Predated to stay on top :)
This morning as my husband, G, was getting ready for work, he handed my some unmentionables and said, "Take your bath and have these on by the time I get home...or else.." I giggled and asked, "Or else what?"...."Or else you DON'T get a spanking"...lol!
Blerg!
Our mind is such a big tool, it stinks when it can get you so worked up, that real life is bound to disappoint. Been there done that before, so I do try and temper myself, but last night was just...frankly...almost vanilla and not even good vanilla, like haagen dazs, more like that cheap ice milk stuff.
Labels: mental struggles
I don't know...does anyone really want a blow by blow? I am going to write it anyway...if for nothing else than to save it for us. I really think...no, I KNOW tonight was a turning point for us.
Labels: bdsm, mental struggles, submission
Some of this is a repeat of things I have already said...but in excitement for what is to come tonight and trying to wrap my head around my what I need to do mentally to move forward I am putting it all down. In part, for therapy; in part, for recording what I hoping will be a turning point for us; in part, to perhaps another who struggles with the same issues. As with any blog, feel free to read what interests you and ignore my babbling, if it doesn't :)
Labels: mental struggles, submission, Toys for boys
G and I have always had a very active and satisfying sex life. We tend to go in spurts: D/s and some s/m for a few months and then vanilla for a few months. I must admit our latest vanilla streak has been quite long time, mostly due to me.
Labels: bdsm, mental struggles, submission
After our nice, but vanilla anniversary weekend, I started reading some D/s books and blogs and getting really horny for some steamy, hard, rough sex. We took it pretty slow on Monday night as it has been a while since we indulged in any kink, but I thought a nice warm up. I was surprised when G came home Tuesday and said, 'let's take a break today'...after gearing myself up all day I was disappointed and frankly a little worried he wasn't into it anymore. He assured me, he would use and abuse me Wednesday. Wednesday came and he left early for a round of golf before work, I barely spoke to him during the day and he seemed so mellow when he came home. Still while the kids were eating dinner, I took a nice hot bath and shaved my pussy clean...he still seemed very quiet, I thought, 'Oh, no. It's my own fault, I have been turning down G for D/s sex for so long, he just isn't up for it, anymore'....but he soon put my fears to rest...once the kids were in bed and fast asleep....
Labels: anal sex, bdsm, nipple clamps, submission
G and I have been on an extended Vanilla streak. Part due to the fact that having a little one around takes a lot of energy and partly due to the fact G has been extremely busy at work and it does take time and imagination to keep up being dominate in the bedroom....
Just some general informational updates, since it has been so long since I have been actively blogging.
I know, I know...I have just about let the poor blog die. As, it is easy to see, I have thought about reviving it a few times, just to let it go again. G and I are still around, hot and horny as ever. Some how writing just got to be a chore and it seemed like I was writing about the same things over and over.
Just wondering if any one is still out there and reading....debating starting the blog up again. Yeah, I know, I know...you've heard that before...well if any one still checks here, after 2 years maybe not...give me a shout out while I am deciding.
Just a pop in to say hello. We're still around, just busy...like most everyone else. Looking forward to summer and the warm weather.
Hellllooooo out there....
After our hot and heavy session Saturday night, G and I were still horny Sunday morning and so after breakfast we sent the kids outside, 'to get some fresh air and run around while it is nice'....lol...and we went upstairs for our own 'exercise', a nice quickie.
Labels: ball gag, bdsm, submission
Wow! I can't believe I am up so early after last night, but such is life.
Labels: anal sex, bdsm, submission
I am sorry if that is TMI, or offends someone who thinks no woman loves anal sex. G and I just had the most incredible session! I want to say ever, but I know I often feel that right after sex, so I will reserve judgement until after the oxitocyn wears off (Natural chemical your body releases as you orgasm) for complete judgement.
Labels: anal sex, bdsm, submission
Labels: Toys for boys
There is something so freeing knowing that you have 3 full days off in a row. G and middle son had hockey practice, so little man and I ate dinner and played a board game. G picked up a bottle of wine for me on the way home, that was sweet.
Labels: anal sex, ass, bdsm, cock, cunt, dildo, nipple clamps, slut
I think I cleared away all the bad links, if I deleted anyone who is 'still alive and kicking' please let me know. Also any new blogs that you recommend would be great.
Not sure if anyone even checks my corner of the universe anymore. But am thinking of reviving the blog.
Hello from my chaotic corner of the universe. Yes, universe.
I am a Virgo in publishing...so yeah...
Now, devil's advocate that you are, I know you are asking am I just looking for an excuse to explain away this rough time? Perhaps, but there are just too many to dismiss the notion...remember:
Just because you don't believe doesn't mean it isn't true.
Saturday
Whew, I have been swamped! I have so much to blog about, so many blogs to read and so many e-mails to return, and so many new blogs to blogroll...I have been a very bad blogging friend this past week...I am so sorry, I think a might need a spanking. Any volunteers?
I take my bath and dress in the simple white, silky panties and sheer black robe. The edges of the robe skim my firm large tits. I know what mood he is in, by the cat of nine tails hanging from the bed rail.
Labels: anal sex, bdsm, nipple clamps, submission
A blast from the past...really. Do you have memories so deep that the images are burned into you mind's eye. I have several, and they pop up at the oddest times. Some are sexual and at times can make me feel guilty....when I awake from a dream, soaking wet and and at the edge of an orgasm from some image of me and my first boyfriend in a basically innocent, but sexually charged moment. I have these dreams far too often and they confuse me. I love G with all my heart and soul. We have amazing sex and he fulfills me in ways I couldn't even have dreamed about at 14 or 15. Mentally, sexually and spiritually I know G is my mate. The yin to my yang. So why do I still remember stolen moments from over 20 years ago? Is this normal? Do you remember seemingly innocuous minutes from your teen years in vivid, technicolor...every breathless second....yearning, aching, teen angst?
Hello, back from the abyss, well not quite the abyss, only from my in-laws. We took to the 'boys' to my in laws for a visit. We stayed through the 4th and had a surprisingly good time. The timing could not have been better, as I started my period the night before we left, and finished up the last night we were there. Got home yesterday and had great fun last night, details to come...and more fun to come tonight :).... Caught up on my favorite blogs...loving the blogroll feature showing which blogs are updated.