex is great, I am glad we have matching sex drives...but be clear, it is more than sex we share. Without intelligence, without humor, without compatiblilty we would not still be married." When I repeat this line back to him...I think he is afraid of sounding to soft, and he back peddles...."don't get me wrong, it doesn't mean if I see a hot chick...I wouldn't still want to drill her, but I know I wouldn't be with her after 15 years."

Once again, this post is far longer than I intended, I did not even address my literary inspirations which had more than a small part in what I decided I 'needed' in my life. Oh, well...another day....another blog.

Off to a bath and a good fuck, I hope...keep your fingers crossed for me.

The Joys of Cock Sucking

2006-05-27T20:37:00.000-07:00

Yah! whooo! Three day weekend!!

I took off work a little early to take my oldest son to his convention, he was so excited. The other 2 boys were with me, as they want to check out the hotel and since G is off early today to, this will give him a little 'alone time'.

When we get home G is taking a nap...lucky dog. I make the boys dinner. G wakes up and is groggy and, it seems a bit grumpy..hmmm. He wakes up a bit and tells me to go take a nap, he's going to take the boys to the park. I take him up on his offer and lay down on the sofa...the boys head off to the park, the cat wanders in and settles in atop me. It doesn't take long for me to drift off. ***public service announcement: I know this seems like a minor thing, us both sneaking in a nap, but it's not. By using what G and I call the "tag team technique" We both have spent some time with the boys, but we can also get some alone time, a nap, whatever we need...without feeling guilty. We both get to some much rest, without which we would not be ready for the adult time to come...

The boys go up to bed. G pours me a glass of wine and brings to me just I am sitting down on the sofa, as he starts to walk away, I grab his waistband and pull him back, "let me see your awesome cock." He takes his dick out from his shorts and I sit on the edge of the sofa. I lick the tip of his cock like an ice cream cone, swirling my tongue around the top, and down the shaft. I love to feel his soft cock swell to raging hard on in about 10 seconds. I take him into my mouth and start sucking him, his hard prick feels good sliding in and out of my mouth, the tip nudging the back of my throat, "I love sucking you, tonight I want you cum down my throat," I tell him. I cup balls in my hand and countinue deep throating him. He does the vice grip move (one hand on top of head and one under my chin) and fucks my face. I love this move but it does bury is dick so deep down my throat, 3-4 thrust is about all I can take, I back off a bit and continue to lick him while I catch my breath, I start to deep throat him again signaling I am ready for more...he does the vice grip again, and almost cums right there. He stops and moans as he trys to put his hard cock back in his shorts. I lean back on the sofa with the laptop, for some blogging and porn. G goes out to the garage (where else....lol). After about 45 minutes he comes in, "Do you want some more wine?". "Nah, but I do want your cock." He chuckles, "well ok, if you insist." We do a repeat performance, but this time it is me who pulls away, "Time for my bath, meet ya upstairs in about 20?" "Will do."

After my bath, I go to see what G has picked out for me. I love this little ritual seeing what he has picked out for me. The candles are lit tonight and there is a black sheer short nighty, and pink panties and my stiletto boots.

G comes in and lays down on the bed, I am so hungry for his dick I start right in sucking him. Licking, sluping, taking it deep. I feel myself getting wetter and wetter. He pushes me back on the bed takes of my panties and enters my pussy...ah, it feels great, long hard strokes, deep in my cunt...but I still want his cock in my mouth, I push him back, "I need your cock in my mouth, lay back." He hesitates, but only for a second.
I lean over him on all fours with my behind where he can reach it. As I blow him he fingers my cunt. As he gets closer I tell him, "give it me...give me the cum down my throat." As i feel the first warm load explode, I release my own cum in a squirt all over G's hand...ummm my first squirter in a long time. I grab a towel and wipe my face and hand it to G. He laughs, "You are so spoiled" as his wipes hand. "Always wanting to suck my cock so you can cum". I laugh, as I know he is joking. But as I drift off to sleep, I realize it's true, I can almost always cum when I suck him, with or without stimulation from him.....hmmm....my mind wanders to a friend of G's who has been with this gal for longer than we have been married...she will not give him head! She did for the first couple of years, only a couple of times, but then stopped. She has not had his cock in her mouth for over 14 years!!! How sad, for both of them.

Horn Dog vs Slut

2006-05-27T19:02:00.000-07:00

Saturday was one of those few days that domestic duties and squabbles interfered with sex. See they happen even to us. It was a busy day with hockey, cleaning the house, laundry, grocery shopping, post office, bank, getting a birthday present for a party for little man went to today. So since there isn't a lot to 'report' on, I thought I would use today for a post that has been rambling around my brain for awhile now...and since I got an e-mail asking about my past, I thought the timing was good.

long post, sorry...

First some definitions (my own...the 'good sex' one I wrote years ago when I told G I need good sex...and he asked what was my definition of good sex, but I thought it worked well here):

horn dog, n. A person that has a pathological need for sex, especially good sex (see below). A normally fairly moraled person, lack of said good sex can lead to immoral behavior, namely adultry or cheating. If a horn dog can not find a like minded partner they can run the risk of becoming a slut.

slut, n. A person with loose morals, who will engage in sex acts with just about anyone. Usually manifests into multiple one night stands. A slut, may or may not be a horn dog. EG; A horn dog can become a slut out of a need for sex, but a slut does not always enjoy sex.

good sex, n. Mind numbing, muscle twitching, smoldering, shuddering, multiple orgasm producing fucking. Desired results can be achieved with varied techniques, not limit to, but may include: licking, sucking and pinching of the breasts; long, hard sucking of the penis; deep, rapid thrusting of a hard cock into a wet pussy. Other controversial, but effective techniques may include: bondage, spanking, role playing, anal stimulation or even anal sex. Proper attire, sexual toys and devices, a good lubricant, as well as good mental lubricant (wine works well) are helpful. Done correctly, results can be highly addictive.

Now at the risk of sounding arrogant, I beleive I am what most men are looking for in a mate, a horn dog. I love sex, lots of it and am highly open to experimentation...but in a stable (usually exclusive, monogomist) relationship. I have at times, in my past engaged in slutty behavior...you know: young, dumb and full of cum. So maybe I am fooling myself, but considering my age and the short duration of said behavior, I choose to defend my horn dog, but not slut status. I can say, even in my slut like behavior I have never had a one night stand.

Now the question of the day. Is a horn dog born or made?
I have been contemplating this for years, ever since I first read that 2003 Durex study. Having been a horn dog my whole life it never really occured to me that I was, at least as far as women go, an aberration rather than the norm.

80/20 rule
If you have ever been to any sales, management, time mangement, motivational class you will see the 80/20 rule applied to various theories. I think it can be applied to the horn dog status. 80% of men are horn dogs. So while most men are, indeed horn dogs...there are those 20% who do have a low libido. In reverse, only 20% of women are horn dogs.

This 80/20 rule, does have a flaw that compounds the problem for long term relationships and marriages. Women will often become a horn dog, for short periods during early courtship. Men are often excited and amazed that they have found a woman to 'keep up with them', only to be amazed later that their 'hot tamale' seems to have become frozen. Is this a natural phenomenon or machiavellian? I hate to say it, let me put an my flame resistant suit, but after seeing my girlfriends and sisters do this, I think in most women it is a ruse they use when they think they have found 'the one'. Of course there are exeptions, some women do get sick, there are times stress, or being pregnant or having infants kills anyones sex drive, but a true horn dog gets back to 'normal' fairly quickly.

What is the solution?
People around the world, but especially Americans have spent millions and millions of dollars on this lack of equilibrium. Everything from books, seminars, drugs, to even porn I think can be tied to this imbalance. If someone ever does find a solution to this, they will be the richest person in the world. The divorce rate would plummet, productivty would soar, stress levels would plummet. People would be happier, healthy and basically better people. Am I over simplifying, maybe, probably....but it amkes sense to me. There are studies apon studies out there that support those who have sex regularly have less stress, are healthier, and are happier. If you have a statisfing sex life I think you more upbeat, patient, easy going, non judgemental.

One of my favorite songs is Dancing in the Moonlight by Van Morrison. I think the whole song relates this theory.

The obvious inference is dancing in the moonlight or dance is sex.

We get it almost every night
When that moon is big and bright
Its a supernatural delight
Everybodys dancing in the moonlight

Everybody here is out of sight
don’t bark and they don’t bite
They keep things loose they keep things light
Everybodys dancing in the moonlight
Dancing in the moonlight

Everybodys feeling warm and bright
Its such a fine and natural sight
Everybodys dancing in the moonlight

We like our fun and we never fight
You can't dance and stay uptight
Its a supernatural delight
Everybodys dancing in the moonlight

In Conculsion
To those out there who are horn dogs, and have mates who are not, I am sorry to say, I do believe the horn dog is born and not made. I think there are somethings that may help and I often list those in my blogs...at one point I started a whole list, and I may try to revisit that soon.

Why? Why? Why?
My own personal history has lead to the numerous opinions I stated above. I intended support my conculsions withl excerpts from my own life, but I need to feed my poor neglected children.
Sorry I waxed on for so long. I will be back tonight, promise, for that history ;)

Back to the important stuff...SEX!

2006-05-26T22:31:00.000-07:00

So, G called me this morning at work to apologize for last night...lol...you know he takes his golf way too seriously if he gets that upset. In his defense, he said it was the worst round he has shot in many, many years. His handicap is around 5, and he was over 11, on the front 9!!! Back nine was better, but he still ended up +16.

Our 17 year old is gone the whole weekend to a convention, so I am sure G wanted to make sure I wasn't still 'stewing' over last night...lol. With that out of the way, back to catching up.

Monday
After our 'lite' night last night we are both ready for some fun! But it is Monday and we have been staying up awfully late....so we agree to be 'good'; early, quiet vanilla sex. We put the little guys down, I take a quicky bath and are in bed by 9:45. We kiss and rub and lick and suck....G pulls me up on top of him. I really don't like cowgirl that much (I can't cum in that position, don't know why) , so G is really enjoying the change of pace ;) He is rubbing and squeezing my breast...he is about to cum, so I get on my hands and knees and he enters me from behind, it doesn't take long until I cum. Since has been 'holding back' as soon as he hears me cums too.
Short and sweet, but still fun ;)

Tuesday
OMG! I will try and do this night justice. I don't know if my writing skills are up to it, though. As I have mentioned G doesn't read my blog (or even know how to find it...lol...other than porn he is not very web savy). So occasionally, when I write what I think is a pretty good post I will copy it and e-mail it to him. I did that with Last Tuesdays post. He loved it ;) We have some hot talk on the phone and I tease him, "I think I am getting out of practice on my cock sucking skills, with all the CIA action lately. I think I am going to have to practive tonight, I am going to take it deep in my throat until you explode...." Nice thought for the rest of the afternoon...hmm...

The boys have hockey practice, so G treats them to dinner at the rink. I spend my alone time, very productivly, watching some porn...lol. When they get home the boys are ready for some quiet time and head upstairs to play some video games. G pulls me in to the office, and shuts the door. Immediatly I am down on my knees and have him engulfed in my mouth. I take him as far down my throat as I can...fighting the gag. I suck him hard and fast. "Slow down little girl," he tells me. I pull back and let his hard prick pop out of my mouth, I take in the tip and start swirling my tongue around his shaft. In and out, slurping up that lovely cock that gives me so much pleasure, I suck him for the longest time. As I suck him he lifts my shirt and starts playing with my tits. Squeezing them and pulling on my nipples..."harder," I moan inbetween slurps. He tweaks them even hard. As he continues to torture my tits, I can tell I almost about to cum...so with a tremble I back away...G shudders too, and says, "yes, a good time for a break I think."

He heads out to putter in the garage, I check on the boys. Then I have so much sexual tension I can't sit still. I visit G in the garage for some deep kissing and fondling...back inside, I putter around the kitchen, G comes in and grabs my ass...back and forth we do this until the boys are in bed. One last visit to the garage to tell G I am going to take my bath. He has my chain collar all ready me. I love the feel of his around my neck and he stands behind me and fastens the lock on the chain. He pulls my back into his chest and with one hand pulls the chain tight, with the other hand he fingers my cunt. "Spread your legs you slut." "This is what you want, isn't it," he says as he bucks his cock toward my ass, "You want my hard cock...you're just a whore...all you want is cock all the time...in your mouth...is your pussy...and deep in your ass." "Yes, Yes" I moan. "Not yet, go take your bath. Clean that dirty cunt," He orders. I takes every ounce of will power I have to break away and go take my bath.

After my bath I dress in a black lacy short nighty G has laid out. He has all the 'toys' laid out and hanging on the canopy rod. I love this (must take picture for you all)....MVP (lubed up) and dildos are sitting on the nightstand, dog leash, whip, blindfold, ball gag, nipple clamps, ties all hanging tantilizing me and filling my cunt up with juices in a split second. I lay on the bed and await my master.

"There's my pretty little slave, all ready for me." He puts on the blindfold and grabs my tits. "Get know on the floor bitch and suck me". I scamble off the bed and on to my knees. I suck and grab his cock, I lick his balls, faster, slower, deeper, harder...all as he directs me, talking dirty the whole time. "On the bed! Lie on your back!" he barks. He ties my hands up over my head, with just enough slack to I can turn over. "Spread your legs slut". He fingers my pussy, "That's it... you're so wet, just from sucking my cock, just like a good whore should be" He grabs my already hard nipples and attaches the nipple clamps. He grabs a didlo and pushes it deep in my pussy. With one hand he pulls on the nipple clamp chain and the other he roughly fucks me with the dildo. "Turn over, on all fours! Besure to keep that dido in." I do as I am told. He grabs a paddle and smacks my ass. He countinues to abuse my backside with the paddle , in between swats, he nudges the end into my ass. I buck against his thrust..."I know, I know you slut, you want your ass filled." He grabs MVP and pushes it in to my ass. He uses the paddle to pound in in deeper and deeper, until it is all the way in. He postions himself perfectly behind me, and in one swift motion he pulls the dildo out of my cunt and and plows me with his rock hard meat. he reaches and grabs the nipple chain and brings to to my mouth, "put that chain in your mouth...pull on those nipples while I fuck you. Oh, it feels so good. Both of my wholes filled and my nipples being tortured. The cold steel chain in my mouth. I don't want to stop....ever...but my master wants my ass. He slows down to catch his breath and regain his composure a bit. He pulls out and pulls out MVP and spreads my ass cheeks. "Look at that ass, that's my ass...my property to fill whenever I want, Isn't it my whore?" "yes master" "spread those cheeks for me". The chain falls from my mouth as I lower my head to the bed, I reach back and spread my cheeks. G puts his cock in my ass and starts fucking me. And fucking me. And fucking me. I can't stop saying oh! my! god! over and over! I cum and cum again and yet again, as G countinues to pound my ass for at least 5 minutes...."I want you in my mouth...please cum in my mouth" A few more thrust, a quick baby wipe as I turn to him and his cock is down my throat, he is in so deep, I gag a bit, he holds my head, "That's it bitch gag on my cock," he moans as he shoots his cum, in my mouth and across my lips. Ahh!

***a quick note about ATM, not usually something I like, but all that porn, I guess, I just wanted it so bad.....anyway, here is my public safty announcement: have fun with anal sex, but always play safe....those antibacterial wipes are awesome....fast and convienent, and you'll barely miss a beat.*****

Wednesday
Planned night off :) a bit tired after our rockin night last night, and Lost sesion finale (one of the only shows I watch).

Thursday
See last post.

Yeah, I am caught up and ready for a hot! hot! hot weekend!

Some time alone / Dissapointed

2006-05-25T23:38:00.000-07:00

***sorry, chronilogically out of order****
Today, Thursday, May 25

This afternoon I have some time alone, as G is taking the boys golfing. I am a bit excited, G and I took yesterday 'off', so I am very horny. I am a bit worried, G seems tired lately. As high as a libido I have had in the past, he still has always outpaced me, but in the last few days it seems I have wanted it more than him, not a comfortable feeling at all.

But I am pleasantly surprised when he grabs me this moring on the way out the door. He passionatly kisses me and says, " remember I am taking the boys golfing this afternoon. "

"I know, " I tell him...thinking he is warning me, no sex tonight....but no, he pulls my head back, with a fist full of hair, another deap kiss..."I mean have at least a glass of wine when we get home and have your mind right.....we won't be home untill around 8:30".

I am so excited, I almost cum right there. I work all day...G picks up the boys from school for their outing.

I am blogging away, getting in the mood. Not too early, but not too late I pour myself a glass of wine. I am enjoying my wine and my 'entertainment' when G gets home. It becomes clear he is in a piss poor mood, for whatever the reason...I try and engage him a couple of times without much success...then he comes in and talks to me enough to think, "ah, it's going to be ok" .

Ahhh, what a rollar coster ride... it becomes clear to me, he is just simply not interested in sex tonight....fine, I think...it happens, I will finish my glass of wine and go to bed, I am about half way done when he come in and apoligizes, "sorry, I played like shit and I am just taking it out on you, I am sorry, I am over it now. Come out to the garage and let's have some fun. Yeah! Once again.

Almost as soon as I come out to the garage, he is picking fights again. I try for awhile, but soon I am out of energy, and I go inside...which is where I sit now.

What pisses me off the most, is not the loss of sex, but the up and down. I can't believe I got my hopes up....not once, not twice, but three times...fine, I am off to sleep! DISSAPOINTED!!

2006-05-25T23:33:00.000-07:00

In 'blogging around' I found any even worse 'feminist' tirade and a couple of great responses!

Seven inches of sense An awesome women's point of view.

Enjoy every sandwich A great point by poit rebuttal by a man.

For those in who 'tune' in for our sexual excapades, I am sorry I got distracted this moring, but as you know this is a subject near and dear to my heart.

The good news is G is taking the boys golfing this afternoon :) so I will have all afternoon and evening to try and catch up the blog.

But I like the garage

2006-05-25T19:22:00.000-07:00

At this rate I will never catch up...I was thinking maybe if I make my posts less detail oriented, but you know what they say the devil is in the details...

Saturday
G takes the boys to hockey and I clean house a bit, do a couple of loads of laundry, nothing spectaular. In the afternoon G and I both catch a little cat nap. We play with the boys at the park, eat dinner and just relax.

After the kids are in bed, I head out to the garage where G is puttering around. We stand around and just talk and talk, have a glass of wine / beer, listen to some tunes. G likes the garage, lol, if I am in the house surfing or watching a little TV (which I don't do too often) he will rarely come in and sit down, but if I go to 'his domain' we can talk for hours. On more than one occasion we have gotten so involved in talking and laughing that we all of a sudden look up and it's 2 or 3 in the morning! On those night sometimes we still have sex, but more often than not...we shrug it off...oh, well we still had a blast, we say. I love that we have been married almost 14 years and can still wrap for 4, 5, 6 hours straight without running out of things to say...yet we can be silent with each other, too without be uncomfortable.

Tonight as we have a little more wine and beer, and it is getting later, we start recounting the last few nights, as we get talk about our exploits we are both getting more than a little hot. Soon he is fingering me and I am stroking his cock. He puts his hand on my shoulder and gently pushes me to my knees. I take his cock in my mouth and start to suck him. Ifeelhim get even harder in my mouth. I allow him to direct my movements, faster, deeper, slower, just the head...what he says, I do. He puts one hand on the top of my head, and cups my chin with other, I move we have not done in awhile, and I call the vice grip. He pulls his prick deep into my mouth and throat. He puts his hands under my arms, and lifts me up. He bends me over the work bench and lifts up my skirt. He puts his fingers in my cunt and spreads open my lips and enters my cunt. Hard and fast he fucks me. I cum. He continues to fuck me, but it be comes he clear he isn't going to cum..."I will go take a bath," I say...."Naw, it's late, let's go to bed," he says...."but...", "it's fine.."

Sunday
Very lazy day. We play with the boys, watch some golf, nap...you get the idea. Dinner, Bath/showers for the boys. After the boys we relax in the living room and watch one of the few shows we like Cold Case we've tivo'ed it, so we're watching it a little later than it actually airs. As we watch it we know after the hot streak we have been on, we are know we are both thinking of catcting some Z's for the upcoming work week. As the show ends G says, "Come and suck me....I need to cum"...I am really ready just to crash, but I walk over to him. He has his shorts pulled down and he is lightly rubbing his cock. His balls are so distended with his built up cum, I can see he will be in some serious pain tomorrow, if I don't relieve him. One of side affects of having sex,, on a pretty much daily basis, not cuming one night can be painful. I drop down to my knees and give him a blowjob, in less than 5 minutes he is squirted his load in my mouth, he pulls out to see the last squit across my lips and face.

Up the stairs we hobble, ready to sleep for the upcoming week.

Judgement

2006-05-25T18:30:00.000-07:00

I recently read of a couple of posts that got me thinking about sexual preferences and the labels and judgements that come with those preferences. Even as sexual boundries are being expanded and as the web makes more and more people aware of what can be considered 'deviant" sex acts, the more it seems to polarize some people. Sex and sexuality brings out extremes in people. And while some of us have , I believe, a healthy 'different strokes for different folks' attitude, I am amazed at the number of people who are so rigid in their beliefs.

This blog, pervasiveness-of-porn is a classic example. It's a long blog, but the gist is in an illegally attempting to download a kids movie she got porn. She goes on the rail about the evils of porn and specifically about evils of anal sex in porn. Quite a few comments, most applauding her post and thinking. Being open minded and non judgement as I am, I am always amazed at the venom spewed at something they chose to watch. Conveinent how she glossed over the fact that she was illegally downloading the movie with the justification, "I like to watch the movie, before I buy it." Well so do I, that's why I rent it first. She thinks it is morally and ethically ok to steal, but not ok for a porn to show anal sex because it "many women will be hurt by men whose sexual education was made or at least started by this movie." Unbelievable!

I don't have a problem with her personal dislike of anal sex, hey like I said, 'different stroke for different folks'. But, I hate to break it to her the porn industry did not invent anal sex. Did it make it more common? Yes, I will give her that....but actually, I think that's a good thing.
In my own life, I was curious and attracted to anal sex long before it was prevelent in porn. I can't remember my first awareness that such a thing existed, but I can remember when I realized it really appealed to me....the same time I learned I wasn't a 'freak' for the sexual submissiveness I felt...it was while reading the Story of O . The point is no book or porn made anal sex or BMSD appealing to me, it only made me see it was possible and confident that there were other people out there enjoyed it. I say, 'don't knock till you try it'.....you never know, you might like it.

Are there extremes, certainly. We all know rape and abuse are terrible and horible things. That doesn't stop women fantasing about rape. Just look at the staggering number of 'bodice ripper' novels out there. In a debate you have to throw out the extremes.

The simple fact is, if you don't like porn, don't watch it...I already hear her, but it affecting men...trust me, most men know porn is fantasy, just as women who read bodice rippers, don't really want to be raped. Will men try and talk their wives and girlfriends into trying it, probably...but that is nothing new. Men try to talk women into sex all time and have since the beginning of time. This is just a new frontier. Consider oral sex. Oral sex was condsider deviant, now it is main stream...do men like it of course, it feels great to them. Do they try to get it as often as possible...duh. Do some women like it? Just ask Desirous . But most woman will say they really don't like it and don't do it very often. Isn't that true for just about any kind of sex? Can we stipulate that most men's sex drive is higher than most women's? How is anal sex any different? In most relationships men will ask for it and will be told no, life goes on.

On the other end of the pendulum, some people in the BSDM community look down at 'players' like G and I. I have had e-mails telling me I shouldn't use the term BSDM or submissive in my posts, because I am not a 'true' submissive. True, for me TPE (total power exchange is) out of the question. The truth is in 'real' life I am, just slightly, more dominent then G. Not that he is a wall flower...he is stong, assertive, opinionated and totally politically incorrect at times....lol...but for the most part I 'handle' the household and G likes that....and it's a good thing because I don't think I could change. On the other side of the coin, in the bedroom I like to be submissive, not just when we do BSDM, but on the whole, deferring to him and lettng him set the pace....and it's a good thing I do like that, because that is what he likes...and I know he could never change. This yin and yang is what makes are relationship work. Are there times when we disagree about household stuff, of course. Are there times we disagree on sexual stuff, of course. But with a little give and take it seems to work out.

So how can anyone sit in judgement of anything we do that makes our relationship work for us. We both enjoy sex, a lot of it and a lot of varied techniques and maybe it's just the hormones, maybe it is an addiction, but I can tell you this we don't fight very often. When we do have a disagreement we usually realise it is a fairly minor thing and let it go or if we have especially strong feelings (we can not talk politics!!!lol) we have learned to stop the argument and say, we agree to disagree and be done with it. Maybe this sounds wrong to some people, but what it boils down to for us is: Don't sweat the small stuff, is the small thing we are arguing about going to stop us from having sex? Is it worth that? Most of the time the answer is no. Don't knock it till you try it.

Sexy I Never

2006-05-23T22:55:00.000-07:00

Shamelessly bagged from A passionate man

Sexy I've Never...
Bold the ones which are true, or the ones I haven't done.

I’ve Never French-Kissed A Member Of The Opposite Sex.
I’ve Never French-Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex.
I've Never Had Sex With A Member Of The Opposite Sex.
I've Never Had Sex With A Member Of The Same Sex. I feel like Clinton...define sex , petting doesn't count, right?
I’ve Never Had A Three-Some. (only as the meat, never the bread)
I’ve Never Been In Love.
I’ve Never Had Sex In A Public Place.
I’ve Never Had Group Intercourse.
I’ve Never Been Spanked.
I’ve Never Been Tied Up.
I’ve Never Regretted Having Sex With Someone.
I’ve Never Made Out With A Stranger.
I’ve Never Gone On A Blind Date.
I’ve Never Had A Crush On A Teacher or Professor.
I’ve Never Slept With A Co-Worker.
I’ve Never Had Sex At The Office.
I’ve Never Been Married.
I’ve Never Been Divorced.
I’ve Never Had Sex With More Than One Person Within The Same Week.
I’ve Never Posed Nude. (HNT doesn't count...no other person.)
I've Never Watched Porn.
I’ve Never Gotten Someone Drunk Just To Have Sex With Them. (Think is more of a guy thing)
I’ve Never Received Scars From My Sex Partner.
I’ve Never Had Sex At A Friend’s House While They Were Throwing A Party.
I’ve Never Had Sex In A Dressing Room. (does a bathroom count?)
I’ve Never Flashed Anyone. (HNT doesn't count...lol)
I’ve Never Met Anyone From Online. (a non sex thing)
I've Never Cheated On My Significant Other. (I have never cheated on G, though)
I've Never Masturbated.
I've Never Used A Sex Toy On Myself.
I've Never Used A Sex Toy On Someone Else.
I've Never Danced On A Table Or Bar.
I've Never Strip-Teased For Anyone.
I've Never Received A Rim Job.
I've Never Given A Rim Job.
I've Never Received A Hand Job.
I've Never Given A Hand Job.
I've Never Had Sex In A Hammock.
I've Never Performed Oral Sex.
I've Never Received Oral Sex.
I've Never Had Anal Sex.
I've Never Had Sex involving a strapon.
I've Never Given/Received A Golden Shower. (And never will....)
I've Never Had Sex With Someone While Fantasizing About Having Sex With Someone Else.
I've Never Had A Sex Dream.
I've Never Had An Orgasm By Myself.
I've Never Had An Orgasm With/By Someone Else.
I've Never Had Phone Sex.
I've Never Had Cyber Sex.
I've Never Role-Played.
I've Never Played Strip Poker.

Can the CIA streak continue

2006-05-23T21:26:00.000-07:00

still trying to catch up.....

Friday

I love Fridays!! Even when tired, as I am after last night's 'session'...you know you can make it through today because here comes the weekend!!!

work, kids, life, exhaustion....

I can not believe we were up so late last night!! G calls me on the cell on my way home." I know you're tired...as soon as you get home, take a nap...I am right behind you and I will take care of the boys." The boys and I get home, I get them set up wih a snack and one of their favorite TV shows... I barely make my way upstairs when I hear G come in..."Time for the park boys," he bellows, as he comes in. Next thing I know it is 2 hours later!!! The boys have played, ate , brushed them up (their teeth that is) are and almost ready for bed. I read them a story and tuck them in. The eldest is going straight from work to a friends house for poker and to spend the night.

So the last 3 nights have been CIA night (come in ass) nights. I am not always so into anal, but the last 3 nights with such build up and pretty quick 'deliverys' have left both G and I looking for a little more. That is the plan, but life does not always go according to plan, so I am optomisically hopefull.

I have finished bathing and putting on the outfit G has laid out for me...black amour shirt again and black panties. Because it is friday, I spend some extra time on my makeup and hair. Dark eyes and red lips...full, wild hair...all the things G likes.

Our preliminaries are fairly basic. I suck him, he fingers me, he fucks me missionary, then doggy style....then he starts fucking my ass with MVP (not the name, just what G has nick named it, the best butt plug ever made)... now, my favorite, the dirty talk starts...

Do you like your ass reamed with this butt plug? Yes Master
I am pushing it in deeper and deeper! Yes Master
You made me cum too quick last night little girl. Sorry Master
Are you going to let me fuck your ass long and hard this time, slut? Anything you desire Sir
That's what I want to hear!

He grabs a chunk of my hair and pulls my head up, he roughly messages my neck and quickly attaches my dog chain around my neck. He pulls at the chain as he continues to fuck my cunt wih his prick and my ass with the plug. He clips on a dog leash (chain, of course) and delights in pulling on it at his fucks me.

He puts the leash up over my shoulder and runs it along the underside of me, so the chain runs between my pussy lips. He adjusts the chain so it hits my clit just perfectly and he holds the leather handle. He pulls his cock out of my cunt and nudges the head into my ass. Just the tip at first....then a little deeper, a little more...he feels 'secure' his cock is 'in'. He wraps the chain around the palm of his hand....then suddenly, in one swift motion, he jerks the chain, sending it deep into the folds of my cunt and plunges his cock deep into my ass. Ahhh... it's a perfect push, pull, Each time he pushes his cock into my ass, he pulls the chain. The cold steal against my hot box, and the deep violation of my ass is amazing. Harder, deeper, faster he plunges and pulls. His cock is buried to the balls in my ass, he is fucking it as hard and as fast as my cunt. In and out, chain tight against my pussy...on and on..he fucks my asshole. I am worn out and ready to collapse, my knees are sliding and I am sinking further into the bed. He release the chain and wraps his arm around my waist. He yanks me back up on me knees, "not yet, bitch! I am not done with you!" I am back up on my knees, ass high in the air...he fucks my ass harder than ever... I hear the intesity of his moans and feel the swell in myself and I let go. I begin pushing myself against him. Grinding my ass into his cock, I feel the cum squirt deep in my bowels, I reach forward and plunge my finger into my cunt, so...I...ahh...ahh..can...cum...

I swear I am fast asleep before my head can hit the pillow.

The Eagle Takes Flight

2006-05-22T21:27:00.000-07:00

Tuesday, PartII

After the boys were finally in bed. I took a bath and went into the bedroom to see what G had laid out for me. Part of our rituals is for G to pick out an outfit for me on leave it on the bed. I really this little game. It usually, but not always, sets the tone for the evening. I have such a wide range of lingerie....from vinyl to lacy, tame to extreme, costumes, homemade and modified outfits, down to even just white cotton panties and cutoff tank tops (which my regular readers is actually G's favorite...most of the time ;). My favorite? Either of my 2 corsets (white and black)....

Anyway, G has laid out a modified (G has cut holes out for boobs to stick out) black body armor shirt (very tight spandex), pink panties and black stiletto boots. I get changed and put on red lipstick and shut out the bathroom light (our sign I am all ready to go).

G comes in and turns on all the lights. He says, he wants to be able to see my bald cunt. As he begins rubbing my mound, he says, "Ah, I have missed this bald pussy. It has been to long since you shaved completely for me." He fingers my cunt for the longest time, bringing me to almost climax over and over....stopping each time as I am just about to come. "Don't you come yet, you'll have to wait....as hard as it is for me to tear myself away, I need those sweet red lips around my cock. " He pulls me toward him and I eagerly thrust his rock hard cock into my mouth and suck him hard and deep. His breath a becoming more labored...I suck and suck....and then pull my mouth away, leaving only the tip of my tongue on the tip of his cock. I swirl my tongue around just the head. Then I pop the head in my mouth. Suddenly, I engulf his cock as far down my throat as I can at the same time I give is balls a squeeze. Deep, deep, deep and back to just the tip. I hesitate only a moment or 2...and back to deep, deep, deep.

With a primordial groan, he rolls me on my back and immediately, urgently, almost savagely buries his cock deep in my pussy. I immediately cum, but he doesn't stop, he keeps fucking me hard and deep. In a half a second pause, I move just enough to the side...and he knows...as only he can...I want him to fuck me from behind. I roll over and he wastes no time slipping his cock, well lubed from my juices in to cunt. He slows the pace as begins to finger my ass. Meeting no resistance from me he puts his (and truth be told, my) favorite but plug. * He slowly slides it in...deeper and deeper...once he has it all the way in, he brings the speed back up. His hard cock in my cock and the but plug up my ass, he fucks both of my holes harder and harder, deeper and deeper until I cum again. He slips out the but plug and places his head at my tight little hole. With all the anal sex we have been having lately, he slips in fairly quick, but with just enough resistance and pain for me to feel the total loss of control that makes me love taking his hard cock in my ass. He grabs my hips and impales me onto him. I buck my hips to meet his thrusts and he explodes into my ass.

* I have to comment on this but plug, G got for me right around Christmas time. We have had (or tried to have) anal sex with varying degrees of success over the years....even though I had a 'favorite dildo' it didn't always work. G would open me with it, and I would feel ready, but when he would try to enter me, it would be just too painful....If we were on a 'streak" and he would start working my ass every night, it would usually take at least 3-5 days, before any 'serious' attempt could me made, and even then it was more get it and cum...NOW!!! lol...

All that changed with 2 magically elements. The first was the right lube, elbow grease. That improved the 'success' rate...then the true magic G found the perfect but plug. Pink and a little soft, but not too soft, big enough to open me up for him...but not too big. At first he named the but plug Mr. Pinky, but now he calls it MVP. He has a nightly ritual, setting up the bedroom; putting out my outfit, getting any toys ready that he thinks he might want (during the day the are in a locked tool box...just in case), and he lubes up MVP (just in case). As you have may have read it has been a hit and when ever the mood strikes (both of us...he always waits for the ok from me) we have been good to go....and the amazing thing is now I really like it!!! Before it was always the submission to it I liked rather than the actual act...but now...watch out!

Another CIA day?

2006-05-22T21:23:00.000-07:00

Still catching up

Thursday

What is CIA? It is acronym G made up for his calendar, can you guess?

Another work at home day, yeah!! I am swamped and even though I am home, I barely have a moment to breathe...but no commute. I get to sleep in, and G gets to sleep in a bit, since I can drop the kids off.

Middle man walks little man home, since I am there waiting...saving even the trip to daycare. I do the Donna Reed milk and cookies after school thing. Get them started on their homework and wrap up work. I quickly pick up the house a bit and start dinner. Do you ever get tired of cooking the same old, same old...I sure do, so tonight I...roast a duck. My kids are adventurous, and will eat pretty much anything and everything.

As the boys play and dinner is cooking I sit down on the sofa to rest a moment...about 45 minutes later I am awakened by the phone...nice little cap nap, instead of the commute home...gotta love that!

On the phone is G, the landscaper is coming by to show us the plans for the front yard. I finish dinner and sit the kids down to eat just as G and the landscaper show up. We had a huge pine tree fall during a rough storm, destroying our whole front yard...bummer. The new yard is going to look nice, but is way more expensive than we would like...oh! well! what can you do.

By the time the we finish with the landscaper the boys have finished eating, and cleaned up the table and dishes, such good boys:)

I read little man a story, make sure backpacks and homework is ready to go for the morning and off to bed for the boys. Although my oldest is 17, he usually goes off to bed with the younger 2 at 9. He, obviously doesn't sleep, but closets himself away to 'do homework' (ie: talk to his girlfriend on the phone and play video games). It is fine, as he gets fairly good grades and is already accepted and ready to head off to college in August (yikes!), and it gives G and I some alone time.

G brings me a glass of wine, and as I raise my eyebrows, he chuckles, "just relax, I need your advice and thought we could just relax and talk awhile". We head out to the garage, his favorite thinking area. There is a family problem going on with his brother and as we brainstorm about that, other subjects keep coming up. We find ourselves bird walking through numerous ideas, problems and topics, all the while my glass of wine never seems to be empty.

Before we know it is after midnight. I am feeling pretty good, and although I should go off to bed, I offer no resistance as G pulls me to him for a deep, probing kiss. He spins around and says, "Are you going to be a good girl tonight?" I know immediately he wants to take control....yum! "Yes, master," I answer. "Good," he murmurs in my ear and he reaches into his pocket and pulls out the dog chain we use occasionally. He fastens the chain around my neck and locks it on. "Go take your bath and make sure to touch up that cunt, I want it silky smooth."

After my bath, I put on the outfit he has laid out. Another modified body amour shirt, white this time and white silk panties. I put on G's favorite bright red lipstick and wait for him to come upstairs.

As he opens the door, I hear him take a gulp of breath. It has been sunny the last few days and already my olive skin is starting to get it's summer glow, made even more noticeable by the white on white attire he has chosen. He practically leaps on the bed. His hands are everywhere. He caresses my body; my legs, my arms, my ass. He kisses me passionately. He pulls his hand through my hair. He roughly squeezes my breast, only to decide he should devote his energy to my cunt. He fingers my cunt, not so much lovingly, but urgently. Back to my breasts, where he pinches and teases them so hard, I find myself gasping out for air more than once. On and on this continues, until just a quickly and violently he began, he stopped. He laid back on the bed and cupping the back of neck, he forced my mouth down around his swollen member. he continued to hold my head as he face fucked me. Again, on and on he relentlessly pounded my mouth and back of my throat. I thought he was going to come. He pulled me off the bed, and tumbled me over the edge of the bed. Without warning or preamble, he thrust his cock deep into my cunt and the butt plug deep in my ass. I bury my face in a pillow to muffle a scream of pain and pleasure, I am cuming... He pumps me harder and harder. I can't believe how long he is lasting... I can't believe how long I am lasting. "Rub your clit," he barks, I no sooner touch myself when I can feel the wave building... I start to cum...G yanks out the plug, and dives deep in my ass with his cock. He explodes on contact and I can fell his hot cum fill my ass.

As we both collapse on the bed, he continues to rub my cunt, Exhausted I try and pull away. "I wanted to fuck your ass longer tonight slave...but you got me too excited, you'll have to make it up to me tomorrow!" As visions of cocks in my ass dance in my head, I drift off to sleep.

Yes, CIA ....is: come in ass, and in case you were counting that's 3 nights in a row.

The Eagle has Landed

2006-05-22T20:15:00.000-07:00

From last Tuesday:

Tuesday is one of my work from home days, and as you can imagine...I love it! My commute is so long it is like adding 2 + hours to my day :) Plus being able to run errands on my lunch hour, etc is so amazing.

G loves it when I shave my pussy completely bald, which I think is sexy too, but in the real world it is hard to keep up, so I don't do it all the time...but since I had some extra time I decided to surprise him.

On my lunch hour I took a bath and shaved my pussy. Feeling the cool sharp steel along my pussy lips, carefully shaving every last hair away. I put on a skirt (but no panties) and a tank and 'back' to work I 'went'.

It is so amazing to feel the touch of the fabric rubbing against my cunt. Feeling the occasional breeze against my bare skin and extra friction is awesome. Just that little subtle reminder of sex while going about my day really gets me turned on makes me anticipate the night.

I continued working and enjoying my baldness until the boys got home from school. Snacks and homework and I finish up my work day. I do normal household stuff; laundry, picking up the house, etc while trying to put away thoughts of sex.....but my shaved cunt under my skirt keeps reminding me. The pressure against my slit as I lean across the washing machine to put in a load of wash in, the gentle shaking of the dryer as I fold a load of laundry....umm, must act normal...children present....I have to take Middle son to hockey, G meets us at the rink, I want to tell him about his surprise...but hold off knowing it will be so much better to show him.

Finally, G gets home....I have dinner all ready, eat, clean up...talk about our days....

Finally, as the boys start to play a video game and the older one heads off to his room, G heads out to the garage (he likes to putter....little does he know he will be puttering with me in a moment.....I give him a few minutes, put a little baby oil on freshly shaved cunt, then head out to the garage.

We small talk as he lifts weights...yada, yada, yada. At last, he ask why I have a skirt on, when today was my work from home day (usually it's just sweats or shorts)....finally, an opening..."well....' I coyly whisper and I start to raise my skirt...slowly...up from the ankles...to the knees...up over the knees when the hem reaches to bottom of my pussy a pause, just for a moment and look G in the eyes. He grins and raises his eyebrows. I pull up my skirt, "Oh, yes! The eagle has landed!" he laughs. He beckons me towards him...but I want to tease him a bit, I run my hand over completely exposed mound, slowly sliding a finger in my slit, I moan and G says, "Come here"...but I ignore him and continue finger fucking myself. "Stay there, " I tell him as I wag my dripping wet finger at him. I close eyes and hop up on the pool table, I lean back and spread open my legs to give him a good view, I continue to frig myself, until I almost, but not quite cum..finally I stop. Weights abandoned G is standing there rubbing is cock. As I walk up next to him, he greedily grabs for my pussy. "Ahhhh, it is so smooth," he sighs as he begins to rub my slit. I take a hold of his cock and rub it...abruptly I drop to my knees and engulf his cock deep into my mouth, I suck hard, fast and wildly as G grabs for my head....just as abruptly I duck from his grasp, pop up and pull up his shorts, and down my skirt.....

"sorry, gotta check on the boys..." I chuckle as I walk away. "Isn't it bed time for the boys?" he bemoans as he playfully grabs for me...I unlock the garage door (yeah, we're probably the only house where you can lock the door from inside the garage...and I bet you can guess why), I give him one last smoldering look, "you'll have to wait...."

And I am sorry dear reader...so will you. Can't believe it is so late!!!! Must get some sleep...will finish Tuesday's story as soon as I can ;)

Repeat performance

2006-05-22T19:46:00.000-07:00

Still catching up

Wednesday

Family wise, my least favorite day of the week :(
Work! Work! Work! Rush to daycare to pick up little man, home for a quick snack, get him changed into hockey gear, back on the road to meet G at the rink...back home, make dinner, help middle man with homework. G gets home with little man, we do his homework and then he takes a bath. So basically I am in the car and go, go, go from 2:45 (when I leave work) until about 8:30. Oh, well such is life with kids.

The kids head off to bed...I sit back with a glass of wine and relax. G has a beer and we catch up on work, the kids, life. It isn't long before I head off for the bath...gotta touch up the smooth mound for G.

The plan for the night, after such a hectic day, the plan is have a 'fairly' mellow night. We start off with some long, slow, deep kisses. I love the feel of G's hand running through my hair as he pulls my body closer and closer to his. I reach for his cock and am surprised he is already hard. My juices are already flowing, and he rolls on top me, and slides his cock into my pussy. With long, deep stokes he fills me , deeper and deeper. What starts out slow and loving suddenly turns into urgent need and want for both of us. Faster, deeper and harder, I turn over and enters me from behind. He rubs my clit and my juices saturate his fingers. He hesitantly begins to finger my ass..I think he expects me to stop him. But as he uses my own juices to lube my ass...it feels so amazing, I know I want this. He inserts a finger deep in my ass, he rocks it back and forth, widening that tight little hole. He adds a second finger, deeper and deeper he fucks my ass with his fingers while he pounds my cunt with his cock. When he is satisfies that my ass is wide enough he grabs the butt plug and slowly and steadily fills my ass. Even though we just had anal sex, I feel so full, I am not sure if I will be able to take G's hard swollen cock. But he continues to ram the butt plug in and out of my ass, deeper and deeper into my ass, until it is finally buried to the hilt. He starts pumping his cock faster and faster into my pussy. He matches the thrust of the butt plug to his cock, just when I think I can't take it anymore, I explode. He barely allows me to catch my breath and he quickly slides out the bug plug, and inserts the tip of his cock into my ass. Assured he is in, he thrust forward. With one swift movement his hard cock is buried to the balls into my rectum. The sudden mix of pleasure and pain is amazing. He only thrusts a few more times before he calls out he is coming, I come right along with him.

Catching up and noticing a trend

2006-05-20T22:57:00.000-07:00

Wow! I was just reviewing G's infamous calendar that inspired this blog for some help getting my 'voice' back ...... more than ever I am reminded why I wanted to start the blog. The little notes he had written about our bedroom adventures made me almost sad that I couldn't remember the details better.

One detail I did noticed in April and that has continued on in to May is we have been on an ass streak. I knew we had been into that lately (obviously...lol) but did not realize how prevalent it had been. Out of the 15 times we did it in the month, 13 ended up with G cuming in my ass! If you have read the blog in the past you know, while it is something we have done it is usually not a given in our 'normal routine'.

G and I tend to be very 'streaky'..... by that I mean, when we really get on a streak we tend to follow a similar pattern until we collapse or the streak ends.

I can't believe I am about to write this...but I have really been enjoying it, this last week has been incredible and after hot sessions Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday and Friday I found myself checking out some hot anal video clips on Saturday while G was at hockey with the boys.

I am not a prude (duh...) but usually porn sites are not a big thing for me. In fact, I had to ask G before he left for hockey, "what are the good sites again?" Needless to say, he rattled them off.
He was surprised when they got home 3 hours later and I was still on the computer...lol.

Since last week was so hot I am going to blog about those days one by one to get back in my writing stride.

Back in the Saddle

2006-05-19T10:43:00.000-07:00

Well, I am back, hopefully to stay. As I mentioned in my last post (I can't believe it was the first in 3 1/2 months, where does time go!) I hope to bring a little more balance to my writing, so I don't feel like I am such a rut....a sexy rut, but a rut never the less.

I am going to continue catching up on some of my favorite blogs and 'popping in' on a few to get my blogging bearings down....but look for some 'fun' by Saturday afternoon.

Lurking and trying to find balance.

2006-05-18T07:21:00.000-07:00

I have been away from blogging for awhile. No posting, no reading. It's hard when there are so many commitments in the 'real' world to keep up with my 'blog' world. I do enjoy it but it can be so hard to keep up and sometimes can feel like a chore. I often have rambling thoughts that I would like to log on and post about. Not just about sex, but life, love, fleeting musings....even...gasp work.

I think I disappeared for awhile because it felt , forgive me, routine to write about sex, sex, sex. I marvel at those that have such a stamina and commitment to keep their blogs up on such a regular basis. I am even more amazed by those who can keep up with multiple blogs.

I have been lurking around for a few days, and I am saddened to see some of my favorites have been empty for awhile also. But, as always with blogs just when you are mourning the loss of a favorite you seem to find 4 more to take their place. Well, not really take their place...because I feel each blog is as unique and it's owner...but as interesting to read. I have added 2 new links, Pretty Peanut and Not so Normal, who is Pretty Peanut's husband. I had read them on occasion before, but they were having some problems. Now, it seems they have found their way back to one another and have an interesting new 'hot wife' arrangement. I know that's not for G and I, but it makes for a great read. I especially like getting the two perspectives, check them out if you haven't yet.

I don't know the fate of my own blog yet. I feel like I got a bit off track, the blog was meant to be centered our sex life, but not to such exclusiveness. Sometimes, I feel I have more to share than sex, but not sure if this is the proper forum. Yet, I know I can not sustain 2 blogs....as it is obvious, I find it hard to sustain 1. I don't want to stop writing about sex, I just want to find more of a balance. Ah, balance such a simple concept, but much harder to actually achieve. Wish me luck.

Fanfuckingtastic

2006-01-30T19:44:00.000-08:00

Whew! Relief and how! As you probably know I had been feeling a little bit in a rut, but that all changed Saturday!

I had been hinting to G I needed a break away from everyday life. We have a gift certificate for a spa with great private hot tub/ sauna rooms that are awesome...but that idea went over like a lead balloon...so back to the drawing board.

On Thursday I found a special for a hotel close by...a suite with a fireplace, perfect :) I think I have said it before, one of the few perks of a teenager on the verge of adulthood is a built in sitter. The boys have hockey Sat. morning, so Sat night worked better than Fri...

G went off with boys, I went off to the hotel, I had an early check in so I got our room keys, checked out the room and went off for provisions; some fresh flowers, some yummy sushi and gourmet Chinese food (in honor of Chinese new year), a few cocktails and lots and lots of candles.

After lots of stops, packing for G and I, picking up the middle son from hockey and off to a birthday party, more stops, room set up, pick up son from before mentioned birthday party...I call from G, he is heading off to the hotel, for a soak in the hot tub! I tell him I just a few steps behind.

Dinner (takeout for the boys), last minute instructions , a few forgotten items and I am off..

YES! While I enjoy building up and the set up..I am glad to be done and ready to be alone just G and I. All my tensions melt away in the hot tub with G. Wrapped in my fluffy robe, back up to the room where G has the fire blazing and the heat on. I change into a black corset and stockings and a beautiful flowing Chinese sheer gown. I heat some of the food and set out the sushi, while we munch, drink and listen to tunes (you gotta love the ipod...5,000 songs...ok I have 4,832,....at your fingertips), laugh, talk and talk and talk as only we can.

Finally it is about 11:00, and I am fading, remember I work early so I am usually in bed by 9....I tell G, lets go to bed...

It is hard and furious, just what I need...missionary, from behind...G snuck in his favorite anal toy, 'little pinky'...he already had that in, but since I seem so 'in the mood', he decided to 'press his luck'. Slow and steady his slid his cock further and further into my ass. Finally all the way in he increased his speed. I reached under me and rubbed my clit....on and on he fucked my ass...definitely the longest I have ever been able to go, at least 5 minutes...he was screaming in pleasure, I frigged myself faster and faster...when I knew he was going to cum, I increased my speed and depth...finally as I felt G's cum exploding into my ass, I came, myself...spent, I rolled over and promptly fell asleep.

Ahh, a nice long sleep, late breakfast and finally back home to reality, but much more relaxed and satisfied.

On the Hunt

2006-01-24T22:08:00.000-08:00

Still trying to brainstorm ideas for something new and different for G and I to try. I have been reading so many blogs and porn sites for ideas, I almost feel over exposed.

G was tired last night and wanted to go to bed early, so I was a bit disappointed ...I was really ready for some hot sex, I even tried to wake him up this AM for a quick before work...oh, well best laid plans, do not always lead to getting laid...lol...

If anyone has any suggestions, I am all ears...or rather eyes.

Although, I did find any tips for us (yet), I did find 2 blogs that really highlight the angst of affairs. Both Fabulously Crazy and Will She be back are well written and heart wrenching. A nice reminder the cost for that rush of newness, and a good reality check for my whining about the lack of spark.

A thought provoking post

2006-01-23T19:05:00.000-08:00

Today in my spiderweb wandering, I came across an interesting post that had me caught for a long time. It is an older post so you might have already seen it. It was from Thru Blue eyes, I'm ready.

It really made me think about the blah feeling, something is missning feeling I have been experiencing.

This was my comment to the post:

Maybe I missed the 'bus', but I did not interpret your post as the others did...I didn't get the 'I am going to run out and have a red hot affair', but more of a wistful remembrance of the rush of passion and hormones that comes with new love. The singular, burning flush, the impulsive almost obsessive nature of discover.Your post stuck a cord deep in me.I have a great life...wonderful husband, good kids, good job...blah...blah...blah...but I have bemoaning on my blog that I have been feeling like something is missing, and feeling guilty that such thoughts even cross my mind. I have been afraid to pinpoint what it is, for fear that verbalizing it will make it more real, rather than a random passing feeling.Ironically, I had a dream not long ago about a brief passionate affair I had about 16 years ago, while I was married to my first husband. Logically, I know that the dream was more about that rush of feelings than the actual man. But I do think and wonder about him too. And I remember things, I have no business thinking about...the way I could tell what he was thinking (about almost any subject, not just sex) in a flash of his crinkling eyes, his laugh, his dumb jokes (especially around St.Patrick's Day), our song, the way he liked me to play with his curling hair at the nape of his neck and his smell...god, I can still remember his smell.But would I change my life if he came knocking, or would I change the out come of our affair....no, never....But I do still wonder why we didn't meet before we were both married, or wonder what my life would have been like if after our affair was discovered, our paths joined instead of separated...What was the point of such an instant, deep and complete connection between the two us? Could it really be for such a short time, for something as tawdry as an affair?

What is scary to me, is how can I feel that a spark is missing, when G and I have such a good marriage and great sex. As I said, I really wouldn't trade what I have for that rush of emotions...but that doesn't mean I don't miss it. I guess what it comes down to is, even great sex can become routine...and I need to find someway to fix that.

Caught in a spider web

2006-01-23T11:27:00.000-08:00

One of the things I love about blogging is spinning a web of links, from one site to another...recommended to another....and to another and so on until you've created a spiderweb all around you. My only problem was being able to retrace my steps and find them all, finally (I know, I am a little slow) I have figured a way to create a link sidebar! Over the next few days I will be adding all my favorites! Then I can figure out why my photos have stopped showing up!

Do We Always Want More?

2006-01-22T18:06:00.000-08:00

As I mentioned in my last post I have been having a bit of writers block. In trying to find a spark for my post today, I was perusing Gs calendar (as some of you know, he keeps a desk calendar as an abbreviated journal.)

Although not a record month for us, the calender shows we have had sex 16 out of 22 days (with an early wake up call this morning). That puts us on pace for 5 times a week, with a nice variety. Some vanilla sex, some steamy sessions ending with anal sex and some ending in G coming all over my face.

So why do I feel so lack luster? I know we have a great sex life, and logically I have no reason to complain....but I am. It's a strange feeling. When I stop and look at the sheer numbers the quantity is good and if I replay any individual night, it is not a case of quantity, but not quality.
They were all great ;)

Last Sunday G surprised me with a new lacy white nightie, and we watched football, talked and laughed and ended the night we great sex. Monday I finished an outfit I had been working on for awhile, with a very 'starlet' feel in honor of the Golden Globes. I curled up my hair, over did the make up and debuted the outfit to rave reviews. We were up pretty late with a long, long session. I feel asleep pretty early on Tuesday, and the plan was for G to wake me...but he said he could tell I needed my rest, so he didn't. Wednesday was hot, hot, hot ending with G talking dirty to me while he came in my ass. He yelled so loud when he came I was afraid he was going to wake the kids. Thursday I had a business dinner, so G made it an early night and was already asleep when I came home. Friday the candles were lit, I took my bath and was in bed waiting for G....but feel asleep, I was surprised when I woke up at 4, with G gently snoring next to me...oh, well. Last night was pretty vanilla, but a great blow job for G and some much needed relief for both of us after 2 nights of no sex. Then a quickie this AM.....

So why do I feel, for lack of a better word...blah? Do we always want more? Is it human nature to strive for more? G and I have had some amazing streaks where we went days on end with sex everyday, and many times with 2 or 3 times a day. Does knowing that is possible and how great that it is set the bar too high? While, I do realize that realistically, that kind of pace is impossible to sustain, I can't help thinking a good long streak would be just the ticket out of blahsville.

writers block

2006-01-12T19:35:00.000-08:00

Well I am having a hard time picking the blog back up. Feeling a bit like, been there, wrote about that. Does anyone else run into that problem?

I have been catching up with a lot of blogs I enjoy.

The Man Nobody Knew

Dirty Filthy Princess

And finding some new ones

Random Things I can't tell Regular People

I have been commenting on some of them, but having a hard time findind my the voice for myown blog. I am sure it will come, in the mean time bear with me.

Finally some relief in sight

2006-01-08T21:30:00.000-08:00

As I am sure has been true for everyone, the last few months have been crazy!

I think I see some light at the end of the tunnel, though!

Santa has brought me a late Christmas present! a wireless laptop....and working from home 2 days a week! Yeah!

This weekend had me setting up and playing with the new computer. I finally have it 90% ready to go (just can't get the bluetooth headset to work...drat!).

One of my resolutions is get the blog back on track, and get back to regularly posting...not just about sex, but my random thoughts too....

So while I may not be post as much as would like.....watch for new posts at least on Tuesdays and Thursdays....my at home days...then I should be able to sneak in at least a bit of time :)

I hope everyone had a magical holidays and looking forward to 'seeing' everyone happy, healthy and prosperous in the new year!

M and G

An intersesting code

2005-10-10T19:45:00.000-07:00

To 'catch up' I went through G's calendar, where he jots little notes to himself. I thought it would be fun to put them down, without 'translation', then my translation and my thoughts.

9-13
9-14
9-15 Mommy's B day, too much fun
9-16 Mommy paying the price. 1/2 relief package F/B
9-17 celebrate mommy's b-day. Greek Godess. Vanilla Passion.
9-18 9 AM wake up call. 2) wild night
9-19 new toy
9-20 hookey day
9-21
9-22
9-23 no comment, but 'circle' on date
9-24 Mommy dressed to kill. Hot out. Painted those red lips.
9-25 glamour girl
9-26 Coffee table blues. All Daddy. Hot. Took one for the team.
9-27 All mommy. 2 blasts.
9-28 Beatles tune.
9-29 Vanilla sweet
9-30
10-1 Quickie AM
10-2 Mommy sick
10-3 Much needed hunger strike ended
10-4 Bust out day. Pink. Still hot out.
10-5 No comment, circle
10-6 No comment, circle
10-7 Out. Awesome.
10-8 Early AM
10-9 1/2

My comments in blue

9-13
9-14
9-15 Mommy's B day, too much fun ...lol...we had big plans, had a few drinks for my b day...then a few too many and fell asleep.
9-16 Mommy paying the price. 1/2 relief package F/B I am hung over, we lock ourselves in the bathroom (the B) and I give G a BJ and he comes on my face (the F), up to bed early for me.
9-17 celebrate mommy's b-day. Greek Godess. Vanilla Passion. G gave me a really cool greek godess nighty, very nice!
9-18 9 AM wake up call. 2) wild night Days like this are why I started the blog...and a reminder to blog in a timely fashion. From G's notes, I know we did it 3 times..but I can't remember 1 detail.
9-19 new toy Still celebrating my b day, G gave me a wicked cool glass dildo. Yes, glass...it is very pretty, as much art as sex toy.
9-20 hookey day Another 3 in 1 day :) We played hookey together. Sex in the AM, G went and played golf while I got a pedi/mani. met up for some 'afternoon delight' and a vanilla nightcap.
9-21 :(
9-22 :( :( G out of town
9-23 no comment, but 'circle' on date G puts circles on 'sex' days, for easy counting...usually has at least one comment, but not today.
9-24 Mommy dressed to kill. Hot out. Painted those red lips. I wish I could remember what I was wearing! Hot out means wild night ;) Painted those red lips means he came on my face.
9-25 glamour girl Dressed up again, other than that I don't know.
9-26 Coffee table blues. All Daddy. Hot. Took one for the team. This night I remember....we have been looking for something that is the perfect height for G to stand behind me. As much sex as we have and not 'getting any younger' G's knees get sore somethimes (ah, the price you pay for good sex). I was kneeling up on the coffee table and G stood behind me. My knees were killing me and my upper back/shoulder was getting a cramp...ugh...but I could tell it was 'rockin' his world' so I was quiet...he got off great, but none for me :(...but...
9-27 All mommy. 2 blasts. he made it up to me...2 awesome O's for me :)
9-28 Beatles tune. 'come together'
9-29 Vanilla sweet Self explanitory, I think ;)
9-30 I am sick :(...getting a cold
10-1 Quickie AM quicky in the AM..good thing, getting worse! stay in bed and resting on the sofa most of the day because of my cold (well in between loads of wash and making G's favorite; chili verde)
10-2 Mommy sick Really out of it today...sick, sick, sick
10-3 Much needed hunger strike ended This comment cracks me up! After a 1 day break, and sex 8 out of the last 10 days, G is saying he has had a hunger strike! lol! Guys, please tell him how lucky he is...hunger strike my butt!
10-4 Bust out day. Pink. Still hot out. I wore the pink cut out shirt :)
10-5 No comment, circle vanilla sex day
10-6 No comment, circle ditto
10-7 Out. Awesome. We have a night out :) We try to do a night out every couple of months. We 'met' at bar (pretending to be strangers) had a couple of drinks, awesome dinner out and spent the night at a hotel
10-8 Early AM Still at the hotel....awesome height leather chair, facing huge mirror...very nice, relax in the hot tub and another quick before leaving the hotel...that night; best made plans....lots of fun, playing cards, music, talking and laughing...but in the end stayed up too late 3 AM...by the time we went to bed, we went to bed.
10-9 1/2 Even though we were up late, I got up early and took the boys to the farmers market and haircuts (picture day tomorrow), off to bed early...but G is "starving" so I give him a quick hand job and we are asleep by 10

Hello from the hectic household

2005-10-10T18:51:00.000-07:00

Wow, I know I have been 'missing in action' for awhile . It has been busy, busy, busy. I was on a rotating shift at work, which throws everything out of whack. It really made me appreciate how fairly smooth our family usually runs, and realize that it is a tightly woven puzzle, change just one piece and it is a struggle to make the rest of pieces form a picture since 'something had to give' it had to be the blog.

But, I am back on my normal schedule, for at least the next 3 weeks :)

Tonight G and I are going to watch some MNF (being Tivoed right now), kids are fed, homework done, 2 loads of wash done, house picked up and work out done. Time to sit down with a glass of wine of wine, the laptop, and G's 'highlight calendar' and catch up (at least on the highlights) of the last month while we watch the game.

busy day, but great sex

2005-09-12T22:00:00.000-07:00

Another busy day.

I woke up early, only to be pulled back to bed. We fuck hard and fast. We went at it missionary for a long time and I am so close to cuming for so long...I am almost at the pain point.

I turn over on my hand and knees. I buck wildly as G fucks me from behind. I cum. But instead of a hard burst, as usual in waves 1,2, 3...different, but still good.

I get up and get moving. He asks me to get him at 9:30. I come downstairs, thinking I can have a few minutes to myself. The dryer is still out, yuck! The plan for the day is a good bit of cleaning and catching up on all the laundry that has piled up. Even though it means bringing the wet clothes to the laundry mat. Alas, the boys are up soon. So we start cleaning up, and I start breakfast. I make breakfast quesadillas with fresh tortillas, yum :).

We eat and continue cleaning. We get G up at 10 (decide he needs a little more sleep, after our late night). Long story short....many loads of wash (and trips to the laundry mat) later, lots of dusting, scrubbing and vacuuming, we take a lunch, and a swim break. When we are finally done in the afternoon we all take a nap.

We start watching the Tivo'ed games, eat dinner, put the kids to bed.

Yeah, time to catch up on the blog. I bring the laptop into the living room, so I can watch the games and type. We stay up later than we should, but oh, well.

I take a shower, instead of bath (in the interest of time) G has a white panties, cut off tank and stockings ready for me. We head upstairs, G is excited about playing with his new toy, again ;)

This time he has me face him with my rear against the bed, I arch my back over the bed and he first whips my tits and then my bald pussy. The smell of the new leather fills the room.

G turns me over, and uses the new whip on my ass. I have to admit, as I said before, I never thought I would like the cat o' nine tails...but I am glad we took a chance and got it, it is pretty cool doesn't doesn't hurt at all, and leaves no marks...I am sure you could make it hurt, but with us, that is not really goal ;)

Finally, G tires of his toy and puts his cock in my cunt, with are both so excited, it only takes a few minutes before I cum, and G is ready to. I reach down and squeeze his balls, and this sends over the edge.

Ah, peaceful sleep.

Blog is caught up

2005-09-11T23:38:00.000-07:00

Hello,
Sorry for not posting the last few days. Life has been hectic, as it can be at times. Barely have had time for sex (but we made time for it), let alone write about it.
The blog is finally caught up. I dated the posts as they usually are (the day after events occur), for ease of reading. Start reading at 9-8-05 for the latest updates.
Thanks…ttys

Ren Faire

2005-09-11T22:24:00.000-07:00

I love the Renaissance Faire! The boys and I have been going for the last 3 years. All the boys love it and have friends that love it too (now, that we have brought them). G, every year has said, “this year I am going”, only to not go, change his mind or have something come up…this year was no different. For the last 2 months he said he was going, but the night before told me and the kids he did not think he was going. We were partly disappointed, but not surprised and partly relieved. After all we loved it, what if he thought it was stupid.

I woke up early, and made myself go back to sleep. When I awoke again at 7, I started to get up but G, pulled me back to bed. After missing last night, it did not take either of us long to cum. G came all over my tits, he knows I prefer that he doesn’t cum inside of me in the morning (sorry, maybe to much TMI…but women know, you just drip, drip, drip all day..that’s not fun). After, I am surprised when he says, “I am coming to the faire”

We head off, 2 cars, lots of costumes, and 1 faire ‘virgin’ ….it is not too far, but not just around the corner and 35 minutes later we are surprise to find 1 of the main roads is closed. We get (slightly) lost, a short delay, back on track…and still arrive just a few minutes before opening.

Great day, lots of fun. Games, shows, crafts and good food! G loves it and even wants a costume. He also finds a new toy for us. We, finally head home, exhausted, but still excited from all the fun.

Everyone, G and I included, take a nap. We feed the boys dinner, play a bit , boys up to bed.

G tries on his new outfit, I shower and put on an older outfit and new bodice, I got today, on…yum, we both look hot (I think). We have a few (okay many drinks) and play cards (I kicked G’s but, in case you were curious). Lots of frolic, fun and foreplay later, we head up to bed, G bends me over the bed and yanks up my skirt. He gets out his new toy a blue leather cat o’nine tails. The smell of leather hits my nose, just as the leather hits my ass. I wasn’t sure about this toy when G bought it this afternoon, but it feels great. He whips my ass, my thighs, my pussy. I can hardly believe it myself, when I cry out, “harder”. Harder, and faster he whips me. A few strokes having me reeling as they hit my pussy just perfectly.

He pushes me on to the bed, and in 1 quick thrusts enters me from behind, I come immediately, and then again,AND again, as he seems invigorated from whipping me and pounds me hard and deep. With a guttural cry he pumps his cum deep in my cunt.

The Streak ends

2005-09-10T22:22:00.000-07:00

Hard to believe the streak ends on a Friday night, but thus is life. After only 3 hours sleep, another hectic day, and Friday traffic hell, I barely made it home and fed the kids…I took a swim and did some exercise in an effort to wake up a bit..but alas I fell asleep on the sofa around 8, and knowing that we had an early day on Sat (Renaissance Faire) G let me sleep. He woke me up around midnight and said I am beat too, let’s go to sleep.

We went to bed and…slept. 20 day streak, not too bad.

I am sure some are wondering, when is she going to have her period….god love the 3 month pill..yes, it is fairly new, and G was worried at first, “what are you doing to your body?" But my rational was, ‘we don’t want anymore kids…what is the most it could mess up? My fertility..so?” Thus 6 months ago I started the 3 month pill. I love it! Now I have my period only 4 times a year, once every 3 months. More time for sex…lol

Are you ready for some football

2005-09-09T22:06:00.000-07:00

Yeah! Football is here! I love sports. When I was young my passion was baseball. When G and I were first dating he was amazed, he said I was the first person, let alone woman, that knew more about baseball then he. But then the 94 strike came along, Fay Vincent had already, in my opinion, started the downfall of baseball, then Bud Selig came along and completely buried it (ok I ‘ll get off my soap box and back on topic…).

G and I keep a notebook, with our picks (against the spreads) every year. Sometimes he wins, sometimes I do, but the competition and watching the games together is so much fun. Thank goodness for Tivo! Since we got Tivo, it’s even better. Our Sundays are no longer tied to the TV, we Tivo the games and then Sunday afternoon and evening we catch up. Sans commercials, time outs, etc we can watch a game in just over an hour (and pause if we need to do something with the kids).

Anyway, I stop at the mall trying to find, in about 20 minutes, that elusive last piece of my surprise for G, for tonight. To the fabric store for a another detail for the surprise. Success! Off to pick up little man, We get through homework and dinner (usually cook on Thursday, but in honor of the game, throw a frozen pizza in.
My surprise for G has some personalization needed, so I do some sewing while the kids eat and G works out.

I am excited, not only about the game, but the surprise I have for G. We watch a bit of the game (tivo’ed, of course)….FINALLY, all of the kids are up to bed. We pause the game and I take a shower and change into my surprise, G opens a beer and pours me a glass of wine…

Out I come, dressed as a Pats cheerleader (I think I have mentioned G is from the Boston area). The cutest, tight, spandex cheerleader outfit! Full make up and fluffy hair. And white vinyl boots. (My last minute adds…I had been trying to find the boots used (how often do you need white vinyl boots, but as you know broke down and bought them…and the outfit was blue and white, so I added some red sequin ‘ribbons’, thus my last minute sewing, in was all worth it…)

G’s eyes popped out when I came out of the bathroom, we sat down to watch the rest of the game.. We both had some drinks, watched the game (with many pauses for sucking and kissing and touching).

Finally we headed up to bed, the top of my costume came of, but my the boots and short skirt stayed on as G bent me over the bed and begin knead my ass, he fingers me, first my cunt, then my ass. G told me later, with the ‘liquid’ lubrication, he couldn’t believe how deep up my ass and cunt he had his fingers. On to the bed I climbed. G mounted me from behind, and as he began to fuck me hard, he grabbed the boot heels and pulled them up. He held me ‘wheel barrel” like and plowed me deep. I came and came again. He turned me over and I sucked and rubbed him. He came…all over me, he came so much, for a change I was glad it was not down my throat. There was so much cum, you would have thought he had not cum in a month. I feel asleep, with my skirts and boots on, after 2 AM.

Another casual day

2005-09-08T21:04:00.000-07:00

Another crazy, busy day at work, with no end in sight. So, please bear with me as my daily blog updates will be delayed at times.

Wednesday was another was another quiet but satisfying night. I have a little surprise for G for tonight so I wanted to get some rest.

Lots of household stuff to deal with; trying to get the damaged dining room furniture replaced, the dryer is not working. With the little one in kindergarten, his homework is homework for me too.

I left work late, again, so more traffic :(. Went to goodwill (missing 1 element for my surprise for G tomorrow), got little man, went home , got the boys dinner (yeah, leftover night), pick up the house, homework and baths and bedtime for the little ones, catch up the blog…whew, ready to relax.

I sit down on the sofa to read some magazines (one of my guilty pleasures) and promptly fall asleep.

G wakes me up about 11 and we head upstairs, another slow, sensuous session. Sorry for the lack of detail, but not much to tell. Our standard, casual; missionary, doggy, fun :)

Slowing down, but not stopping

2005-09-07T20:50:00.000-07:00

Sorry for the delay...usually I can get in a few minutes at work, but too busy the last few days!

Let's see...

Monday was a very relaxed afternoon for you, again. Knowing a would have a very full day Tuesday at work, I went to bed quite early. G was not feeling 100%, so it was a good rest night

Tuesday was a very rushed day at work. In early, no lunch and left late. Got home and forced myself to do some exercise (swimming), cook dinner, help with homework and almost collapse.

G sent the boys to the park (gotta love day light savings). We went upstairs and made love very slowly. Lots of kissing and whole body caressing. Very tender sex, a nice change from the rough, rabble house sex of late...well, almost, there was one part where we were doing it doggy style and G was still and I was rocking in to him, faster and faster. Very nice.

I was 'tucked in' by 8! Yes 8! I read a bit, boys came home and came in to say goodnight. Little one and I: lights out at 8:30.

I was up early again. I had lots of great, sexy dreams...just getting ready for tonight....

Where's my mojo

2005-09-05T19:31:00.000-07:00

I know after all the great sex I have had lately I shouldn't whine... but I'll indulge just a bit.

Yesterday was a very lazy day; relaxing, reading, swimming, napping.

Last night was great, but a bit disappointing at the end. G and I had a lot of foreplay 'interludes' while I played on the computer, as we have been the last couple of weeks. When we went upstairs I asked he to tie me to the bed and leave me withering for awhile. I like this tension and waiting, but we don't do it very often....and now I remember why....

G tied me up, all four limbs stretched out to the four posts on the bed and put the ball gag and blindfold on. He gave me a good hard spanking and finger fucked my cunt, getting me very hot. He attached the metal leash to my collar and pulled the metal down the crack of my ass, through my cunt and pulled the end out so that the handle stuck out just beyond my hip. This was new and awesome! The cold steel along my hot ass and slit felt so good as he pulled the handle. I could have almost cum right the. Then he left the room...

While he was gone it was great for me to whither there anticipating his return and all of the wonderful things he was going to do. Every time I moved my head the chain would grind into my ass and pussy, delicious. When he came back he played with the chain some more and slid his hands under my chest to play with boobs. He untied me and took off the gag and I sucked him and we tried to fuck in 2 or 3 positions, but...

It just wasn't 'happening' for G....now I remember why we don't do this...even though it is great for me. I have no problem keeping the sexual tension going, as I am tied up, with all these lovely reminding me. But when he is downstairs, just waiting, it is hard for him.

Eventually we ended up on the floor...when it was clear he was going to cum, I took matters into my own hands, literally. With a firm grasp, and my mouth got him to cum in my mouth, but no relief for me ;(

We slept until 11, you know we were wiped out! And who can blame us, 30 times in the last 15 days, without a day off. I was disappointed, but not surprised when G said he was not 'hungry' at all when we woke up. I got up and went into the bathroom...I was surprised when I walked back in and G was stroking his hard cock and said, "Shut the door and get down and the floor." I chuckled but did it. I was more surprised when he came up behind me and immediately entered me with one deep thrust, he grabbed my hips and buried himself the rest of the way. Fast and furious he fucked me, until he came...I am glad he came, but where is mine? I think he may have some making up to do tonight!

Finally, catching up on some sleep

2005-09-04T10:53:00.000-07:00

Well yesterday was a very full day. I got up super early (mainly because I couldn't sleep) and started cleaning out the dining room. As I mentioned, we got some new dining room furniture. Since it hardly gets used, our dining room tends to be the 'dumping ground' for projects and things that don't quite fit anywhere else. I cleaned everything out, removed all the dishes from the old cabinet, got the old furniture (as much as I could) out, and scrubbed the carpet in the heavy traffic areas and spots on my hands and knees and then used the steam cleaner to get out the water/cleaner up, and went over the whole room with the cleaner....Whew. Typing it out it does seem like much, but it took me about 7 hours.

In the meantime G had gotten up and moved the rest of the furniture out. We started unloading the crates from the van. We knew the box with the table had been damaged (we took pictures), but when we could hear the rattle of glass in the cabinet box...augh! Indeed, the china cabinet has pains broken and the mirror is smashed. Thank goodness we wanted the new stuff for for Thanksgiving, so we have plenty of time to deal with the exchange. We were going to just touch up the table, but as long as the cabinet has to be picked up, they can just do both!

Finally, took a break and ate a late lunch. I was exhausted, so G said go take a nap. He took the kids to park and I got some shut eye. When I woke up we all went swimming, and ate dinner.

The younger 2 were pretty tired from their long night on Friday and busy day, so they went to bed early. The older one came home from work and went straight to bed. I caught the blog up, then went out to the garage. I told G, "Even with the nap, I am fading fast. I am going to take my bath." After my bath, I put on a silky short slip, G had laid out.

I went downstairs, G was ready to go right back up stairs. Since we were both a little emotional drained from the disappointment of the furniture debacle we had a nice languid 'session'. Lots of sensual, mutual rubbing and caressing. I was on my back and G put his cock in my pussy. He lifted my legs straight in the air and held my ankles. Slow and steady he fucked me. He turned me over and entered me from behind, where he continued the slow and steady pace, until I finally came. After hearing my release, he came himself.

It was nice to be in bed and 'tucked in' (another of our euphemisms) by 11. I feel fast asleep as G went downstairs. He came to bed at 1:15 (told you he is a night owl, so that is actually pretty early for him). He began rubbing my tits and ass, and we had a very quick, quickie and back to sleep. I couldn't believe it when I woke up at 5:15 and he was rubbing me again. For once I pushed him away..."No, need more sleep...if I wake up now I will be up for the day." knowing that was true, he relented and we both went back to sleep until about 9:30. A miracle for me...Yeah!

Another day, another shirt

2005-09-03T20:13:00.000-07:00

G and I both got off work at little early. He bought the delivery van home from work, because we had some new dining room furniture delivered to his work. The little guy loves the big van so G picked him up. I came home picked up a bit and we ate dinner. My oldest son left for his date and the younger 2 went to play at a friends down the street.

I sat down at the computer to "surf". G brought me in a glass of wine. He puttered in the garage and I continued to surf, when I could. With the house to ourselves, there many interruptions...lol.

G went and got the kids and they went straight to bed, as it was already past their bed time . Oldest son came home after dropping his girlfriend off and was only home a few minutes when he asked if he could spend the night at a friends house. I made a quick call to make sure the girlfriend was indeed at home, and he headed out again.

I took my bath, shaving my legs and cunt, as I do every night. G had an interesting outfit picked out for me. Another shirt he had retrieved from the donate pile. He had, of course applied some handiwork to it again, and a pair of panty hose...hmmm

I got dressed and went downstairs (pausing just long enough to take the pic), G put my collar on, and pulled me right back upstairs. He had me stand up straight and he pulled my arms behind my back and handcuffed me. He put the ball gag on me and turned me around and began to lavish my exposed breast with some serious attention. With my arms pinioned behind my back my chest was thrust out and my boobs just begging for attention. First one then the other, he sucked, pinched and bit my nipples, until the were engorged and swollen and sore.

But he wasn't done yet, he got out the nipple clamps. He pinched the clamps on and pulled on the chain. he got out a weight and attached it to chain...augh...too much I was whimpering and moaning, as much as could with the hard rubber ball distending my mouth. G knows me so well that even with the ball gag on, he could tell it went to far over the pain/pleasure line and he took the weight off. He bent me over the edge of the bed, and spread my legs wide. He made a cut in the pantyhose up the crack my ass. He spread my ass wide and begin fingering that tight little hole. He got out my favorite dildo and after lubing in up, slow and steady he pushed that thing so far up my ass, I thought I was going to split. He fingered my cunt and made sure I was nice and wet. With dildo still rammed up my backside, He led me to foot on the bed, where he had put a small 'student' desk. He bent me over the desk and crushed my chest on to the cold desk surface. I felt the nipple clamps bite into my tender nipples even more from the pressure of being smashed into the hard surface. He got behind me and while fucking my ass with the dildo, he buried his cock in my pussy. Alas, the desk was too low (best made plans) and had me crawl to the bed. He removed the ball gag and had my suck his hard cock, using the chain on the nipple clamps to pull me closer. He removed the nipple clamps and had me bend over in the favorite ass high position, and he began fucking me hard and deep. We have a new mattress and it stinks ( another story for another blog)...but soon, we moved to the floor.

Once on the floor, I resumed the favorite ass up position. He pushed my head and chest all the way down and entered me hard, deep and fast. He pulled my hips and thrust himself faster and faster. The friction on my tender nipples was amazing! As my climax built he pulled out the dildo, I exploded. G was not far behind, he pulled my hips hard again and again until he release his cum deep inside me.

I took off the pantyhose and shirt (strange to undress after sex). and crawled into bed and a peaceful slumber.

Well, at least until this morning. Although I wanted to sleep in I awoke at the still dark out, horrid hour, that I wake up for work. I tried to go back to sleep...no luck, I slid out of bed quietly and began my day.

You said you wanted it in the morning

2005-09-02T20:50:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was still busy at work and about to get busier, so I am looking forward to the 3 day weekend! Not too hectic with the family. My oldest son’s Ipod conked out (again), so I met him at the electronics store. The replacement policy is in my name. That was the best $ 40.00 I have ever spent. You go in with the broken one and walk out with a new one. He was happy as a clam, they upgraded the Ipod, to a color screen Iphoto. He went to pick up the little guy from daycare for me. I went home and started the laundry, made dinner and helped the middle guy with his math homework (boy, it’s been a long time since I had to do algebra). I got two loads of laundry done before G got home and he took over. He did 2 more loads…yeah! Now we shouldn’t have to do any over the long weekend. The oldest came in with a puppy dog look on his face, “I know I am suppose to baby sit tomorrow night, but I have to work Saturday night and Sunday night, so I really want to go out with ***(his girlfriend)” G and I exchanged defeated looks. We had been planning on going out, and ‘meeting’ (pretending to be strangers) at a bar. I love that role play and we haven’t done it for a long time. Oh, well! What can you do? G told him, yeah that was fine.

Bath / showers for younger 2, get them off to bed. Surfed a bit, but not too long, as the oldest wanted the computer to load his Ipod. I went to watch a little TV, something I rarely do (other than sports). I felt myself nodding off, I went to tell G if I fall asleep, still wake me :)

I woke with G pulling my boobs out of my shirt. If you saw my shirt yesterday, you could probably tell it was pretty easy access. He rubbed my boobs and played with my nipples for a few minutes, “Go take your bath and I made you a shirt.” He had taken one of our middle son’s old white t-shirts, recently added to the ‘donate’ box in the garage and cut 2 holes out for my boobs. I took my bath and squeezed into the shirt (you can imagine how small it was, as in was too small for our 11 year old) and pulled my tits through the holes. It looked really good. My skin is pretty olive and my nipples pretty brown, so the contrast with the white shirt was nice.

I went downstairs. G admired his handiwork, “I knew that was going to work perfect.” We sat on the couch, and kissed, and he enjoyed pulling on my tits sticking out from the shirt. He had me lay back on the couch and he began suck my right breast, then my left, then settled at the right one for a long time. Sucking on it harder and harder, making my large nipple swell even more. He began to bite the nipple. Gently at first, but the harder and harder, using his teeth the pull my nipple away from chest. He slid his hand to my cunt, which was already wet. “Let’s go to bed,” he whispered in my ear.

Upstairs, he had me lay on back as he lavished more attention on my boobs. “Get on all fours, so I can see your tits hang through the shirt.” I moved to my hands and knees, he adjusted my big boobs through the little holes. He slowly slid his cock in my pussy, he was rock hard and soon I was cuming (I have to say, I usually do not have a problem cuming…but don’t normally have as many orgasms as I have been the last few weeks. I think having so much sex, thinking about it and writing about it has me on edge so much, it doesn’t take me much to start cuming and cuming). He continued to increase his speed, I came twice more. Needless to say it was getting pretty wet. G pulled out and laid on the bed. I licked and sucked him clean. I tightened my hand around his cock and pumped tighter and tighter, leaning over him with my tits still sticking out from the shirt. “Where do you want to come? Down my throat or on my face?” Why do I bother to ask…”Down your throat,” he groaned. I continued to stroke his rigid prick, as the room was filled with his groans, “I am going to come!” I took him in mouth, and continued to suck, as his cum filled my mouth and slid down my throat. I rolled away from him and pulled of the tight shirt and fell fast asleep.

This morning as I was just beginning to wake up, G started rubbing my ass. I had two voices in my head, the first said, “for two mornings in a row I wanted it, and now I could just use the extra sleep.” The second voice said, “Ah, but you know as soon as he starts fucking you, you’ll be glad.” So true, so true…sleep? Sex? Sleep? Sex? SEX! I rolled on my back. I think G sensed my hesitation, because before you could say ‘Jimmy cracked corn’ his cock was buried deep in my pussy. As he filled me with that morning hard cock, I lost myself in waves of pleasure…here we go again. After I came, he flipped me over and into the ass high position…man, he was so hard and it felt so good…I came again. He continued to fill me for a few more minute, but soon pulled out and stood up, “ah, I don’t think I can come.” I reached out for him, and coaxed him back to bed, “let me try”. Almost like a flashback from last night, I began to pull on his cock, tightening my grip and the friction until I knew he was about to come. I put my moist mouth around his cock. He grabbed his pillow and pulled it to his mouth. As I continue to suck his cock he let out a primal scream into the pillow and I drank down his cum. Off to work for me, and back to sleep for him.

Impatient

2005-09-01T20:55:00.000-07:00

Because of my little morning tirade, I will spare you any domestic stuff. After my bath last night, G and I went upstairs. We were kissing and he was rubbing my body all over and all of sudden I had to have it. It was not what he wanted, but it’s hard to ignore some one saying, “fuck me, fuck me, please, fuck me now. I need your big, hard cock right now.” So he did; missionary and doggy, with a huge relief I came. He pulled out and spanked my ass, “You naughty girl, you can’t wait! Stand up.” I started to get off the bed, “No, stand up on the bed, and grab the rails.” (we have a huge four poster bed…I will take a picture when I get home and post it).

I stand on the bed and grab either side of the rails, it’s really a stretch. G ties my hands to the rails with some black stockings, so I can let go of the rails. He pulls my legs out, so I am standing spread eagle on top of the bed with my hands hanging from the top. He gets out the strap and starts slapping my ass. Harder and harder he swings the black leather strap he loves. When my ass is nice and red, he expands his strokes. No part of my body is spared. He strikes my breast, my thighs, my cunt, back to my ass. I am twisting and turning as his blows continue to pepper my body. The pleasure of the humiliation is exquisite. I am gasping and moaning. I can almost cum, but not quite.

Finally he unties me and throws me on the bed. Fast, deep and hard he fucks me from behind with my head on the bed, and my ass high in the air. I cum. He increases his speed, “I am going to cum again,” I call out. He rams me even hard and faster. We both explode at once and collapse to the bed. I think I am asleep in less than 2 minutes, with a huge smile on my face.

I tried for a quickie this morning. Out of the shower, panties in hand, I rub G’s hand softly. He stirs and smiles, “Morning,” he murmurs. “Are you hungry?” I ask. “mmm…yes,” he answers, but does not move. “More sleepy than hungry, though?” I ask. He says, “Yes,” as he rolls away and goes back to sleep. Drat! Oh, well there’s always tonight.

MWS saves the day...or not

2005-09-01T19:02:00.000-07:00

A couple of people e-mailed me and asked how G and I made time for all this sex, and how we kept the desire there.

In my mind, I started mulling this over. A future blog started rumbling around my brain. My initial response would have been, "My top five things that I think are important to making our relationship work are not even sexual." I sat down to begin writing. I laugh at the vision in my head. I imagine myself a sex super hero. Can't you just see it, a husband begging for sex, the wife whining, "But honey, I'm too tired." In flies MWS, "Try these ideas"...flash forward a week later and the couple are going at it over the back of the couch, they look up and flash a thumbs up, "Thanks MWS, you saved our sex life!" Yes, I could help people! I begin writing, my fingers flying over the keyboard with enthusiastic zeal; after all I was making the world a better place...

You've got mail

"My husband showed me your blog last night, first let me tell you just what I told him, its fiction! Nobody with a family has that much time for sex. Even if you could convince me you did (but I doubt you can), my biggest question would be why? Why would anyone want to have sex that much?"

Screech! MWS goes from a triumphed flight in the sky to crashing into a trash bin.

I forgot the first rule you can't help people if they don't think they have a problem. Before you flame me, I do realize some people are perfectly happy having sex once a week or once a month or not at all. Some people...but not me, and I think, if the will admit it to themselves, not most people.

Obviously, sexual dysfunction and low sex drive are not only big news, but big business, not only in the US but throughout much of the world. And while I certainly empathize with those who have a physical problem or have psychological trauma affecting their sex drive. But to be honest, G and I both feel a big part of it is lack of effort.

I saw this interesting story on Yahoo. Basically it says semen contains hormones including testosterone, estrogen, prolactin, luteinizing hormone and prostaglandins that, if you don't use a condom, can be absorbed in to a woman's bloodstream. This article says this improves mood. G and I have long theorized it helps my sex drive. I know the more I get, the more I want! The article does talk about how it can be addictive.

****UPDATE****

My response to the doubting wife:

Hi,
I debated with myself whether to answer your e-mail or not, since you have obviously made up your mind already, it seemed like a waste of time. But, I finally decided you took the time to write, so I would at least write back.
I can understand you feelings of doubt and perhaps even insecurity at my life. Nothing I can say will convince you, but I will simply state that this blog is a true and accurate portrait of our life.
I will also say, like every married couple we go through our ups and downs, and we are, obviously, on a huge up swing right now.
I read your e-mail to G and he laughed, "Why? That's her biggest question. Because it's great!"
I have decided to continue to write my "five top things" that make our relationship work and will post it by the end of the long weekend.
You might try and read it, it isn't even about sex. But about what we do as a couple and a family that allows use to have the time, energy and inclination to have a great sex life.
MWS

Chinks in the Armor

2005-08-31T20:39:00.000-07:00

Yesterday morning after I was up at 3 AM, I never could go back to sleep. Just before I had to get ready for work I tried to wake G. To test the waters I rubbed his back and ass, he let out a couple of nice moans...a good sign...I started to reach around to rub his cock, he turned onto his back, allowing me better access...a better sign...I stroked his cock, it was already rock hard (love those morning hard-ons)...a great sign! Then he stopped me, "I just remembered I have a 9 AM meeting, sorry, gotta get some sleep." Drats, foiled! I reluctantly got ready and went to work. I thought I would be horny all day, but when I got to work, the phone would not stop ringing, I didn't even stop for lunch, let alone to dream about sex.

These are the days that life can really ruin your sex drive. I was swamped at work, traffic (both ways, was hell), I was late getting in and getting home took me an hour and 20 minutes. I had to stop by the store for milk, etc. and the lines are really long. The kids (older ones) call on the cell, "where was I? Could their friends come over and swim when I got home." It was a cooking night (I only cook on Sunday, Tuesday and Thursday more on this later). I got a little lift when I read a great post from The Man Nobody Knew, but then when I went to pick up littlest guy, he got hurt at school, had to go to the office for an incident report (he is fine). Home, finally. The kids get in the pool, immediate screaming ensues (just rough housing, as a bunch of boys are want to do). Trying to not let it get me, there is only so much summer left, but a headache is building. Get dinner in the oven. Off I go to the computer room to relax and surf (and move farther away from the pool). I unwind and relax, but being awake since 3 and the day start wearing on me. After the kids are in bed, when I go to take my bath I find myself nodding off in the bath...time to get out. I go into the bedroom to get whatever outfit G has picked out for me (I have tons of lingerie and he always lays out what he wants me to wear). He has warned me, before my bath, that what he picked has somehow been ripped, but not worry, it fits in with his plans. It is a frilly, white cotton short nightie and cotton panties. I know where he is heading with this and am tempted to go downstairs and tell him, I am just too tired. Instead I go downstairs and tell him I am pooped, and I need to go to bed soon. He says, no problem, he will be ready for bed in10 minutes!

"Go upstairs and pretend to be asleep," he tells me. I do, thinking no problem, in 10 minutes, I probably will be asleep, lol. He comes up, and pins my arms down, blindfolds me, and begins setting up the scenario, "There you are, you little bitch. You little tease. Always walking by us with your short skirts, flirting with the guys, getting us hot and bothered then leaving us holding our dicks in our hands. Not this time, I am going to teach you a lesson!" He roughly pinches my nipples, "this is what you want, isn't it you cunt?" I, of course know this play and respond appropriately, "No, no.." He clamps his hand over my mouth, "Shut up, you whore, if you're quiet I won't hurt you!" He tears off the ruffle and the bottom of the gown and uses it as a gag. He tears the gown, in strategic places and molests my body. He shoves his fingers against my wet slit. He finger fucks me right through my panties, shoving the cotton into my cunt. "That's it!You pretend you don't want it, but these panties are soaked with your juice," he says and he pulls them from my legs. He wads up the panties, and take the lace from mouth. He shoves the panties in my mouth, "taste your pussy."

Knowing I am tired, he keeps it pretty brief, but also allows himself the relief of fulfilling the build up he has had in his head. He eats me outs, and fucks me missionary, while pinning down my arms. He flips me over and fingers my ass while he fucks me from behind. He pulls out and pulls me off the bed, to his favorite me on the floor, him standing over me position. "Watch as I come all over your face," he says as he squirts his load all over me. *

I didn't get off, but I am glad to go to sleep. G is a night owl, so as is normal for him, he goes back downstairs. At 1 AM, I awake, with a start. G is not in bed, did he fall asleep on the couch? I head downstairs to check. Nope, he is watching Sports center. I sit on the loveseat and watch with him (Yeah, amazing come back by the Red Sox). He laughs about how tonight was my 'chink in the armor' and his was Sunday. We laugh about how good the sex has been, but sometimes when it gets so hot like last Friday and Saturday it is hard to sustain. When fantasy and reality merge and become one, where do you go? You have to come down, if only to start building again.

He comes over to me on the loveseat and starts rubbing my cunt, "I love you shaved, and seeing you there naked with that bald pussy makes it impossible to keep my hands off you." As he fingers me, my juices start flowing and he has me bend over the arm of the loveseat where he fucks me from behind. This is not that comfortable, so we move to the floor. He fucks me hard and I cum with such force, it makes a noise (I am not kidding you). Needless to say, I am quite slippery. G pulls out and I turn around and suck him for a few minutes. He turns me back around, "I am not done with your cunt yet." He continues to plow away at me and soon I am cuming again. He cums with a primal scream and rolls off me. As he lays collapsed on the floor I watch, dreamily, he thigh muscles twitching from the intense orgasm. Ah, I think the chinks have been repaired.

Monday night part 2

2005-08-30T17:25:00.000-07:00

Our second 'session' last night was pretty vanilla, and don't think I mean that in a derogatory way. As I have said before, well we've been on the D/s kick lately, that is only 1 part of our repertoire. Can't keep the wild pace forever (at least we can't). G did put my collar on and lead me up stairs by the leash, but from there things mellowed out. We started with some mutual rubbing, sucking and caressing. I laid on my back and G entered me and pulled my legs up over his shoulders. He reached down and massaged my clit as he was sliding in and out. He was altering his pace, building the pleasure for us. Finally he increased his speed and let me cum. Then I turned over and he entered my cunt from behind. He lubed the dildo and slowly slid it in my ass. He was using the dildo more like anal beads for the steady pressure, than fucking me with it. As he increased the speed, and depth of his thrust, he could tell I was about to cum again, and pulled the dildo out. I am telling you, any woman who has not tried that, whether with beads, a but plug or a dildo, you don't know what you are missing. But I'll tell you...truly explosive orgasms! G got off the bed and I slid off the bed and sat on the floor. He loves this position for fucking my mouth I used my hands, and mouth to bring his climax down my throat.

Is there such a thing as too much sex?

2005-08-30T03:38:00.000-07:00

Well, we did have sex last night, twice :) But now that I have been awake since 3, I am wondering is there such a thing has too much sex? My mind and body are so preoccupied right now with sex, that it almost tingles. I feel restless and preoccupied.

Ok, enough whining! About last night G got home a little late from work. The kids were just finishing supper and I was in the laundry room. He said hello to the kids, how was your day...yada, yada, yada.

He finds me in the laundry room, and without a word he shuts the door and envelopes me in a passionate kiss. He reaches down, lifts my skirt and shoves my panties to the side. He begins to rub my shaved cunt. He fingers my lips and clit. He turns me around and bends me over the washing machine. It is too high, if lifts me up so my chest and stomach rest on the top, and my legs dangle down. He hikes up my skirt to my waist and removes my panties. "Spread those legs," he orders as he continues to explore my now wet slit. "I sent you an e-mail, go read it," he tells me as he give my cunt one last, deep thrust. I slide down and adjust my skirt and put the panties in the hamper.

I head off to the computer room, as he heads off to check on the boys. I hear him tell them to go to the park and run around and get some fresh air, while it's still light out (I love daylight savings time). I have opened his e-mail and it's not his normal style e-mail but just a list of links to porn sites he wants me to check out. I begin opening the sites, picking a few clips that look good. G comes in about 10 minutes later, takes off my shirt and begins to rub my breast from behind me, "keep watching," he reminds me as I become distracted. He pinches my nipple so hard I am wincing. He continues pinching them and stretching, "you like that, don't you? You like when a pull on these tits..." and he squeezes the harder and harder. I am gasping "...that's it take it, take the pain, I love your nipples." "Oh, this is a good one," he indicates to a blow job scene that has just started playing. He spins around the chair so I am sideways to the computer, I can still see it, but he can move it front of me. "Suck my cock," he says as he pulls down his shorts. I engulf him with my mouth. I continue to lick the shaft and head and suck it. "Ah, suck my balls." I slide off the chair and on to my knees. I suck and lick his balls as my hand continues to stroke is pulsing cock. Inspired by the video, he tries something new. He puts one hand sideways under my chin and the other sideways across the top, so his hands have my head like a vice. He pulls my head up and slams my mouth on his cock, my lips are slammed in to his pelvis as his cock slides down into my throat, 4 or 5 very deep thrusts and he relaxes the grip a bit and fucks my mouth deep, but at a more normal depth. Then again tightens the grip and forces his cock down my throat, for about 6 thrusts this time. As I gag a bit, he returns fucking my mouth normal and says, "I could cum right now". He pulls me to my feet and leads me to the daybed and bends me over, and lifts my skirt. He tests my cunt, and indeed I am soaking wet and ready...he plunges into me and fucks me hard. After last night and the blow job, it only takes a few minutes before we are both cuming. Whew sweet release!

A note about the vice like grip we tried tonight! It is awesome. Not to pat myself on the back, but I give a pretty mean blow job and can take it very deep without gagging. But this move forced his cock so far down my throat that about 6 thrusts was all I could take (as you read)...do try this at home ;)

I am off to try and catch a few more winks, before I head off to work. I will post about our second fuck later in the day.

The good and the bad Sunday

2005-08-29T20:32:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was amazing and horrible at the same time.

First, I have to tell you, although I love our D/s play, as I have mentioned G and I are not always into D/s. We get into these streaks and when everything is going so right, we just keep it going as long as we can...gotta respect the streak, right ;) But outside of the 'bedroom' I am not submissive at all. I am opinionated, stubborn and not afraid to make my needs known. Because we both work we equally share all the household/kids stuff.

Now with that said, yesterday, after our early AM romp, lying in Gs arms. I felt such pride at being able to make him cum, when it looked impossible, and feeling so satisfied (8 days in a row of great fucking can do that for you). I was overcome with a sense of gratitude and I decided I wanted to make his day perfect, not just with sex.

As he went back to sleep, I got up and blogged...then the rest of the day I devoted to him. I went to the store, made him a killer breakfast, cleaned the house and did the wash. I bundled the kids out of the house, so he could have some alone time. What did the boys and I do? All the yucky errands of Gs he has been putting off :) Smogged his car, got the oil changed, picked up pool supplies, etc. Filled his car with gas, washed it and cleaned the inside. I gave him a pedicure (guys don't knock it if you have not tried it). I made dinner and cleaned up the kitchen again. Got the kids bathed, lunches made and them off to bed.

Now for the amazing part (for me). For the first time ever, I could feel the pure surrender of being a submissive. My mind didn't wander. I didn't find myself wondering what G was going to do next. Wishing he would do this, or wouldn't do that. Letting my wants and needs totally fall away and accepting his use of my body for strictly his pleasure. I was truly amazing!

He tied me to the bed and ate my cunt. He teased my clit for so long, it was swollen and tender. It went on for so long, the pain and pleasure mixed just like a hard spanking. Normally I would be begging for him to fuck my pussy, knowing only a good fuck and climax was going to release the pain deep in my cunt. But I said nothing. I know if had asked he would have gladly done it, but I wanted no influence over his decisions and pleasure. He sat on the bed and had me lay sideways with my head in his lap. I sucked his cock while he thrashed my ass with the leather strap. He stretched my legs apart, so he could have access my bald pussy and got plenty of licks on my already throbbing cunt.

He flipped me over while he lubed his cock. Another first, with out preparing my ass with the dildo he began fucking my tightest hole. Like last night, he held nothing back. Filling my asshole deep, hand and fast, using my hips to impale his cock as deep as possible. He continued to bugger me for the longest time, but I could tell something wasn't right...his moans were as mine were before....at that dangerous pain/pleasure point.

The bad part: He was frustrated. He couldn't get comfortable, the angle was wrong, the bed too soft, etc. We moved to the floor, where he immediately began fucking my ass again, long and hard. Still no relief. As you can imagine he is getting softer, adding even more to the frustration level. He pulled out and rammed the dildo in my ass while he stroked himself hard again. Third times a charm? He pulled the dildo out and plowed my ass even hard, faster and deeper (which just a few minutes ago I would have sworn was impossible). Now at this point it is clear 8 days of fucking and probably a few too many beers are a huge part of the problem, but so is his stubbornness to only fuck me in the ass. Now let me tell you, I do enjoy being used and abused in the ass. For me though, it is the psychological surrendering, humiliation and degradation that I love. The physical is not the greatest, especially stopping and starting 3 times and being truly reamed for over half an hour. Did he finally cum? Well if this was porn he would have finally cum in a huge eruption, bringing me along with him and we would have collapsed on the bed in a sweaty, satisfied heap...But this is not porn, this is our life and all we did was collapse, no satisfaction for either.

We went downstairs and watched The Little League World Series (Tivoed) thinking we might be able to try again, but we were exhausted and both feel asleep on the couches. We woke up at 3 and stumbled to bed. This morning when I woke up for work he did not even stir.

I thought well it was a great streak, it had to end sooner or later. I was happy when he called later in the morning when he got to work and we talked about it. He said "be ready for tonight, I am so hungry (our code word for horny). My balls are aching, you can't come that much for 8 days and stop. I need it tonight!"

So keep your fingers crossed for us :)

A whole day of reminders I am sex slave

2005-08-28T08:32:00.000-07:00

Well after our morning session yesterday, I blogged it (duh) and we all (except oldest son, he went straight to work from his friend's house) had some breakfast. We took the other kids to Circus (Ringling Brothers, it was pretty good BTW). I had promised, in the after glow of a great fuck, to wear no underwear and skirt, but was having my doubts. "To the circus?" I quizzed G.
He smiled and and shook his head, "nobody will be able to tell" he reassured me. So I put on tank and cute cotton skirt. Feeling the breeze on my bare cunt when I walked was a constant reminder of my submissiveness. The whole day, when ever we were alone G would run his hand up my skirt and play with my pussy. Sometimes it would be soft caress or gentle probe, but sometimes he would roughly pinch my cunt lips or thrust a finger inside. Again, a great physiological reminder that (for now at least) I am his property to do with as he wishes.

We were all tired after the excitement of the circus (and other activities for G and I) so we came home and took a nap.

We woke up before the kids, so I was puttering on the computer and G in the garage. He came into the computer room and shut the door. He told me to kneel on the daybed. He stood behind me and hoisted up my Skirt. He plunged himself inside my cunt. He fucked me hard and fast, coming in about 3 minutes, before I had the chance to. As he pulled up his pants and I was adjusting my shirt, must have had a disappointed look on my face, he reached out a grabbed a handful of hair and pulled my head back. His hand shot under my shirt and he squeezed my tit. "Remember it is my pleasure that counts." He did take pity on me and came back about 15 minutes later. He had me spread my legs and lean back in the chair and his expertly used his fingers and got me to come to just as quickly as he had.

When the kids woke up we all went to the park for some exercise and to wake up. Had dinner, played with the kids, and put them to bed...life.

The boys tucked in bed, G wasted no time fastening my collar, I took a bath and shaved (legs and cunt...gotta keep em smooth). Did my hair and make up, came downstairs to fresh panties on the computer chair. (I have tons of lingerie and some corsets, which we love...but as I have mentioned, G loves his cotton panties too). G came in we surfed porn together (big surprise, lol, he knows a lot of good sites. When enough time had passed that we were sure the kids we asleep, we went upstairs.
G had me kneel is his favorite position, with my ass high in the air. A couple of hard spanks, and he pulled my head up by grabbing my hair. "You were a very bad slave today, pouting when you didn't come" he hissed into my ear. He stuffed my mouth in the ball gag. Then he shoved my head back to the bed, "now your going to pay!"
He pulled out a leather strap and slapped my ass, my thighs my cunt. The pain and pleasure mixed were so incredible, I tried to cry out but the ball gag muffled all my moans. Harder and harder he hit me. Finally he plunged his rock hard cock into my dripping wet pussy, and lubed up the dildo and plunged it in my ass. "Don't think you're going to get a good pussy fucking tonight you bitch. I am only fucking your cunt while I get your ass ready for the hardest fucking its ever gotten." And he was true to his words, in only a minute, he pulled out the dildo and put his cock in my ass. Slowly at first, but deeper and harder his cock disappeared in to my ass. He grabbed my hips and began truly fucking my ass hard, deep and fast. I would never believed my ass could take it like that. He fucked my ass just like it was my pussy. When he was just about to come he took off my ball gag, and pulled out of my ass and laid on the bed. He pushed my mouth on his cock, "Suck it good whore, clean off my cock. Taste your cunt and ass on my cock?" I sucked harder and deeper, he exploded in my mouth and down my throat. "That's it drink down every drop!"

This morning we had our usually romp; missionary and doggy. After not coming last night, I exploded in about 2 minutes. I tried to finish G off with hands and mouth, but he couldn't cum. So we feel back asleep, but only for a few minutes, I woke up when G grabbed my breast and said watch me jerk off, but he still couldn't cum. He laid on his back and "Said try one more time". I thought no way...but thankfully I was wrong, in a few minutes his cum was squirting in my mouth! :)

Now G went back to sleep and I am off to the store to buy some steak and eggs and make him a yummy late breakfast!

Ass full of cum

2005-08-27T08:45:00.000-07:00

Goals we both had set for tonight were reached last night! As I was taking my bath, I decided just to shave it all off! Being Friday, I really went over board on my make-up and hair. I put on a black lace bra and garters and stockings, I topped it all off with a silk robe (the kids were still up and my oldest son had friends over) and headed downstairs to G, who was puttering in the garage. He liked what he saw, "hey milfy, there are kids around!" he teased. "I know, that's why I came out to the garage," I answered. "Sorry, I took so long in the bath, but I had an intense project going," I said. He gave me that, what the hell are you talking about look. I slowly parted my robe. My Black garter belt perfectly framing my bald pussy. Just at the sight of that freshly shaved cunt made him moan, he reached out and pulled me towards him. Quickly clamping one hand around my mound, he explored my newly exposed pussy lips with his fingers. He fingered my slit, groaning the whole time. "Ahhh, you cunt looks so hot! Bend over the table so I can get a good look," he commanded. I laid across the ping pong table (which is the perfect height) and he began to play with my slit and finger fuck me in earnest. With a deep sigh and a couple of good smacks to my ass, he barked, "stay right there, don't move". He left that garage and was gone about 5 minutes. When he returned he had wicked smile, "older kids are gone." He had sent them off, and our son was going to send the night at a friends house. :) He grabbed a fist full of hair, pulled my head back, and put my new collar on. We stayed in the garage awhile. He barely could leave my bald cunt alone, but he found time to have me suck his cock, and to spank and finger my ass and pull my tits out of my bra and abuse them. He ordered me to cover up and go into the computer room while he put the other kids to bed. When he was down, he had me lean back in the chair and spread my legs and he went down on me. We moved to living room, where we played some cards and had a few drinks while the kids got to sleep (with plenty of breaks for fun).
We went upstairs and G put on my ball gag. After all night of teasing each other, we were more than ready for the main event. Quickly G pushed me onto my knees, on the bed. He slammed my head into the bed, thrusting my ass high in the air and pulled out my favorite dildo and lubed it up, he positioned it at the edge of my ass. He got behind me and put just the tip of his cock in my cunt. In one quick movement he thrust himself into my pussy and the dildo into my ass. Harder and harder he fucked me in both holes, it felt so good! I was moaning and trying to tell G how good it was but with the ball gag on nothing was coming out. After I came twice, G pulled out his cock and and began easing it in to my ass. "Oh, your ass is so stretched now my little slut. My cock looks great going in." Deeper and deeper he buried his cock, until he was in to the base. "I am buried in your ass, and I am going to fuck it good". His moaned of pleasure and my muffled moans of pleasure& pain combined and he fucked my ass harder and harder, finally cuming deep in my ass..even though it was him cuming, I felt so fulfilled and happy, and I went to sleep with a huge smile on my face.
G woke me up the morning ready to fuck again, I was exhausted and tried to push him away. But as he turned away I realized I was not being a very good slave, and said, "I'm sorry, you're the master...if you want sex, you should have it" . Wasting no time he mounted me and fucked me, as is becoming our morning routine; missionary, then doggy and I finished him off with my hand and mouth...one change though, when he warned me he was about to cum, instead of moving away, I asked "Do you want to come in my mouth?" (like I needed to ask..lol)"Yes!", I put my mouth around his cock and sucked furiously, 3 thrust and he was squirting his cum down my throat. I swallowed and smile down at my master and wonderful husband!
BTW if you have been following our full of sex week you know G has been wanting my ass for all week, and although my mind was more than willing, my body just didn't seem to want to co-operate. The one day G did get his cock up my ass (Tuesday, I think) he had to use so much lube that a lot of the friction was gone. So yesterday afternoon I went into a 'leather' shop, I got some new nipple clamps (we broke the old ones lol), and looked at lubes. There are, no exaggeration, at least 30 brands at this store...how the hell was I suppose to know what was going to be good!?!? I read the labels on a couple, then just got the courage to ask a near by employee, "what is good lube?" at first he just looked at me, so I went on. "I want one that works good, but then isn't so slippery and 'goey'. He smiled and nodded, like I know just what you mean.. (I can hear G saying make a point)..Elbow Grease. That stuff rocks!

Satisfied but exhausted

2005-08-26T20:56:00.000-07:00

Thank God it is Friday! I am looking forward to some sleep time this weekend!
G brought me 3 presents yesterday. A dog choke chain and leash, a ball gag, and a new bigger but plug! As soon as the kids were in bed, I was at the computer looking at some good sexy sites. He slipped behind me and began roughly massaging my breasts, cupping them and pinching and pulling them so hard I was gasping for air. He said, "sit still, I have a present for you." He reached around and put the collar around my neck, he had hammered one of the rings into an oval so it could go through the other ring, then he attached a lock. I loved it! The lock and end hung down into the valley of my breast, yum! Pulling the chain he forced me to my knees and freed his bulging cock from his shorts, "suck it good, you bitch!" And I did, I took it all the way to too the base, hard and fast. I could feel the head slide into my throat. I sucked and sucked and slurped and massaged his balls until he pulled the chain, pulling me away. "Go take your bath slut." I took a bath and shaved my legs, as I do every night...But the last few nights I have been shaving my pussy a little more and a little more...Feeling the cold razor against my cunt lips, I think by Saturday night it should be completely bald! I know G is going to like that :)
I put on my full make up and fluffed up my hair. I could tell from the smoldering look on Gs face that I looked pretty hot. He yanked the chain and attached the leash, he pushed me the floor, "crawl, you sexy whore," and he led me into the living room. He pulled me to my feet and spun me around, "spread your legs and touch the floor." I did as I was told, and was rewarded with a hard spanking. When my ass was good and red he spread my ass cheeks and began to finger fuck my asshole. Then he pushed me to the ground and told me to crawl up the stairs. When we got up stairs he tied me to the bed and pulled my collar tight bringing my mouth to his. We kissed long and hard, and he ordered me to suck his tongue. Just as abruptly as he pulled my mouth to his, he pulled back on the chain. "I won't have to hear your screams and moans as I fuck your ass tonight, you whore", he said as he pulled out the new ball gag, "we will be using this soon!". He smirked at me, "oh yeah, I have one more present for you my slave." He brought out the new large but plug. My eyes bulged out at the size of it, I thought that is never going to fit inside my ass. Reading my mind, he quickly answer my unspoken thoughts, "oh, yes, this is going in your ass." He almost was chuckling as he said, "I have been very unsatisfied with your performance in satisfying my anal needs. I don't know what your problem has been, I have fucked you up the ass before, now all of a sudden 'it hurts'. I intend to solve that problem! Just to get your mind right, I am going to keep widening you tonight and tomorrow. Then on Saturday, when you have had plenty of time to rest and relax, you're going to drink a lot of wine, to help you loosen up, and I WILL fuck your ass hard and to the base . I am going to fill your bowels full of my hot cum!" He smiled as he flipped me over, and held the but plug to my face, "just so you're warned," he added with a laugh. "Now suck the plug, so it's nice and wet for your ass." he lubed my asshole and fucked my ass with the smaller dildo, while I sucked on the plug. He pulled back on my collar, making my back arch as he drove his prick in my dripping wet cut. With hard deep thrusts he matched the speed of the dildo to the speed of his cock. "That's it, You like that, don't you bitch, all 3 of your holes filled!" He yanked the dildo from my butt. I came so hard, and then another one, and another one. 3 earthshaking orgasms on top of one another. He slowed down his pumping and took the plug from my mouth and replaced it with the ball gag. Then he started stretching my ass to to fit that huge plug in. He stopped fucking me to concentrate on my ass. Slowly, deeper and deeper he worked it, I felt like I was going be split in two, but my cries of pain were muffled by the ball gag distending my mouth. When he was satisfied with my progress, he turned me on to my back and removed the ball gag. He straddled my face and I sucked his cock hard and deep, he pulled out and slapped my face with his cock, sensing he was going to cum, I lunged forward engulfing his cock in one quick movement, just as his climax exploded down my throat, and like a good sex slave I swallowed every drop!"
This morning, I thought our 2 a day streak might be coming to the end, as G did not wake me for our early morning romp...but as I started to stir to get up for work, he was on me in a second! An exact replay from yesterday, missionary, doggy and I finished him off with my hands and mouth :) Such a lovely way to start the day.

still lots of hot sex slave action

2005-08-25T20:00:00.000-07:00

So yesterday was a good day, busy at work, kids ok at school, all that stuff. Since we have been so active and up quite late, I was pretty tired when I got home, opened the fridge and no milk. The plan for me was to take a little nap so we could have some fun tonight. I called G and right away he said, go take your nap...I will stop at the store :) What a guy! I made the kids some dinner and went upstairs. CRASH! I was out like a light. When I woke up I started playing around on the Internet, so my hubby brought me a glass of wine. Once all of the kids were safely in bed...

We are still on the D/s kick, G came in and began squeezing my boobs, pulling on my nipples so hard, engorging them with blood and making the huge. He pulled my head back by pulling my hair, he kissed me deep and hard. He had brought me an outfit to put on, just a white pair of panties and a tight cut off tank top and a black silk robe, told me to go take my bath and put on the reddest, brightest lipstick.

After my bath I played on the Internet a bit more and G kept coming in for short little sessions, playing with my boobs, or me sucking his cock good and hard.

We went up to the bedroom and he had me rub my pussy through my panties so they would get good and soaked, them he pulled them up high and deep inside my gash, roughly shoving his fingers and my panties even deeper into my soaking wet pussy. Then he ordered me to slowly remove my panties and put them in my mouth. He then got my favorite anal dildo, it is about an inch and a half in diameter, and really long about 12", I love it because it doesn't slip out easily and I can easily fuck my own ass when G wants me too...which is of course what he wanted...he lubed up the dildo and my tight bung hole and began fucking my ass, while he was torturing my tits. I was having a bit of a problem getting it in, so he quickly got frustrated and took over, shoving that plastic cock deeper and deeper in my ass, he flipped me over so my ass was high in the air, and my boobs and face we smashed into the bed. He jammed his rock hard cock deep in my pussy and fucked me good and hard and deep, all the while still fucking my ass with the dildo. After he brought me to 2 massive orgasms he pulled out the dildo, and started to put his big cock in it's place. After getting it in a bit, he got so excited he went too fast, and I flew away (sorry dear, just a tad too painfully) but G understood and took it in stride, he flipped me back on my back and propped up my head and straddled my face. He pinned my arms down with his knees and fucked my mouth so deep and hard I was gagging some, but like any good slave doing my best to take it all in, finally he exploded his cum into my mouth and all over my face.

This Morning at 4:30 as I was just about to get up for work, we went at it again. Pretty hard and fast for the morning. With little warm up, we did it with me on my back and my legs up over Gs shoulders, then doggie style for awhile. G didn't think he would be able to come (wonder why, we have only done it 11 times in the last 5 days!) but I had him lay on his back, and using my hands and mouth got him to cum:)

Another day of dominance / submissive

2005-08-24T20:00:00.000-07:00

Yeah, I did get a nice mini hour nap this afternoon, just enough to help me keep up with my master :)
After being so cinched up last night G had me dress in white panties and a cut off tank (I love that he loves white cotton underwear!) To add to my humiliation of his eating me out (remember, I don't really like it), he made me straddle his face and lower my cunt on to his eagerly awaiting tongue. He licked my clit and buried his tongue deeper and deeper into my hole. When he had finally decided I had enough, and I was good and wet he began to fuck me, knowing I was still sore, he started off from behind me. But as any master can do, he didn't honor his promise to leave my ass alone and while he his cock was buried deep in my pussy, he jammed two fingers in my ass, and spread them apart he continue to fuck and stretch my ass the whole time he fucked me.