In the Past?
A blast from the past...really. Do you have memories so deep that the images are burned into you mind's eye. I have several, and they pop up at the oddest times. Some are sexual and at times can make me feel guilty....when I awake from a dream, soaking wet and and at the edge of an orgasm from some image of me and my first boyfriend in a basically innocent, but sexually charged moment. I have these dreams far too often and they confuse me. I love G with all my heart and soul. We have amazing sex and he fulfills me in ways I couldn't even have dreamed about at 14 or 15. Mentally, sexually and spiritually I know G is my mate. The yin to my yang. So why do I still remember stolen moments from over 20 years ago? Is this normal? Do you remember seemingly innocuous minutes from your teen years in vivid, technicolor...every breathless second....yearning, aching, teen angst?
Please share your most vivid memory or memories that haunt you. If you show me your I will show you mine.
posted by marriedwithsex @ 10:25 PM
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My first heartbreaking when sixteen still leaves a lingering scent of sadness when I think of her.
More recently I fell in love with an escort - a prostitute.
There are two rules to visiting escorts. The first is that price is no guide to quality. The second is never fall in love with an escort.
I wrote of it on another blog that I had to take down when she discovered it. It was anonymous but she was upset and she knew all my personal details ...
I last saw her nearly three years ago.
I still think of her every day ...
Beau xxxxxxxxxx
I have dreams and thoughts about past lovers all the time. I think it's because they are in the past and we can never do antyhing with them again which makes them impossible fruit. No matter how great our current lover is, tomorrow we can do something with that lover, while lover from ten years ago is forever gone.
I think often about my first girlfriend who had submissive tendencies that I never picked up on. I sometimes will dream about being back with her and how I would happily spank her over my knees and how ruthlessly I would fuck those lovely tits she had. But mostly I think about how I would grab her hair and tell her very clearly how she was going to be fucked today.
i don't think i dream about them primarily because i can't get rid of them lol. i'm still friends with most of them and as a result i can flirt with them as much as i like. my heart belongs to a much taller much more in sync man who fuels my fantasies now. if He was here now that might be different but my dreams are all of Him now.
Posted my tag on my blog ....my thoughts are all there ....
I refuse to answer this question on the grounds that it may tend to incriminate me... (i.e. get me in trouble)
maybe I'll change my mind later...
my turn to chime in... my first love... the one who introduced me to the pleasure with pain though, i'd known about this part of myself for longer than a decade before, he put it into action. i am forever thankful, though, the trail he left stayed with me for years after. (healed now, no sympathy votes, please)
One afternoon while sailing, we shared a bottle of wine and laid embraced at the bottom of the boat. We shared the same exact dream beneath the sun and then discussed it, charismatically & with intense depth.
Sometimes, i dream of launching the sailboat, that scene, the ephemeral feelings of nothing but bliss, happiness, love... However, i hate when i dream about him. LOL
i've moved on to better parts of my life. But absolutely neat idea here!
I'd like to say he was 'young', 'hung' and full of cum, but he was filled with more curiosity, eagerness and sensuality, a decade younger than me and simply the best kisser I ever experienced, and this was a recent encounter in the scope of my entire sexual history.
More recently, the person asked me how/why I found them exciting or inspiring.
When the Muse Calls
We have posted on our blog - for Mr SD it is the girl he lost his virginity to and wondering what happened to her, for me its wondering about how things might be different if I met up with a man from my past now.
Ms SD
I remember too... Maybe I'll share another time. Reality calls again.
Sorry...I don't think about them at all. It's done and over and wasn't particularly great.
I still haven't answered this tag because nothing is coming to mind. But if something pops up I'll be sure to post a reply to this tag.
hugs
Des
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